Happy...

Okay, i know my current post and this one is completely heaven and hell (meaning completely different. lol)

this morning i seriously was unhappy... and angry... coz of my last post... go read it if u haven't already... i don't wanna waste time reminiscing those facts to anger myself again... lol

anyways, just wanna say that i'm happy that EMA is out of my league already... at least for now... hahaha.. i should say EM... coz if i say "for now" it kinda meant i would have to repeat EMA... which i don't want... never in a thousand million years... lol

EM stands for Engineering Mathematics btw, for those of u who donno... i have been repeating this for a few times already... haha

anyways... EM is done... now all that's left is Physics... then PACKING!!! AND HOME!!!

:)

nothing beats going home... as in happiness... it's the thing that i am craving for now... after The Mom Song which i have acquired through Xian Wen.. hahaha

X)

Anyway... can't really talk much here... i still have Physics to revise... COME ON PEOPLE!!! LET'S WIN THIS FIGHT!!! hahahaha

XD

TTYL!!! :D

[A Moody-Turned-Happy Joey]

D-A-M-N!!!!

ugh! i'm So freaking pissed! - Quoted from "White Chicks"

And i have every right reason to be.

A couple of days ago, my sis and i were in The Spring, and the following day is my exam, so, in order to shoo me back to studying, my sis brought me a chocolate/ice-cream thingy... so that when she bought the dessert for me, i'd go back to my hostel and just study, study, study.

right.

and so after she bought me dessert, i went back to the hostel and started revising.

then i ate for i think about 10 pieces of the chocolate, out of a few tens, and then i said, "Hmm... i shall reserve some for my sister. since she bought it for me. then i texted her when would she be coming back to the hostel so that we could eat the dessert together."

and she told me that she would be coming back late, and so i was like, okay, so how about i put it in my fridge first to freeze it since the weather is so FREAKING COLD, I'M FREEZING! (i'm being sarcastic coz i'm just too darn angry right now!)

and u know what? The next morning i checked, WHAT'S LEFT IN THAT STUPID CONTAINER ARE JUST, I DONNO, MAYBE JUST HALF OF WHAT'S THE ORIGINAL AMOUNT OF WHAT I HAVE LEFT IT WITH.

since then i'm already NOT Fine with it. but then i chose not to react coz i know GOD is watching.

SO! i left it in the fridge still. and guess what?! TODAY, THIS MORNING, WHEN I CHECKED, THERE'S ONLY ONE LEFT!!!!!! :@ IN THE NAME OF GOD! ONE?! OUT OF LIKE, A FEW TENS? OH MY FREAKING GOOD-FOR-NOTHING-CURSES!!! I SO WANNA KILL THOSE WHO DARE TO STEAL MY FOOD FROM ME!!! I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL! STARVE TO DEATH! GET KNOCKED BY A FAST MOVING TRUCK! STRUCK BY LIGHTNING! GET KICKED OUT FROM THE EXAMINATION HALL! AND ALL BAD LUCK TO YOU FOR THE NEXT FIVE HUNDRED THOUSAND YEARS!!! ARGH!!!

AND HERE! I HAVE PICTURES TO PROVE IT! ONE!!!






ARGH!!! I WANNA JUST GO TO EACH AND EVERY DOOR AND JUST USE A MACHETE AND SLAY WHOEVER I THINK IS INVOLVED!!! AND I DON'T GIVE A CRAP ABOUT THEM! YOU JUST WAIT!

AND ONE MORE THING! okay i should stop using Caps Lock coz this issue is kinda a "NOMB" thing... NOMB stands for "None Of My Business" btw...

check this out coz i don't even have ANY idea what went wrong and how. ugh... i despise these losers... :@





GOSH!!! is this some kind of a joke? i don't know and i don't dare to think what kind of MONSTER would even dare to mess with me... okay, i'm being exaggerative, whatever... and i've told u before, i'm not in the mood... so forgive me if i have offended any of u... ugh...

BUT!!! the big BUT is here... I'm going home in 3 more days, counting today in as well... SO! i'm not going to worry too much about this coz as long as my flight isn't cancelled, i'm happy enough... =\

i seriously hope those who committed those crimes (stealing and vandalizing) would be brought to justice... either through Human Acts or through Natural Acts... if you get what i mean... UGH!!!

comment please. =\

:@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@

1 Down, 2 To Go

Okay, i'll keep this post short. coz i still gotta study my EMA AKA Additional Mathematics... lol

today i have gone through my General Mathematics exam... and i feel quite okay about it... at first i have no idea what i am doing, but then serenity brought me to my answers... and hopefully they are correct... hahaha

XD

tomorrow will be my EMA... i hope it'll be as easy as my GFN (Good-For-Nothing) lecturer has said... but that doesn't mean i don't have to study... i wanna ace it, if possible... coz right until now, my EMA result is still an "F"... lol

Bless me, people... and the others who are sitting for EMA tomorrow as well... Can't really type any longer although i'd want to... =\

byez! Will keep y'all updated...

[An Anticipating Joey]

WOo!!!

Gosh... it's been 14 weeks already!!! i've been in Kuching for 14 weeks already... Get me right if i'm wrong.. hehe...

well, what's about this 14 weeks is that i didn't and have never wanted to realize that time passes fast... in just a blink of an eye... maybe two... maybe more... (O.O)... and "zoom"! this week is my final week in kuching already... for this sem, i mean... hahaha

EXAMS!!! this is what my final week here screams at me... i wanted to just skip the finals and just straightaway fly home... and play... and eat... and just hang out with my friends that i have been missing for so long... :(

i know for sure that our friendship has weakened, but i can't do anything to save it... i've tried to stay connected with them... but they are busy with their SMSA life... and i can more or less understand, coz it's busy here as well... i'm just thinking in their POV... hopefully when i go back they won't go "Oh, who's that again? i forgot his name"... that'll hurt like hell... lol

hahaha

well, anyways... gonna have my General Mathematics exam later, at 2pm, then will be having my Engineering Mathematics A exam tomorrow, again at 2pm... then on Wednesday will be my final Final Exam, which is Physics, and yet again, at 2pm... hehehe... then the next day... HOME SWEET HOME!!! OMG!!! i never thought that i'd be soooooooo homesick before i came here... i thought i could do it... be here, be happy... be everything... and just miss home as little as possible...

but no.

all the things that have happened here all reminded me of how good life is back home... if u're hungry someone'll (that's mum.) cook for me... or i'll just search for any snacks in the fridge or anywhere else that she (my mum again) might hide the food in... hehehe

then, if i'm bored, i can always play my computer... not that i can't do that now... it's just that the feeling's not the same... :\

then... when i'm at home, i have aircon blowing me every single time... but here, other than classes and library times... it's scorching hot!!! i'm actually burning up, burning up, in hostel bay-beh... (ew i can't believe i just did a stupid parody of the Jonas Brothers... lol)

the people here are nice... but still i'm craving for my KB friends' jokes and their hospitality... i find myself still unable to fully trust the people i've encountered here... everyone is just so dissimilar from my hometown hommies... lol

i miss my friends... and yes, it's you! no matter where u are, i do miss u... be u my swinburne friend or my Brunei friend... I MISS YOU!!! hopefully the bridge between us will never break or be burnt down (Ashley Tisdale... hehehe... if u know what i mean... hehehe ;)...)

FRIENDS!! I LOVE Y'ALL!!! hahahaha

MUAKS... lol

:D

I Had A Dream

this dream is i think the strangest and the realest dream i've ever had in my life...

in the dream... something happened, and i forgot what that "something" is... lol

and because of that "something", i remembered it only to be surprisingly huumiliating and saddening... why did i say so? well, coz in the dream i committed suicide by pulling the trigger. which means i shot myself.. lol

and the thing about my dream being strange and real isn't the fact that i was dead; i've had such dreams for the last few hundred times. lol ==|||

the thing about my death is that after i was "dead", i am still visible to everyone, and i felt like i wasn't dead at all... throughout the dream i was never scared nor anything, i was just calm and serene... like it was something that has happened before to me, but it hasn't.

then i met with one guy whom i have no idea or whatsoever at all who he is. he saw that i was crying alone. and then he came to me and said, "We're sorry. when we heard what you have done we were making fun of you, thinking that you would be so shameless that you would commit suicide. and we never knew you really did..."

and then he showed me a card or something. and in the card there are a lot of messages that really made me cry like hell in my dream. those things are too "grotesque" to be displayed here.. hehehe... trust me...

in my funeral, people were crying their hearts out and when i saw that, i was sad as well. when i woke up my pillow was slightly wet, and i donno that's because of my tears or my saliva... i couldn't make it out.. hahaha

XD

(please forgive me... i don't have good memory, and it's been quite awhile since i have awaken from that dream... haha :P)

something strange about the dream is that despite being in Swinburne, my biggest guess about my location was Miri's Curtin instead. i have no idea coz that place is superbly strange and unfamiliar... i have never been there at all.. every step that i took was new and fresh... i have never did anything that i have done there before.

and after my funeral i was somehow teleported to my house in Miri, and there three unexpected people appeared in my dream.

my roommate Lawrence was there. and so was Kerry and Marcus. if i'm not mistaken this are the first three strangers that i talked to when i arrived here in Swinburne.

i was leaving my house and parked just outside the gate was a silvery car which i donno wat's the model and i don't even bother coz i don't like cars. lol...

as i walked out kerry said to me, "why think like that? why do you choose to leave?"

and i didn't answer, i just walked away with a smile on my face. then, teleportation happened again. i was already in the car, on my way back to Brunei. i remember the road very carefully... it was the road that drives u to DPS (only Mirians and Bruneians know where this is... lol) and the roundabout.

then that's it... i was suddenly awake... with a heavy heart...

the reason i say that this dream is real is because it's so unbelievable that someone can see me when i'm dead, as a ghost and it's impossible for people to talk to me like i was never dead. they're talking to me as if i was still alive, and that is strange and unbelievable, to me at least... haha

XD

... [Joey]

Whoa!

hahaha... the post title is kinda, well, i guess, suits what i did last night.

1) for the whole day, i was sitting in the library from 8.45am until 7pm, when i was so tired that i couldn't hold on anymore that i went back to hostel and sleep. new record. (O.O)v

2) throughout the whole day, all i ever ate were bread and popcorn chicken. No dinner, no nothing... haha... lol

3) was so tired that i slept at 7.30pm (i guess, coz i didn't check my watch/mobile phone as i was TOO tired. lol) until midnight, then my roommate came into the room and turned on his table light which was SOOOOOOOO "dim" that i couldn't sleep. so, i played my PSP for awhile, waited until he was sleepy then i sleep. it was around 2am... [That explains why i didn't eat anything... hehe]

4) slept from 2am until the next day (which is today), and woke up at noon. lol... took my shower and then came to library. ^^V

well, donno if you guys would think what i did was a "whoa!" factor, but i'm okay with it... hehehe

=)

so, until the next time that i have something to blog about, this has been Joey the Only.

Cheers! [Joey]

It's Official...

What's official, you ask? well, it's official that i am a fan of Adam Lambert. I know, I know... it's been so long since AI has been promoting him, but i didn't watch any episodes of AI, so i can be excused, right?

hehe...



I am official in love with him (as a singer) because he has just touched me. not what you are and may be thinking, please. when i said he touched me i meant his song, "No Boundaries", touched me. i know Kris Allen has done another version of this song, but still i prefer Adam's version. Coz i admire guys with high pitched voices... who can sing well with it, i mean. hehe

=)

Ahh.... "No Boundaries" is surely my favorite song for the moment... just now i have been playing this track repetitively on my Windows Media Player until when i skipped another few tracks later, i couldn't continue playing and would have to restart my laptop... Yea, i know. sucks right?

stupid laptop... =\

anyways, sorry to The BEPs, who were my favorite artist just a couple of weeks, maybe just days ago... right now, Adam is my idol... ;)

hehehe...

btw, Kris's version of "No Boundaries" is good... but it doesn't really suit my mood right now... I wanna listen to songs that can keep me awake... as in when i'm studying... i don't wanna listen to Kris's soothing voice until i can fall asleep listening to him singing to me... hehe =P





talking about covers, i prefer Kris's album cover to Adam's... there's just something about Adam that repels me... and i donno wat.. ehhehe... =P

and, i think i should give some credit to the artist that i was so obsessed and addicted with for the couple of weeks... the one and only, The Black Eyed Peas...

IT Presentation!

Oh yeah, i have found something to talk about.. hahaha... and it's about my IT Presentation today.. hehe

for those who don't know what is IT, it stands for Information Technology, my favorite subject in Swinburne, and i spent a month doing the assignment.. and when i handed it up i was glad and relieved... part of it because it was kinda hard and confusing plus very annoying to do... hahaha XD

And so, today is one of the more unusual days for me. coz i woke up at 7+ am, and that is superbly weird and uncommon. hehe... =P

i took my shower and put on my formal clothes, although people around me told me that it was unnecessary as i was living in the hostel and that i could change into my formal clothes whenever i wanted to, since my presentation starts on 3.30pm. but i donno, maybe i just wanna show off (=P) that i am going to present... ehhe..

i was really nervous and scared when i knew that i was going to present today for sure, but then the feeling faded soon after i saw my friends during physics, and eventually it disappeared when i entered the class. the good thing about this presentation is that i (as well as my other colleagues/friends who are having IT with me) am not required to do Powerpoint Slides, and i am very relieved actually... because i know that doing PPSs (PowerPoint Slides) are very tiring and requires a lot of time and effort to perfect it.

=)

and so, i sat at my seat and waited for my turn to come until i present. and it took me VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY long in order for my turn to come.

can you imagine it? i was supposed to present at 3.30pm, and when i heard that i was arranged to present quite behind, i didn't actually think that i would be presenting at around 6pm. LOL!!! and my class is supposed to end at 5.30pm... =\

having to stay behind isn't a bad thing, but having to ask the next class to move to another room just so that we can continue presenting made me feel bad. i mean, we were robbing the next class (which has a class at 5.30pm) off their time. and my classmates don't even seem to care.

they actually kind of took their time setting up for the projector, and just simply simply rushed off their presentation just so that they can go home earlier. well, if you are really that worried about going home late, why don't you just give the 5% up instead? i mean, it doesn't matter right? i don't think one rushing his presentation by blah-ing everything out cincai cincai can get you any good marks.

sorry if i have offended you, but i'm just telling the truth. =)

and oh, when i finally finished presented, i found out that i have left out some important information as well... such as, why did i choose that particular font for that particle area... blah3, watever.. hahaha

=P

well, i wish everyone good luck for their assignment... eventho they don't seem like they care about it, coz they think that IT is useless being an engineer... watever...

lol

=\

haha... well, till then, this has been Joey the Only

=)

[Joey]

Happiness At Last!!! =D

Hooray! After two alternate posts about being sad, i think it's time that there are some positive posts instead, or else people will think that i'm being nothing but an emo freak... haha

=P

IT assignment's done!! Hooray! haaha... and it's been so relieving... haha... and right now all i have to worry about are my english magazine assignment and then after that, my finals... T___T

wish me luck, guys, i need it...

haha

anyway, today i got back my final physics quiz result... i just need 1!!! 1 more mark to pass the quiz!! lol... if i didn't change my answer... T____________________T

haha

but it's ok... i'll just have to work extremely hard for my finals... and that is why i need ur luck... hahaha

XD

hehe...

today is friday! i'm so happy! coz tomorrow i won't have to wake up as early as i normally would... and that is so darn relieving as well.. hahaa

=)

hmm... what else can i talk about? O.o

oh well, i guess i'll just stop here right now... i'll continue again once i've thought of something to post about.. hehe

till then, this has been Joey the Only

=)

[Joey]

Tired!!!

i have been very tired these few weeks... always sleeping late and waking up early, and sometimes i even skipped classes but what the heck, i don't really care... all i do care about right now is to get my two assignments done ASAP and then just study, study, study...

i don't know if i can really study... my mind is just... everywhere... i just can't seem to keep focused on anything that i am doing at all these days... i have been labeled as "blur blur" these few days, and i think they are right.

i am no longer in a very good mood, and i seriously do not know why. Carlson these days means a lot to me as he is one heck of a joker and he is the reason that i am still laughing everyday despite not having a good time... Thank you, Carlson, for being the joker... =)

oh well... one more thing to be happy about. i have recently re-added my roommate as a Facebook friend, and he has accepted my request... phew... hopefully this time our friendship can last longer than before... X)

hehe

sigh... i would love to write a longer post, but sadly my assignments are still calling my name just right behind me... "Joey... Joey... Joey..." they called...

"Finish me... Get me done!!!....."

Gosh... am i so glad that my semester's finally ending in about 2 more weeks' time?? haha... u bet i am... ;)

hehe

so, until then, this has been Joey D Only...

=)


[Joey]