Tortured...

Well, i guess the title said it all...

i am being tortured... and by tortured it means that i am being tortured coz i haven't seen M in days and it's killing me softly (Gabrielle's Killing Me Softly Playing in the background... lolz)

sigh...

this friday, it's labour day, and so it means there won't be any lessons going on that day, and that means i won't be able to see M... part of me loves the fact that i will be having a holiday, but in actual fact i much prefer to have no holiday coz that day i will be having the same class with M, and it is a 2-hour session of class with M... holiday=no seeing M...

boo hoo hoo... =(

sigh...

it has been 5 days, if i'm not mistaken (sorry, i have poor memory) since i last saw M. it is so godforsaken torturing for not being able to see M... it's like 55% of me has been syphoned away just because i couldn't see M.

well, M, can u please just show yourself in school? i mean, u are the reason i first got attracted to u, and now after having me going into an obssession, u're starting to tease me with all those EQ games? lol...

to tell the truth, seeing you for just a short 5 seconds is enough to keep me pumped up for the whole afternoon... and talking about seeing u for the whole day is going to send me into an insomnia... lol

sigh... M... i really miss u lah... hopefully i can see you by today...

lolz...

sigh...

so, until then, this has been Joey The Only... lolz...

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