=D so happy!!! =D

i was so freaking happy yesterday... and do u know why? well, if u don't, i'm going to tell u why.

M, at yesterday, finally conversed with me!!! and although we just did the normal, "hi, what's your name" type of conversation, i was already in cloud nine!!! lol...

i finally knew wat is M's name. well, to tell the truth i knew it beforehand, but i finally knew it through a formal introduction. i sound stupid right? well, that's just a "symptom" of someone in love. go ask anyone. they'll definitely go "googoogaga" the first time they met their crush and was intimidated by their crush. unless that someone has an ultimate confidence that is unbeatable, well, okay, fine with me, but i'll still think that 90% of human will never feel that confident.

okay, what the heck am i talking about? lol... talking rubbish is also another symptom of FIL (falling in love). those who talk gibberish in front of the people they love are those who would be loyal in love, actually... coz they want to have a good impression on their loved ones and so they'd try not to humiliate themselves in front of their lovers.

unless in some cases where that someone has a split personality or whatsoever that when he/she first met their crush, they'd stammer their way up to the end of the conversation, and when they were hooked, the guy/girl will start to show their true deck, by misbehaving, drinking and drugging, beating the other half and so on... these cases do happen. (mostly on television series, of course... lol)

to me, i am a loyal person to would stay in love even after the relationship has ended, coz i'm not someone who gives up easily. (especially when it comes to love). i might not look like one who is serious, but when i'm serious over stuff, you know it's serious coz i won't back out even if the most powerful person in the world stops me. i may be halted for awhile, but i will never quit unless i lost my interest in doing that whatsoever thing.

okay, i think i'm a little out of the M topic, haha... well, anyways, M yesterday waved at me, smiled at me and gosh, i was like SO freaking happy when it happened... i was tired at first, but when i saw/talked/smiled at him, i could feel nothing... almost...

right now, on my Santa's list (nah, that's too long for me to wait...), er... watever list, is M... I WANT M TO BE MINE!!! argh!!! i love M!

lol...

sigh... life/love is a torturing thing. what matters is how do u find the pleasure of it (the torture). it's not supposed to ask u to be sadistic or watsoever, just try to look on the bright side of things. i'm practicing to be a happy-go-lucky person, although i look like one, i'm not really one actually. lol. i want to be someone that each and everyone of my friends can be proud of me...

i want to be someone that others can look up to me... i want to be someone that others can depend on, someone that others can look/seek for when they're feeling down...

sigh... but it's always hard to get the things u want. trust me... u'll never get things the easy way. sometimes u'll have to make sacrifices, while other times u'll just have to endure watever nasty things that will happen to u... lol

why do i sound so...... i donno... i just sound different... hahahaha... lol

perhaps it's love? haha

=D

alright, so until then, this has been Joey The Only signing off...

[Joey]

Tortured...

Well, i guess the title said it all...

i am being tortured... and by tortured it means that i am being tortured coz i haven't seen M in days and it's killing me softly (Gabrielle's Killing Me Softly Playing in the background... lolz)

sigh...

this friday, it's labour day, and so it means there won't be any lessons going on that day, and that means i won't be able to see M... part of me loves the fact that i will be having a holiday, but in actual fact i much prefer to have no holiday coz that day i will be having the same class with M, and it is a 2-hour session of class with M... holiday=no seeing M...

boo hoo hoo... =(

sigh...

it has been 5 days, if i'm not mistaken (sorry, i have poor memory) since i last saw M. it is so godforsaken torturing for not being able to see M... it's like 55% of me has been syphoned away just because i couldn't see M.

well, M, can u please just show yourself in school? i mean, u are the reason i first got attracted to u, and now after having me going into an obssession, u're starting to tease me with all those EQ games? lol...

to tell the truth, seeing you for just a short 5 seconds is enough to keep me pumped up for the whole afternoon... and talking about seeing u for the whole day is going to send me into an insomnia... lol

sigh... M... i really miss u lah... hopefully i can see you by today...

lolz...

sigh...

so, until then, this has been Joey The Only... lolz...

=

Tag, Tag, Tag...

Ok, i got this from Joanne, and so i might as well return the favor she gave me... wahahahhaa...

lol

ok, so here it goes.

Important things in your life:
~~erm... my friends? family? money? love? what else? oh! my phone? my IC? my clothes? (lol)...

What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
Er... food... i gotta eat, right? lol

Where is your dream place for your wedding?
Er... wedding? so not... lol

How long is ur relationship with your soulmate?
i don't have a soulmate yet, and i'm hoping to find one soon... =)

Are you in love?
how i wish!!! but i think i might be... lol

Where is the last restsaurant you go for dinner?
Was it Chillipeppers or Feel Feel? i forgot... hahaha... lol

Last book you bought?
Er... i forgot... i think i have never bought any books in my life as i am so darn "rich"!!! hahaha

What is your full name?
(Joey) Chen Chung Yee

Who are you most comfortable with? Mum/Dad?
My mum of course... lol

Name the person you want to meet most in your life.
Too much to be mentioned. it shouldn't be asked as (person)... should be "People" lol

Do you wash your clothes alone?
living in the hostel... yeah... lol

The place you want to go most:
Er... no idea as for now... hahaha

Kiss or hug?
first, i would hug that person so tight even the strongest person in the world would be unable to release himself/herself... lol... then i'mma kiss the Joey out of them... wakakkaa... lol

Word that always come out of my mouth?
Watever... lol... haha?

8 books you have read:
1) Twilight
2) New Moon
3) Eclipse
4) Breaking Dawn
5) Seven Deadly Sins: Lust
6) Seven Deadly Sins: Envy
7) Seven Deadly Sins: Pride
8) Seven Deadly Sins: Wrath
9) Seven Deadly Sins: Sloth [Yay! i overshot!!! i read more than eight books!!! hahaha... lol]

8 songs you hear most:
1) Amnesia - Britney Spears
2) It's Alright, It's Ok - Ashley Tisdale
3) Run - Leona Lewis
4) Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyed Peas
5) Painted Windows - Pussycat Dolls
6) Bottle Pop (Video Version) - Pussycat Dolls
7) Womanizer - Britney Spears (According to my phone... lol)
8) Broken-Hearted Girl - Beyonce (according to my play count in Windows Media Player, this is the 5th most played song with 13 hits... hahaha... lol)

If Tomorrow Never Comes... How Would You Spend It?

This thought is superbly random. and yet it leaves all of us to wonder, "Yeah, if tomorrow never comes, how would i spend it?"

right now, i still am unsure about my answer. it all just came up suddenly without warning, like the kind of feeling of not knowing when it will rain and suddenly it just did.

hmm...

how about u readers tell me how u are going to spend your last day on Earth? or as a human even?

lol...

=|

M

I'm in love.

or so i think...

u see, i first met M (not real name... lol) when i was with my friend Kelvin. not the one from brunei. lol... the one from Kuching. ahaa

the first time ever i saw M's face i was captivated. M was making fun of kelvin, and i noticed that M was like... so hot... lol

ever since that encounter (i don't think M noticed me, and i forgot when was the first time we met.), i began to see M everywhere and everytime. and everytime i saw M i would just suddenly go into my personal shell, refusing to come out, and i would wait until M is gone then i would finally just be myself again...

lol

M to me is intimidating... the way M looks at me, it's powerful... as if M's eyes are telling me, "I want you." and yet it might also mean, "Stop staring at me."

one thing i noticed when i saw M is that whenever i was staring at M uncontrolably, M would occasionally look my way and i would immediately look away, pretending that me looking at M was just purely coincidental... but i never know if M thinks like that or otherwise.

M is like my obssession now... i just can't stop thinking about M... and i refuse to use "her" (lol) coz i just wanna mention M again and again... so if it sounds confusing i apologize beforehand. lol

=)

M... M... M... if only you know how crazy i am for you... what would you do then? would you accept me for who i am? or would you run away from me?

M, i love u... lol...

=(

going crazy here...

=D

Welcome Back, People...

Hello, everyone. it's been quite awhile since i last updated my blog. 6 days to be exact. haha

right as i am typing this i am using my friend, Carlson's lappie, his brand new Acer Aspire 4730Z, well, i guess i can say it's the only one he had so far... hahaha

so how has my life been over these few days? well, one thing summarizes everything: TIRING!!! and if possible i wanna maximize the font of the word so it'll be like 100 times bigger to emphasize on how my tiredness really was. hahaha

despite all of the tiredness, i was blessed with happiness and peace, and also tonnes of craziness and joy... hahahaha

=P

right now as i type, i am not having a class (yet), and that means i can slack off for awhile before i continue my class at around 4.30pm. hahaha

so i guess i'll just continue typing until around 4.30pm before i stop and go to my English class... hahaha... maybe i'll continue during the class... hahaha =P

last week was one of the busiest weeks in Swinburne. i have a general mathematics test on saturday, 18th april, and a physics quiz during 13th april... hahaha

the physics quiz, out of 28, i get 9.5... lol

that is like such a heartbreaker for me. i guess i shouldn't take the quiz too lightly... i'll have to study hard for the next quiz already. if not i'll be like... so gonna hang myself in two more months... hahahahhaha

lol

and for the general mathematics test, when i saw the result just now, i was so overjoyed coz the result says that i got 40 out of 40... BUT!!! the main word is the "BUT" word...

sigh...

i got 37 instead out of 40 in fact, and i was like, so demoralized!!! the test is like SO FREAKING EASY!!! lol... my friends get 40... and i get 37. lol

i feel so idiotic!!! lol... sigh... but i guess it's too late to change anything and so i'll just (again) have to work harder for my next test/quiz/whatever...

lol

sigh......

ok, i guess that's it for now. it's 4.22pm now, and i have to go to class now. if not, i'll be late. and, if i were late, i will be lectured by the lecturer again and again... lol

hahahah

so, until then, this has been Joey The Only...

lol

=P

[Joey]

Happy Birthday!!! haha

Happy Birthday... To ME!!! haha...

lol

it's 11.40pm now, so if i don't post this soon, it'll mean nothing... haha...

i'll try and update my blog... next time...

ahaha...

sorry...

=P

Sorry... Haha... Lol

Sorry if i didn't post anything up here for the past few days...

okay, it's not an "if"... lol

well, let me just summarize what i have been doing for the past few days...

lol

4th April 2009
i woke up at 12pm and was dragged to the PC fair by Kelvin... lol... and walked around the area until about 5pm plus plus... then when i got back i was starving to death coz i have got to start SAVING money!!! i'm going broke!!! lol...

at night, my sister bought me KFC from around the PC fair area, and i enjoyed it very much... ahaha... i mean, who wouldn't? lol (okay, vegetarians... lol)

lol... so after having my meal (at ard 11pm.. lol...) i went to Kelvin's room to play Counter-Strike... (yeah i do play, but i'm not that good... aahaha... lol) until about 2am, then when my friends left i surfed the net until about 5am before i went back to my room and finally slept at around 5.30am... ahaha... lol...

so...

5th April 2009
woke up at around 12.30pm... ahhaa.. then was dragged to The Spring for meal... lol... my sister was the one who dragged me... lol...

and so i accompanied my friends and all until about 4pm in The Spring. ahaha... and then i went back to campus (alone) to do my assignment with Lilian, a Nigerian friend who i met in class. we did our assignment until about 6.15pm before we disbanded and i went back to my room and snoozed. lol...

Lilian and i agreed that we would have dinner in The Spring (again) at around 7.30pm so i slept until about 6.45pm before i pulled my lazy body into the showers and got ready by 7.05pm... ahaha...

Lilian said that she'd be treating me, but when i asked my sister to come with me i didn't realize that she'd treat my sister as well... ahah... i guess that not everyone is evil... ahaha... lol

today Lawrence will be moving back to my room... we had a slight (but destructive) argument, and him coming back to live with me again is just very... awkward and weird... lol...

but anyways, i'll try and be nice...

my favorite sentence of the day is: Just because i'm nice doesn't mean i won't be evil.

i'll try to work things out with Lawrence, and if things DON'T work out, i'll just ignore him. lol...

not that i wasn't ignoring him already... lol... i need time...

2nd Post of the Day...

So, in Leo's Club, i was fascinated by the fact that i can do charity for those who are in need, and to be able to help them myself is even more fascinating... lol...

i forced a friend of mine to be the new Secretary, and in turn i was nominated to be the Treasurer, but due to my cunning quick-thinking, i was voted as one of the Directors instead... hahaha...

so what i actually said was that i am not good in handling money (since Treasurers are there to handle money... lol) and that if they seriously want me to be the Treasurer then it's at their own risk... haha... i'm so evil... XP

well, anyway, after having the meeting, the newly elected people of the Leo's Club were asked to have their photos taken, and that meant i was late (again) to my class which followed soon after in the Lecture Theater (the same venue as the Leo's Club meeting...)

haha...

IT went away in a blur... although i do know what she was talking about, i donno... i just feel a little bit lazy and tired (am i not always like this? lol)... then after IT was a simultaneous IT lab work in the G Building, but i decided to skip the first period to go to another meeting which is the SAMS (Swinburne Anime & Manga Society) [go check it out! it's a nice website... haha... here's the link...

http://www.sams-site.org/]... haha...

and so i paid the membership entrance fee and borrowed some of the animes, soundtracks and mangas... and was told that i have to return by next week... [sure, why not? haha]

after completing my things over at the SAMS, i quickly took the lift and went to the IT lab. the good thing was that the teacher didn't even care that i was late. [well, better late than never, right?]

the funny thing was that eventhough they started the class earlier than me, but when i did my exercise, i finished earlier than them! haha... well, the thing was that i was more familiarized with what to do (just simple typing and surfing the net exercises... nothing big... haha... lol)

when IT was done, i went back to my room and spotted my sister and her friends, Shirley and a guy whom i didn't get the name of... lol...

we talked for awhile before they headed off to where they wanted to head to... and then i took my shower and surfed the net for awhile as the sky darkened... haha...

feeling bored, i went to the parking lot, up to the sixth floor and to the tennis court (which is located on top of the car park... lol) and watched my sister play tennis. (Duh! if not badminton meh? lol) [well, the main reason i went there was because i promised my sister that i would go... lol... wouldn't wanna be a pain in the butt right? lol]

soon i felt hungry and so i went to the G building and waiting for Sonia as she was about to finish her class soon. there with me was Lawrence and Platini... well, the main reason for me to leave the tennis court was that i was going to take my mouse which i borrowed Lim, one of my other friends... haha...

we ate in the Chillipeppers, Platini, Lawrence, Sonia and i, and Lim didn't join us as to Lawrence, he was in his (Lawrence's) room playing games... ahaha... soon after Lawrence finished eating, he excused himself, telling us that he would wanna ask Lim to come to us in Chillipeppers but up until 9pm they still never showed up. [we went there at a few minutes past 7.30pm... haha... when we finished eating, it was about 8.15pm already... so we waited there for about 45 minutes... i felt so bored and sleepy lah... haha...]

when Sonia and Platini left to find Lim and Lawrence, i followed as well for i have nothing to do. we (as in Sonia, Platini and i) were standing outside Lawrence's room as Lawrence and Lim prepared to leave. lol... i wonder what they did just now when we were not there with them... *scratches head, looking up, thinking hard*

Lim and Lawrence eventually came out, and soon Lim, Sonia and Platini left the campus. and i have got nothing to do again so i decided to update my blog and as i am typing now it's already 9.35pm... so bored lah... got nothing to do...

haha...

oh, well, i guess i'll just watch the animes that i borrowed then... haha...

so, until then, this has been Joey the Only... lol

[Joey]

3rd April 2009... so bored!!!

right as i'm typing this, i'm now eating in Chillipeppers... it's been so freaking boring and slow this morning... (but now it's afternoon already and still... sigh)

i woke up at 6.30am today, and slept back... haha...

then i "officially" woke up at around 7.45am... got up, brushed my teeth and realized that i have absolutely nothing to do...

and so i sat on my bed and took out my laptop and began checking my mails and stuff... it was boring, but then that was the only thing i could do. lol...

i surfed the net for about half an hour before i got class at eight-thirty... haha.. and so i went to Physics class, but i was about 5 minutes late, haha... the teacher has just started teaching so it was alright... hahaha...

physics was so boring... although the teacher was good in teaching what he is teaching, i couldn't help but to keep yawning and yawning and resting on my arm while he was teaching... haha...

the thing was that i forgot to print my notes for this week and the worse thing was that i was seated in front of the whiteboard!!! just in front of the teacher!!! haha... lol... but the good thing was that he didn't notice that i didn't bring my notes (or i supposed he didn't... XP) and the lesson continued for about two more hours before we said our "chow"s... lol

after that i grouped with Sonia, Lawrence and Lim in Chillipeppers... the reason i'm blogging now... i mean posting this blog... lol...

we surfed the net (Lawrence, Sonia and I brought our own lappies so it's possible... haha) and i got bored soon after that and soon i played my Left 4 Dead...

it's a cool game, and i love it, but i was kind of surprised that i wasn't scared by those zombies. lol... perhaps it's because i know i'm now in the public, lights turned on, people sitting beside me and so on... lol... but i think i'll be scared like hello without the "o" if i was alone... playing in the dark... at midnight... lol

okay, i think that's it for now... i still have a Leo's Club meeting now (at 12.30pm)... haha... and then followed by IT lecture in the Lecture Hall, and then followed by Lecture Lab in the Lecture Lab... lol... watamitalkingabout? lol...

so, until later when i update my blog again, tata!!!

=)

[Joey]

Wake UP!!!!

Lol... looks like it's a little hard for me to be awaken in the morning...

i hope it doesn't happen again... must have the discipline to be able to wake up...

sigh... haha

Hello, People!

Hello, everyone. It's Joey here...

this is my first ever blog post, and so i'm a little bit scared, anxious and happy...

haha...

i'll keep you guys updated on my happenings on my life here in Swinburne, an university i'm currently studying in.

and also, since i'm such a huge music fan, i'll try and keep you guys updated on the new songs and perhaps videos... haha... =)

so, until then, goodbye...

[Joey]