i was so freaking happy yesterday... and do u know why? well, if u don't, i'm going to tell u why.
M, at yesterday, finally conversed with me!!! and although we just did the normal, "hi, what's your name" type of conversation, i was already in cloud nine!!! lol...
i finally knew wat is M's name. well, to tell the truth i knew it beforehand, but i finally knew it through a formal introduction. i sound stupid right? well, that's just a "symptom" of someone in love. go ask anyone. they'll definitely go "googoogaga" the first time they met their crush and was intimidated by their crush. unless that someone has an ultimate confidence that is unbeatable, well, okay, fine with me, but i'll still think that 90% of human will never feel that confident.
okay, what the heck am i talking about? lol... talking rubbish is also another symptom of FIL (falling in love). those who talk gibberish in front of the people they love are those who would be loyal in love, actually... coz they want to have a good impression on their loved ones and so they'd try not to humiliate themselves in front of their lovers.
unless in some cases where that someone has a split personality or whatsoever that when he/she first met their crush, they'd stammer their way up to the end of the conversation, and when they were hooked, the guy/girl will start to show their true deck, by misbehaving, drinking and drugging, beating the other half and so on... these cases do happen. (mostly on television series, of course... lol)
to me, i am a loyal person to would stay in love even after the relationship has ended, coz i'm not someone who gives up easily. (especially when it comes to love). i might not look like one who is serious, but when i'm serious over stuff, you know it's serious coz i won't back out even if the most powerful person in the world stops me. i may be halted for awhile, but i will never quit unless i lost my interest in doing that whatsoever thing.
okay, i think i'm a little out of the M topic, haha... well, anyways, M yesterday waved at me, smiled at me and gosh, i was like SO freaking happy when it happened... i was tired at first, but when i saw/talked/smiled at him, i could feel nothing... almost...
right now, on my Santa's list (nah, that's too long for me to wait...), er... watever list, is M... I WANT M TO BE MINE!!! argh!!! i love M!
lol...
sigh... life/love is a torturing thing. what matters is how do u find the pleasure of it (the torture). it's not supposed to ask u to be sadistic or watsoever, just try to look on the bright side of things. i'm practicing to be a happy-go-lucky person, although i look like one, i'm not really one actually. lol. i want to be someone that each and everyone of my friends can be proud of me...
i want to be someone that others can look up to me... i want to be someone that others can depend on, someone that others can look/seek for when they're feeling down...
sigh... but it's always hard to get the things u want. trust me... u'll never get things the easy way. sometimes u'll have to make sacrifices, while other times u'll just have to endure watever nasty things that will happen to u... lol
why do i sound so...... i donno... i just sound different... hahahaha... lol
perhaps it's love? haha
=D
alright, so until then, this has been Joey The Only signing off...
[Joey]
M, at yesterday, finally conversed with me!!! and although we just did the normal, "hi, what's your name" type of conversation, i was already in cloud nine!!! lol...
i finally knew wat is M's name. well, to tell the truth i knew it beforehand, but i finally knew it through a formal introduction. i sound stupid right? well, that's just a "symptom" of someone in love. go ask anyone. they'll definitely go "googoogaga" the first time they met their crush and was intimidated by their crush. unless that someone has an ultimate confidence that is unbeatable, well, okay, fine with me, but i'll still think that 90% of human will never feel that confident.
okay, what the heck am i talking about? lol... talking rubbish is also another symptom of FIL (falling in love). those who talk gibberish in front of the people they love are those who would be loyal in love, actually... coz they want to have a good impression on their loved ones and so they'd try not to humiliate themselves in front of their lovers.
unless in some cases where that someone has a split personality or whatsoever that when he/she first met their crush, they'd stammer their way up to the end of the conversation, and when they were hooked, the guy/girl will start to show their true deck, by misbehaving, drinking and drugging, beating the other half and so on... these cases do happen. (mostly on television series, of course... lol)
to me, i am a loyal person to would stay in love even after the relationship has ended, coz i'm not someone who gives up easily. (especially when it comes to love). i might not look like one who is serious, but when i'm serious over stuff, you know it's serious coz i won't back out even if the most powerful person in the world stops me. i may be halted for awhile, but i will never quit unless i lost my interest in doing that whatsoever thing.
okay, i think i'm a little out of the M topic, haha... well, anyways, M yesterday waved at me, smiled at me and gosh, i was like SO freaking happy when it happened... i was tired at first, but when i saw/talked/smiled at him, i could feel nothing... almost...
right now, on my Santa's list (nah, that's too long for me to wait...), er... watever list, is M... I WANT M TO BE MINE!!! argh!!! i love M!
lol...
sigh... life/love is a torturing thing. what matters is how do u find the pleasure of it (the torture). it's not supposed to ask u to be sadistic or watsoever, just try to look on the bright side of things. i'm practicing to be a happy-go-lucky person, although i look like one, i'm not really one actually. lol. i want to be someone that each and everyone of my friends can be proud of me...
i want to be someone that others can look up to me... i want to be someone that others can depend on, someone that others can look/seek for when they're feeling down...
sigh... but it's always hard to get the things u want. trust me... u'll never get things the easy way. sometimes u'll have to make sacrifices, while other times u'll just have to endure watever nasty things that will happen to u... lol
why do i sound so...... i donno... i just sound different... hahahaha... lol
perhaps it's love? haha
=D
alright, so until then, this has been Joey The Only signing off...
[Joey]
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