Saturday, September 26, 2009

哇!!!

哈咯,大家好。。。

这一个post是我首个用话语来。。。 em... 该如何说呢?哎呀。。。 就算了吧。。。

嘻嘻。。。

我的华语水平不是说很标准,所以假如我有那里type错的话,请多多包容。。。 嘻嘻。。。

如果您们有在脑里想过,“他干吗要突然用华语来update他的blog呢?”

Well,我的理由也蛮简单的。。。 因为,我爽。。。 哈哈哈哈。。。 没有啦!开个玩笑而已啦。。。 哈哈。。。 说真的,有时候看到我朋友们都会用华语来update他们的blog时,其实我有一点妒忌的。。。 不是哪一种“妒忌”,“妒忌”,而是 “我希望我也能像他们一样。。。能把自己的mothertounge学好。。。

哈哈。。。平时看到我有些朋友的华语水准比我的还要好几倍,我的心就有一点内疚。。。 其实我很喜欢写,读,和说华语,但就因为我Primary 6 之后就没什么练习的关系,我的华语水准就退步了很多。。。 觉得有一点伤感。。。嘻嘻。。。

好吧!我就在这里停止我对于华文的亏欠。。。 就让我开始进入正题吧~

这几天我真的觉得好累。。。 每一晚都失眠,所以搞到上课的时候就无精打采的样子。。。不知道有没有人发觉到这一点。。。 可能是没有吧。。。 哈哈哈。。。

今天我不知不觉地。。。 "experienced"日出。。。 啊! 想起来了。。。 "experienced" 的华语是 “体验”。。。 哈哈哈。。。 (这就证明了我的华语有多烂。。。 ==)

我为何会体验到日出呢?理由很简单: 因为我根本都没有睡到觉。。。

整个晚上,我就面对面,看着laptop 的 screen,你看我,我看你的。。。 真无聊。。。 心里很想睡,但就是睡不着。。。最后就差一点在考试之前的几个钟头睡着了。。。 好财没有。。。 如果没有的话。。。 我看我注定会死得很惨。。。 哈哈哈。。。

今天考的是 Engineering Physics,每一个人都说难到要命。。。 而我就觉得还好而已。。。 说真的,我有很多题目是靠撞财的。。。 如果对的话, 那真的是幸运了咯~~ 哈哈哈。。。

不过,过去的,早已过去。。。 我们人类再如何埋怨和生气。。。 那也只是在跟自己的心过不去。。。 能开开心心的活下去,干嘛不要呢?选择活在过去的人是很傻的。。。 我们应该为将来而活,而不是为过去的亏欠和伤感而活。。。 你说我说得对吗? (当然对啦!!! 我说的喔~~ 哈哈哈!!!)

sigh...真希望我不会再被 “失眠” 这位 “好朋友” 缠着吧。。。 (有用错字吗?我不大清楚。。。 因为我很少用华语。。。 请多多包涵。。。) 我很想一觉睡天亮!!! 哈哈哈。。。

哦!对了! 最近我拼命的追一部电视剧。。。 《溏心风暴之家好月圆》。。。 已经看到了第22集。。。 很快的就能追上妈妈了。。。 哈哈哈。。。 但她好像是要看完了。。。 而我还有18集才能追上她。。。 哈哈哈。。。

故事真的是非常的精彩噢!!! 我也不想 spoil 掉精彩的剧情。。。 要知道有多精彩的话,就花一点点的时间来追这一部电视剧吧~~

嘻嘻。。。 hm。。。 我觉得。。。话就说到这里吧。。。 我个人真的觉得很累了。。。 很想睡一下。。。 哈哈哈。。。

有什么事的话,就在我的 “comment box” 那里留个留言吧。。。 谢谢您。。。 =D

嘻嘻嘻。。。

[Joey The Only]

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Unsure...

It's 3.30am now as I'm typing this... Feeling sleepy but I'm still waiting for a download to finish... Well, I guess that could wait, so, I think I'll just get this thought out of my head ASAP and then just go to sleep...

I'm currently in Kelvin's room, and the reason I went to his room thirty minutes before midnight was to have supper there... LoL. haha...

His cousin has had a birthday, and he tapau-ed a packet of fried rice, and he said he couldn't finish all of them and so he asked me if I wanted to help him finish... Since I love free things, especially food (lol), I said yes and went to his room... and stayed there until now.

He and Casper, who isn't his roommate but stayed in his room for the night, are already asleep, and I'm now in the darkness, updating this...

It's a thought that came to me... while I was reading my sister's blog.

I thought I have forgiven them... but when she was mentioned, the hurt came back to me again... I couldn't help but to think about how I have been hurt again... I don't know... In just one second, I was... well, feeling normal, and the next, my mood began to sink...

Gosh... some people just have this big of an influence on me. I know it sucks to be Emo, but I am. I can't help it. It's just like when you want to go to the loo... When you know you have to go, you have to go.

Same case here, me being emo... When it tells me to be emo, I have to be emo. ==

Lame, but yet, still true... haha...

Sigh... Whatever... I don't really want to remind myself of the pain again...




Oh yea, I have watched 12 episodes of "Moonlight Resonance" (in Chinese it is: 《溏心风暴之家好月圆》)... still left with 28 more to go... Episode 13's link is broken, and so I'll have to spend time to search for it again... lol...

The episodes are very dramatic, touching and moving... There are lots of scenes where you want to go inside the screen and just slap those bitches awake... Ugh! But that's the success of the drama, right? The scriptwriters purposely wrote the characters in such a way that they are slappable. Meaning, if you see them, you'd want to slap them. Hohoho

In the scene where Jo Bao's mother has refused to eat for a day or two, and is still so energetic in scolding people around amazed me... HAHAHA!!! That's episode 11 or 12, btw... hehe...

Alright, I don't wanna spoil anything anymore... can't wait to finish the drama so I can share with my mother, who is also catching this wave, but she's tens of episodes ahead of me... hehehe... (so you understand my need to rush things a bit... hehehe)

My mother loves to watch Hong Kong drama series... She'll always record a lot of those series although she couldn't finish watching them all... Haha... My mother is seriously so lovable... Mum, I miss and love you... Can't wait to come home... And be your boy again... =)

So, special dedication here to my mum: "I Love You. Happy Birthday in Advance~~"

[Joey the Only Boy of the Family]

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Updates Updates~

Sigh... It's just been a few days since I last updated my blog, and I normally update it weekly, but whatever... when I feel like blogging, I blog. That's the use of a blog: to let everyone know what the blogger is feeling/doing atm. Well, something is... I donno... wrong with me...

A few days ago, I apparently left my mobile phone and just left. The first time was in my Physics lab and the other was in English class! All in less than three hours! Shoot! I donno... perhaps I was too blurry that day? I don't know... I used to be proud when I say "I go everywhere with my phone with me." Now, I don't know when will I leave him behind again... I hope that never happens, or else I'd be in big trouble. As in BIG, HUGE, HUMONGOUS trouble. ==

Lolz...

Anyway... since it's Hari Raya... Selamat Hari Raya!! Maaf zahir dan batin!!! :)

So, what else to say? Hm... I'm no longer emo emo liao... just... normal these days... hahaha

Uhm... My Firion is still level 100, since 100 is the highest liao... Then my Cloud is... erm... wait ah, I check first... hahaha

Okay (a few minutes later), according to my ranks, from highest to lowest, it's Firion - 100, Cloud - 47, Warrior of Light - 40, Onion Knight - 33, Terra - 22, Cecil & Squall - (both) 20, Bartz & Zidane - (both) 16, then Tidus at level 10. hehehe... Those are my Top Ten highest ranked characters in Dissidia... :)

Like every other Final Fantasy games, there is a "secret ending" in Dissidia... I have watched the video, but I haven't unlocked it. It isn't really that "worth being a secret"... I mean, compared with Kingdom Hearts's secret movies, this means nothing actually... quite boring I shall say... No spoilers... :)

Hm... I miss home... really. I really do... I wanna go home lar... =(

Friday, September 18, 2009

Not-Happy-ness

I am not happy... Not necessarily "Emo", just unhappy.

And I don't even know why I am suddenly feeling unhappy... Maybe it's the fact that I am... well... left out. And I don't know why... I am supposed to be used to that (being alone). So why am I still feeling this?

I don't know. Maybe I am not... "alone". I mean, maybe it isn't "loneliness" that is making me feel this way. I woke up... feeling... nothing. I went to class... feeling nothing. Then I went to the library, again... feeling nothing...

Maybe it is the feeling of nothingness is making me feel sad... coz I've never felt something like this before. And I don't like it.

Today there is a Leo Club meeting. And... to tell the truth, I don't want to be in the club anymore. Coz... First of all, I can't really feel passionate in being in this club. If compared to Dance Club, I guess you can say that I don't even feel passionate at all. So... maybe... just maybe, I won't be joining Leo Club next semester. I don't know how to tell Danny or anyone else. I don't know how to speak up... Coz if they ask me why I don't think I know how to answer.

Well, another reason I can't be in this club is because most of the time the activities would require you to support the activities financially, if not morally or physically. I don't mind giving moral and physical support, but I can't just use my money to participate in the activities. To tell the truth, I'm one of those people who can make it through the week eating three meals a day (including drinks and so on). I am trying my hardest to save the most I could. Coz those money isn't mine, it's my mother's. And my mother isn't working and so it's unfair for her to keep withdrawing her own money to let me spend it around.

I feel guilty as well for spending her money. I feel sad whenever I realized that my money's balance is never higher or equals to RM5 a week. Meaning I'm overspending. And I don't want to overspend. Coz of the reason above.

Sigh... The more I type the sadder I get. Sweat... I feel... insecure... More and more insecure. I have a lot of people pretending to be friends with me. And I have some people wanting me to be the friend they want me to be, which I'm not. I don't want people to force me. And if they want to get pissed off at me just because I won't do what they want me to do, whatever. I just have one thing to say: "You are not my anyone and so you don't have the right to tell me what to do. If you still want to go your way then go fuck yourself".

Sigh... I don't know what you people might think, and not that I really care.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Annoyed...

I'm seriously annoyed today... And most of those things don't even involve me! lol...

First of all, counting today as in from Midnight, I was already annoyed. Just the beginning of the day! ==

One of my friends suddenly got annoyed before midnight, and she continuously flooded my News Feed (Facebook) with her "Fug"s... And I let her express her stress and anger at first, but everyone has their limits, and so does me (Especially me, actually...) and so I shot her by posting my annoyance on her wall, and she appeared to be ignorant about it. So, okay, fine. Whatever. I just let her be.

Damn. That morning I was moody the whole day (mostly moody lah...). Donno if that still affected me or whatever; I was just not in a good mood... I even skipped lunch. Stupid.

So... I only managed to eat something around 5pm or so, (can't remember coz I didn't look at the clock when I ate), just some light crackers coz I've already bought dinner (Fried Tom Yam Rice for RM3.50... so damn nice)

Today my new Innovation & Change lecturer has taken over my class... And my first impression? "Can you speak louder?" lol... It's true! He talks really softly! OMG! Seriously, starting next class, I need to sit closer already coz it's hard to hear him! My god! I MISS GEORGE TAN!!! :(

I really miss George Tan, you know? Without him making fun of himself/us, class is really different. It made me think, "Did I come to the right class?"

So, that annoyed me. Coz I'd have to "change" again in order to suit my new lecturer, John Yong... LOL

One good thing about him is that he lets us go 30 minutes earlier! Cool! :P

After that I went to tapau my rice, and hanged out in the white tent for awhile before finally going to the library to watch movies. LOL! I know... I'm just that parasitic... lol

I managed to watch 2 movies in around 3 hours, one is a 37 minute short animation, "Hulk Vs Wolverine". ==

Sweat. I don't like any of these two iconic superheroes, but when I saw the title I was intrigued. "Between two of my disliked heroes, who will emerge as the winner?" That was my thought when I saw the title... hahaha...

In the end, neither of them won. ==

In this animation, Deadpool is the coolest... He's so cool! :D (Don't wanna spoil lah...)

The next movie I watched was "Push", staring Chris Evans and Dakota Fanning, both super hotties! Chris looks so muscular in this movie, but too bad there wasn't any "shirtless" scenes... LOL.. erm... one thing I noticed: In the early early scenes, before he went to gamble, he looked SO much like Channing Tatum! OMG! I don't know if it's just me or what lah... That came into my mind suddenly. :P

Dakota is such a cool actress! She looks so real in the movie! She can really make her roles come to life! She's gotta be one of the most talented actresses there are these days! Serious!

And in the movie, she got curse a little bit (like saying "shit")... It was unexpected, coz she is still so young... But I get it lah... Americans... ==

The movie was... ok ok lah... Some scenes remind me of Heroes (You'll know what I mean if you've watched it)

The movie went on without subtitles, and being a movie watcher that ALWAYS wants to watch movies with subtitles, it was kinda hard for me to get what they are talking about. So, for some scenes, I was lost...

And I don't get the ending. ==


Hmm... another annoyance... Today, I saw a woman wearing short pants. So, wearing short pants is probably nothing, something really common in Swinburne.

The thing is, when I looked down, you know what did I see? HAIR LEGS! OMG! That is so... EW! To the female readers out there, I bring no harm, but it's just... disgusting. Coz, it's normal for girls to shave their legs right? Then guys will be able to notice her right? But... sigh...

If guys want to have a hairy girlfriend, why won't they just have a boyfriend instead? coz boys are definitely hairier than girls... hahahaha...

seriously, no offence... just wanna blurt my mind out... really darned bored and annoyed... ==

[Annoyed Joey]

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Emo

I don't know why, but I suddenly feel very emo-ish. sigh...

Before dinner I was still smiling happily as I played through Terra's story in Dissidia. Then, after dinner, I began to feel really really bloated... And I didn't even eat much. Just a plate of pyramid rice, a ship of Roasted Chicken + some pickles and a bowl of soup. For drinks, I had a small jar of blackcurrent juice.

And I felt like I have swallowed the whole Earth into my stomach. Lol...

When I got back to hostel, the most wonderful thing happened! After sliding my hostel card to open the door, some of my coins dropped from my wallet. Fine, as an automatic respond, I picked them up. One of them rolled away into God-knows-where, and so I couldn't even bother. So, I turned around to enter my hostel. AND! My stupid f*cking coins f*cking fell out again. Right! I was done embarrassed enough already and so, in anger, I left those coins on the floor and stomped my way back into my room.

Perhaps I have had some training in Dance Club, stomping the stairs didn't bring pain to my feet at all. Lol... ==

When I got back to my room, I turned on my laptop and my PSP simultaneously. Although I did play Dissidia, I wasn't cheered at all. Instead, I got even worse. My feelings just started to betray me, as I began to slip into the darkness yet again.

Right now, as I'm typing this, I'm waiting for my laundry to be done. After that, I don't know how long will I stay emo again... Hopefully tomorrow I won't feel like this anymore lah... Being emo is fun, but also very tiring. I'm tired enough already... My eyelids feel like they're about to drop anytime soon...

Sigh... Emo-ness is my personal drug. It endangers my health, and yet I still crave for it... And yes, I do look forward in being Emo, coz it is only when I'm emo that I am truly myself. Seriously.

The bubbly boy people see in front of their eyes... That isn't me. It is me, but not entirely Me. Hope you guys get it... But it doesn't matter if u get it or not. ==

[Emo Joey]

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Updates!

Hey guys, sorry if I have been neglecting my blog recently...

This week I realized that I have relaxed a little bit too much. While people are stressing about their Inno assignment & their English oral presentation as well, I was playing my PSP everyday, and I'm downloading PSP games like crazy...

My hard disk is about to be full! Argh! lol...

Well, today I have a lot of fun in Dance Club... Today didn't really started "well", coz I was pangseh-ed, and she knows who she is lah... hahaha... no lah, just saying that I'm bored until before the Dance Club practice came. So... yea... hahaha

Today we learned about "Popping". I find it quite... hard, actually, coz I don't know how to "jerk your shoulder" and "jerk your arm without jerking your shoulder as well"... lol

Jude said that I did it correctly, but it is different from what he did/showed us. So... yea, I'm not really satisfied with my performance today.

When I "performed", I was in front! In the front row! Lol!

At first attempt, I messed up coz I forgot about the routine, but on second attempt I managed to dance from start till finish without forgetting any steps! YAY!!! I was so proud at myself just now... Maybe that explained why I was so hyper after the practice; danced around, jumped around, making fun of myself... HAHAHA!

I think I sort of started the whole "camwhoring" stuff when I asked Christine to take pictures of someone being inside the small "box". They should know better what I am talking about... hahaha

So, here are some of the pictures that I find interesting... :)

Enjoy! :D



This was the first picture taken on the day... hahaha... started as a fun thing to do, but then led to something else... :D


Elmer is crazy! Well, kinda. He jumped into this little "box" here in one go! And this "box" is about Christine's height! Wow! He can jump really well coz of B-ball... :D


Christine doing a headstand. To tell the truth, I don't really get the name of this move... Coz I ain't practicing it... HAHAHA!!! XD


For some reason, Chris began to do the Egyptian move, and Elmer (left) and Rocky (right) followed her and posed like that... BTW, Melissa is below, sitting on the chair.


Another one of her Egyptian moves... Haha...


I call this "Reflection", coz Christine/Melissa's actions are similar, and Elmer/Rocky's actions are similar... :)


"Gangsters" of Dance Club... Hahaha


This one is funny actually... hahaha


This idea came from me... I told them to touch their butts, since Melissa suggested their backs should face me... hahaha


"I Gotta Secret..."


"Me too!"


Ha! I love this one! I call it "Where Is My Head?" coz well, their heads can't be seen... hahaha


Melissa can do a split! Wow! :D The picture kinda looked like the three at the bottom are supporting/showcasing my blog url and Melissa is sitting on top of it... hahaha


Another wonder I made... hehehe... I even purposely tilted my blog's URL in a way that Melissa is "carrying" the words... hehehe... This picture is called, "Feel The World". Coz I told them to reach out for the world... :)


OW!!! Someone, I forgot who, suggested doing a Michael Jackson pose and this is what I get. :) Cool, huh? hahaha


This is one of the most photoshopped photo in this album... hahaha


Peace, y'all!


If you don't look closely, you'll think that Melissa's lying flat on the ground, but she isn't! :)


This is Rocky doing a headstand, and the few pictures below will oso feature headstanding... :)


Elmer doing headstand...


Another one...


And, another one... :) His legs are straight (More or less) when I took this... :)


This is when they are all posing crazily in their "mini-stage", and Elmer himself suggested that he does a handstand while being there... hahaha


Christine and a stranger (also a Dance Club member) doing headstands... :)





Oh, I love Dance Club! :D

Can't wait for next week! :)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Dissidia Short Review + A Little Bit of Emo-ness... ==

I have had a lot of thoughts lately... And all of them have nothing to do with Swinburne at all... Well, got lah, but the percentage is really really small... =\

I don't know why, but I've been thinking a lot recently. There are lots of things that keep coming and leaving my mind, and I find myself hard to concentrate. I can't really focus on anything that I do. And I find myself being weirder and weirder as the time goes by. Hm...

Sigh... I don't want this post to be called as "Emo" by Christine & Joanne again... ==

So. What is on my mind right now? Dissidia, of course. :P

It's my current addiction, and I don't see any reason why I shouldn't be addicted... LOL...

hahaha...

Dissidia is a game that includes the main protagonist and antagonists from Final Fantasy I until X, and they are involved in the war between two Gods, Chaos, the god of discord, and Cosmos, the god of harmony. In the game, Cosmos has lost, and the heroes' final hope is the presence of "crystals", which they have to collect in each of their own unique storylines.

The gameplay is awesome! Although the controls are simple, (most of the time you just have to press the Square and the Circle buttons to attack), it's actually why the game works. Sometimes you play games which are so complicated controls-wise, and in this game, it suits my taste perfectly! :)

One thing I don't like about this game is the camera-control, like all the other games, (not necessarily Final Fantasy games, other games in general as well...), they suck. Sometimes you can't even see where your opponent is; where you yourself is even, occasionally... Lolz.

For Final Fantasy fans, and also PSP owners, Dissidia: Final Fantasy is a must-play! :)

Trust me, you won't regret buying (if you're buying the game) or downloading (if you play the downloaded version) the game. You'll continue playing it... :)

Saturday, September 5, 2009

50th Post!!! :D

Omg! I can't believe it! My blog has had 50 posts already! :)

Happy Happy! :)

Actually I have been saving my 50th post for today, 5th September... Coz more meaningful mah... hahaha...

I've wanted to post these pictures up for awhile already, but the idea of putting them here, in this post, here and now, was in my head for the past few weeks... hahaha... I guess I do plan ahead of time sometimes... :P

Oh, these pictures are of the 5 different web browsers that I have in my lappie, starting from the most basic one, Internet Explorer, then moving on to Mozilla Firefox, Safari, Google Chrome & finally Opera...

:)

Really excited and happy now... Coz within 50 posts I've already had around 1000 people viewing my blog, and that is something big, of course... Although people do criticize my blog sometimes for being boring and so-and-so, but who gives a damn?! It's MY blog, let me remind you... hohoho... :P

Anyway, enjoy the pictures! Oh, btw, the pictures are all Facebook, being viewed in 5 different web browsers... Lolz...



This is Internet Explorer... Aka IE



Mozilla... :D



Google Chrome... :)



Safari... X)



Opera... :P




To tell the truth, Opera, Google Chrome and Safari are NOT good for blogging... especially when you have pictures like this post...

Coz I can't drag or resize the picture like how I'm doing it with Mozilla now... So that means I got to put a gentle reminder in my head before I blog, saying "Blog with Mozilla, blog with Mozilla, blog with Mozilla..."

Lolz... Owritez! I guess that's all for now... :D

Until then, this has been Joey the Only... XD Happy 50th Post! :)

[Super-Duper Excited Joey]

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Happy September!

Okay, I've heard many complaints from my fellow blogger friends that my posts have always been too long. So... I'm gonna post a short one today, just to make y'all happy...

HAPPY SEPTEMBER!!! I HATE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!! Just the beginning of your big S month, you've already bombarded me with so many assignment due dates plus tests...

Ugh...

==

OK, before I go super emotional... Byez.

Short & simple enough? Good.

[Joey the Only]

PS: I WANT MY ASSIGNMENTS TO FINISH THEMSELVES!!! :)