Final Day in Swinburne... For now...

Yea, the title says it all... Today I'll be going back to Miri, and I'm taking a 14-hour bus trip... =\

Right now, as I'm typing, I'm feeling really heavy-hearted, because I'm already started to miss my friends here...

Today I managed to see Adeline and Jessie for the final time before I went back, and later Jin would be sending me to the bus station... I'm so gonna miss you guys... T_________T

I don't know if I would be able to hold onto my tears or not later, hopefully that I would... even if I were to cry, I'd prefer not to cry in front of them... in the bus would do... Lolz...

Today also marks the final day that I would be able to go online, because I have no internet access back in my homes... Sigh~~ I'm gonna miss Facebooking everyday~ =

Lalalalala... All good things come to an end... In my version, All good things need a break. This is the break that I'm taking... When I come back to Kuching, I'm ready for more goodiness~~ XD

I miss you Kuching people!!! Be sure to miss me as well yea~~ =)

When I come to Miri I'd definitely be chatting with you guys de... =)

Hopefully you guys have:

1) Fully charged battery

2) Completely functional phones (Adeline, go fix yours~~ HAHAHA)

3) Credit (Jin~~ HAHAHAHA)

4) Time and Space for me... =P

Gah~~ I miss Kuching... the people especially... Tata~~~

Maybe when I go Miri I'd be onlining in KFC or what?? Maybe we can chat then?? Hahaha... XD

Goodbye, Swinburne (for now), and goodbye, my best friends in Kuching~~ =)

Firsts...

I've experienced a lot of "Firsts" today...

My first time playing Bowling...

My first time being scolded while playing Bowling because I walked a few steps down the bowling lane trying to get a stuck ball...

My first time striking in Bowling, but was counted as a Spare... ==

Then... after that, first time seeing people play Snooker LIVE... hahaha

First time holding the snooker club... First time shooting a snooker ball...

First time eating dessert in somewhere near Jalan Song there...

Then, first time being chased by Jessie in the Friendship Park...

hahaha... really got a lot of Firsts right? =)

hehehe...

I love today~ =)

Hehehe... today also marks the day that I've finished my MPW officially & formally... mwahahaha... Therefore, that means my holidays have officially started~ =)

haha...

Then, days later, I'll be going back home... I miss you guys already liao lah... You know who you are... ;)

hehehe... I'm not going to upload any pictures of today here, or Facebook, coz... to tell the truth... those pictures are NOT for public display... hahahaha

XD

LALALA~ I miss bowling~~ Wanna play again~ hahaha... XD

Tomorrow will be going to Absolute for the second time to sing K again~~ =D

My throat still burns... T____________T

lol lol lol~~

Gah... these few days I don't feel like blogging at all...

Nothing to be blogged about, and things that I blog about seem to be... un-happy-ish... ==

My MPWs have finally come to an end, but... before that, my final final exam, the BKA... =|

It might be a day slower than most of my friends that I know... but... Well, better than no holidays at all~ =D

Thanks to the helpful tips that I got from my friends, my finals weren't that hard at all... Most of the things being asked are things that I have been memorizing in Elmer's room from midnight onwards... these sleepless (sleep-less-than-should-be) hours are very hard to bear... ==

Gah... I was sleepy just now... And when I went to bed, I didn't feel sleepy anymore... And now, as I begin typing things again, I'm starting to feel sleepy again... WTH??

hahahaha...

My plan just now was to revise through the BKA exercises since I couldn't sleep, but that will be stalled for awhile... XP

And.... drinking the Cola that I bought, I wanted to chat with my friends on MSN, but... no one seems to be available... =S

lolz...

So now I just update this drying blog loh... hahaha

Oh yea... let's talk about this week... the plans at least... hehehe

Last night...

I went to some place to eat western food~~ =)

It's my first time eating western food here~ =)

I ordered Lamb Chop~~ =D

Long time didn't eat le... Compared with the one my cousin made, this one lost lah... hahaha.. XD

Went there with two cars, Aaron's and Alvin's... =)

Total 8 of us... In Aaron's car sat Aaron himself, Andy, Samson and me... In Alvin's car sat Alvin, Jin, Elmer & Rocky... hehehe... =)

Heard someone mentioned about Bachelor's Party, and it's cool... We're all men, and for the first time, there aren't any ladies with us... :) hehehe...

Well... only one member of this "Bachelor Club" wasn't eligible to be a member... and that's Mr. Batu, who... ahem ahem.. hehehehe... =)

Lalalala... really bored... They all ordered western food... and woo~ tasty~~ =)))

But still I prefer my cousin's... mwahahahaha... XD

And today, as my BKA's over, they plan to go bowling~~ =D

I wanna join oso... coz I donno how to bowl... XD

But according to them, we'll go for lunch beforehand... hahaha... :)

Then maybe will go watch "Paranormal Activity" oh... Wanna watch lah... Wanna give myself something to scare myself... Too long didn't watch horror movie le...

HAHAHA!!! Before, I don't even dare to watch, but now I wanna watch more... ;)

hahaha...

Then, tomorrow, they plan to go sing K~~ But me... T______T

Sorethroat lah... when swallowing my throat will burn... T____T so painful when I swallow... even swallow saliva will cause pain... T_____T

sigh~~

Heard drinking lemon juice will help... but to me very little effect only... T____T

sigh~~~

donno lah... maybe will go sing oso... hehehe... =PPP

And after that, Friday Rocky & Elmer will go back to Sabah & Miri respectively le... =\

Bye bye guys~~ Take care yea~~ =D

hehehe...

And then it'll be my turn.... to return home... ah~~~ =D

hehehehe... :D

Can't wait.... I miss my friends and home a lot... =)

Weird Dream...

I've had another weird dream today...

hahahaha...

I was really really tired today...

I didn't sleep much at all... T__T

ahahaha...

So, when I finally got to bed, I had a silly dream... ==

In the dream, my friends discovered my Facebook password and did funny things with it... hahaha

Yea... that's it... silly right? And weird as well... coz it feels kinda real... O.O

Sick......

I'm sick... Boo...

T_______T

Just days before I go back to my hometown I'm sick. Right.......

==

My mum's so gonna nag me about it when I get back and she finds out that I'm sick. ==

Gah...

Well, now I'm having sorethroat... as in literally sore... When I swallow it's painful... T____T

lolz...

and my flu's not getting any better yet... ==

lolz...

Gah.................................

Gaga Ooh Lala~

Okay, that is totally random...

I need to focus on my studies for now!! Coz after my exams are over, I can finally go back to my home~~ My home sweet home~~ =)))

I can't just go back with bad results right?? X)

And so I have to study... >.<

Gah... I haven't even left Kuching yet and I've already missed this place like what... T__T

hahaha... XD

Well... I don't miss the place actually... just missed my friends a lot... XD

At first I wanna post something saying "Hey, ignore my previous emo-ish post in which I talked about something silly"...

But then... before I can write about something cheerful, my mood swing came back again... I was just feeling okay before and during lunch, and after coming back to Swinburne everything just went upside down.

Donno why... I don't even know why...

Gah.. perhaps lunch is the meal that I should be avoiding coz this has happened more than once... And most of the times it happened after lunch...

Maybe it's the weather? Too damn hot at one moment and so cool at the other... =S

lolz...

Sigh...

Final exams are coming next week... but still I have no mood to study... Please lah, I need to pass and move on to my damn degrees already! ==

Come on Joey, you can do it...

For crying out loud. It's just 8.46am in the morning and my morning is already ruined.

I don't know.......

I woke up just 2 hours later after I dozed off, and that might be one of the reasons I'm not feeling so fresh today.

I guess... after about two of three days, I'm back to being "Single and available" again... Up until now she hasn't given me any replies yet, but I know things aren't gonna work out... And I'm kinda always accurate in such things. Sigh..... *I'm really sighing long here as I'm typing*

I am not in the mood.

Hopefully this will not ruin my presentation later... I need to win this battle. Note: It's a "NEED".

The finals are coming next Monday and days after it's over and done with, I'll be going back to my hometown. Guess that's the best place and time for me to recover from whatever that I've been going through for the past few months...

To tell the truth, I kinda expected things to go this way, and so I don't try to talk about her.

Coz I don't want people to approach her or me with stuff that none of us would wanna talk about when things don't work out. Aka right now.

It's kind of pointless and useless to ask me, "What's wrong?" when you know what's wrong already. Things don't work out for me and her, if you still can't get it.

Just now... On my way to the library, where I am now, I couldn't even bother with so many things anymore...

I don't feel apologetic when I stepped on the floor where the cleaners have just mopped it...

I don't look to my left or right when I crossed the road. Times two.

And I don't feel anything at all as I bought the 100 Plus which I hope can help me decrease my headaches again...

I don't know... Maybe I'm just feeling too tired and everything's been happening to me all at the same time... All in one go...

Sigh...............

I wanna get out of this place ASAP.........

Btw, I think I'll be okay... all I need is time. Guaranteed...

And probably some nice, decent sleep as well...

HIJAU

Erm... Yea, I know... the title sounds weird... Not gonna talk or blog in Malay though, so don't worry...

Yea, speaking of Malay... Today my presentation was wrecked... I had so many things to say, but as I opened my mouth, everything's gone. Literally... ==

Gah..........

Whatever lah... What's done is done... ==

And after my presentation, I called Jin up and Adeline brought the six of us: Elmer, me, Crystal, Jin, Rocky and herself in her car to a place called... "Hijau"...

Yea, silly name...

The thing is...

This evening, Jin and the others wanted to see how me, Larry & Ambrose present, but they somehow got "scared" by my lecturer and refused to go in... And... after our presentation, Jin and the others left first, and they've forgotten about me... T__T

hahahahaha...

When I called Jin up, Adeline was already at the big roundabout, and after my call, they turned back again just to pick me up... hahaha...

Then, on the way to the roundabout again, Adeline saw Elmer, who was walking in the rain, playing some emo-ish Final Fantasy X song... T__T

Walao... At first me, Adeline and Rocky "forced" Elmer to get into the car and join us for dinner, but Elmer refused. Then, Adeline stopped the car at the side of the road not too far away from where we were and waited for Elmer to approach our car again.

This time, we managed to persuade Elmer into joining us, and then we drove off to... Hijau...

I donno why, but everytime I think of that place, I must need two seconds of silence and then...

Hijau...

You know? Specifically typed in italics not because it's a Malay word, but done so because I want it to look... mysterious... LOLZ...

And yea, by the time we got there, Aaron & Andy have arrived, and when I got down of the car, guess who did we saw? Ambrose!

HAHAHA... He whom we thought has pangseh-ed us... hahahaha

Well, it was kinda a coincidence we met there... hehehe

Ate in the place called... Hijau, and up until now I'm still so full... Gosh....... XD

And we ate at around 7!!! And now it's 1am!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Yea... not exaggerating at all... I'm still full... hahaha

=P

And, here are some very blur pictures from my phone at the place... Hijau... =P

Duckie~

Elmer, Rocky and Adeline~

Take Two

Take Three... ><

Jin & Andy... ==

Andy........................................................... (Jin emo... XD)

Didn't manage to take pictures of Crystal and Ambrose... Ambrose left after a drink, and Crystal just "refuses" to have her picture taken... == Jin emo pasal something... X|

Crystal also emo pasal something... ==

Sigh... Guys, don't emo lah~~ =)

Cheer up~ =)

hahaha...

Psst, this is actually my second time here, but my first time dining here... Last time made it to the carpark liao, but the people that I was "hitchhiking" with last time said we came to the wrong place and so we went away loh~ hahaha... XD

Hm... anymore places for us to go?? XD

Wow.

Yea, Wow is the word.

I did something spontaneous and... brave (definitely) at around 2 am this morning... Guess what? I confessed to a girl that I fancy, but until now she hasn't read the mail yet...

Yea, mail, coz I don't get to see her much... =\

hehehe...

And, although I knew she wouldn't be able to reply the mail instantaneously, but I still hoped that she'd miraculously stay awake to see my mail and would reply. And because of my silly thought, I wasn't able to sleep at all. From the time I confessed until the morning. As in when the sun came up... Yea... XD

I kept rolling in bed and flipping myself here and there. But still I couldn't sleep... I was so tired and sleepy but my heart was beating so fast that I couldn't even rest... =S

hehehe...

Hopefully she'll reply soon... And the answer would be favourable... =P

X)

New Header~

It's already a new month before we know it and yea, it means the time for a new header has come~ =)

Did this header in about 30 minutes, coz I was too sleepy to think of anything... And... I don't have the inspiration as well... so... hopefully you guys will like it~ =)

When I edited this picture I was thinking of opening a new "window", which means giving everything a chance... Just a chance would do... And... hopefully I'll get to do the same as well... I wanna try something new, and I'm really anxious about it as well... hahaha

:)

Presentation~

Gah... yesterday I have my first presentation this week, and Woo! Shall I say things luckily went quite nicely?

Since the day before yesterday, i.e. Sunday, I've had this annoying headache, and gah... I couldn't really complete the slides but I managed to finish 80% of it... hehehe...

Was supposed to meet with my teammates, Anastasia, Adeline and Fatin at 10am, but I overslept and woke up at 11am... =S

Well, allow me to justify myself... Due to the headache, I've went to bed early, but I woke up at 2/3am because of stomach ache and couldn't slept back again... =\

And so that explains why I am late... Coz I slept in late. ==

So, Anastasia told me that she has just woken up as well, but luckily she has done more or less her slides, and so did Adeline, but I wasn't satisfied at all coz there weren't much pictures. The lecturer said she wants to see a lot of illustrations, and that means pictures... =\

And for Fatin's case, she did put pictures, but they are blurry and so I did it again for her. Then, first of the bad news.

She didn't know what happened, but when she sent to me the slides, only the introduction was there, and nothing else... No pictures, no nothing. O.O

Reflexively, I told her to redo her part... And I got on with mine. I finally finished mine, and Adeline then did hers again because hers are only 5 slides, but she'll have to explain about 2 people. O.O

hehehe... She managed to finish her slides (took her some time as well, but at least better than nothing right? hehehe)

When Anastasia came, she told me she only has 2 slides. For 2 people. And I was shocked. O.O

So, I told her that illustrations are important, and she got down to the Open Lab to touch on her slides again. By the time she has finished, Fatin has more or less finished her part, and I checked and edited her slides. But. I accidentally deleted everything. And that she has to redo again...

==

I'm really sorry... T__T

I don't know what the time was that moment, and my presentation starts at 2.30pm, and our slides are not done yet... =S

And so, with great shame, I told Fatin to redo her slides again. For the third time. I'm really sorry... T__T

haha...

Adeline managed to finish her slides in time, and Anastasia completed hers as well. I checked and I was happy with their slides, but poor Fatin has to redo everything... =(

I went to my hostel to change into my formal clothes, and it was already 2pm, but the slides aren't done yet... =\

By the time I got back, it was about 10 more minutes to 2.30pm, and I realized that Fatin has left out two or three slides... And so I added those slides for her again, and noticed that we haven't have the animations added in yet... ==

I knew we were going to be late. And our lecturer HATES late students... ;(

And so I rushed the animations (it's to lengthen our presentation, because the presentation lasts for 20 minutes, and I seriously don't think our slides manage to drag on until 20minutes.. ==)

And so. It was 3pm. Our group was the FIRST to present. But because we were late, the second team presented first... =\

haha.

When I walked to the class, I saw Sin Chai standing outside, she said she didn't want to disturb the presenters... And I glanced at our lecturer's face. At it was HORRIBLE!!! Darker than the sky when she made eye contact with me... Grr... I was so scared when I saw that look of hers... hahaha

I was afraid that she'd say "Because you're late, I'm not gonna let you present." O.O

Luckily it didn't happen... hehehe... We went in in the middle of the second group's presentation, after our lecturer told us to come in. She was seated at the back. haha...

We waited for the second/first group to finish presenting, and I brought my lappie to the front desk and began setting up my computer... And guess what? The screen isn't compatible with the projector, and time was wasted, wasted, wasted... ==

Our lecturer warned the other students who haven't presented to check their things before presenting, to avoid all those technical problems that my team has gone through today... T__T

Gah.....

And so our team presented. Fatin was the first to go, and followed by Adeline, me and then Anastasia. It is then passed back to Fatin for the conclusion, and I'd end the presentation with the recommendations...

I dare say we did a good job~ I mean, after all the hasta la vistas (just a random phrase... doesn't mean anything here...), it did went through smoothly. hehe... Kinda. =P

The Q&A session was terrible... Questions that I don't know how to answer are being asked, and I just blurted out whatever that I could think of... ==

hehehe

I got 4.5 out of 5, despite being nervous and tongue-tied at times... =S

And Adeline got 4.3 out of 5~~ =)

hehehe... I don't know about Fatin and Anastasia, as I didn't count for them... hahaha... Yea, I counted for Adeline... hehehe... =P

Wootz! One presentation down, two more to go... BKA on Wednesday, and Moral on Friday... ==

ahhaha

Gah, BKA is the first to present AGAIN! And Moral slides not done yet... == Same as BKA oso... ==

lolz...

Trivias~

Wow... I began blogging on March last year, and in just that short 10 months, I have blogged for 120 times, and my blog was visited by over 2500 times~~ That's so cool~ Thanks, guys~ =D

Hope that my blog will still retain the support from you guys, and hopefully I'll gain more and more readers... =)

hehehe...

And, just a reminder to you guys, when I go back to my hometown, I won't be updating much anymore, because there isn't any internet access at all... so it'll be really hard for me to go update... hahaha

=P

And yea, I'll definitely miss you guys.. =)

New Year Resolutions~

A new year brings new resolutions~ And by that it means there are more promises left to be broken~ hahaha... xP

Hahaha... Alright, alright, enough crap... Time to move on to my hard-to-keep-with-my-current-attitude New Year Resolutions... teehee~ =P

1) Be more hardworking and less lazy. (Possibilty : 30%) HAHAHA

2) Sleep earlier (Possibility : 70%)

3) Be nicer to everyone that I know... (Possibility : 50%) Coz I'm a free bitch, baby~ hahahaha... xP

4) Study more... Grr.... (Possibility : Unknown)

Gah... can't think of more... ==

HAHAHA... well, that's all for now I guess... =D

Happy New Year!!!

Wootz! 2009 has finally ended officially, and it's time to move on to 2010~ =)

A new year means a new beginning, and so we (everyone) should start afresh, forget whatever that has happened previously (easier said than done, right? >.<), and just... enjoy~ =)

HAHAHA~~ XD