Tiring days...

Sure thing. These past few days have been very packed and fun to me, but they are also very tiring as well to speak to.

Since Christmas Eve, I have been walking and going around and practically wasting my energy off. In a good way at least. =)

But then it also means I'm more or less neglecting my studies in a way that I am not doing my assignments. Grr... Tomorrow's the deadline for my Moral Studies, and it's just about 75% done.

Gah... need to start forcing myself to focus already before I regret my ignorance. ==

Hehehe... yea, this is just a short post, to keep my blog alive. XD

Tata~ =)

Psst! I'm hungry! XD

Christmas!

Merry Christmas people! Erm... by the time I'm typing this, it's already the 26th of December, 2009... O.o

hehehe...

Never mind lah! hahaha

Last night was a really fun night for me. But coz I was tired, I didn't interact much with my friends. Hehe... funny thing. Coz I didn't do much at all that day!

Hm... is playing with Jessie counted? HAHAHA...

Wee~ went to Aaron aka Duckie's house for a Christmas dinner. The food was NICE!!! =D

But didn't eat much coz was a little tired... Didn't speak much as well... hahaha...

=P

Like I mentioned in my previous post, it's my first time celebrating Christmas. And... it's really cool. =)

I really enjoy the company of these wonderful people. =)

Did I mention that I've bought Christmas gifts? One is for us to exchange gifts with each other, and one is for my sis. hehehe...

The gift exchange was the "peak point" of the whole dinner... Everyone was so excited to see what they get and it was such a happy time~~ =)

I got a freaking cute cat toy~~ It's so cute!!!! =D

Thanks, Ambrose!!! :D

Hehehe... Jin got mine~~ =)

Hope he likes it... hehehe...

Wee~~ after leaving Aaron's house, we went to Jin's house~ Jessie went back home already and so she couldn't make it. Aaron has to send his friends back home and so he couldn't make it as well... hahaha

There, I ate rambutan and drank 100+ ~~ Thanks, Jin~ =)

hehehe...

Woo... Such a memorable night... =)

Too bad Crystal, who had food poisoning, couldn't join us... get well soon, girl! =)

Christmas Eve~

Merry Christmas people~ =D

This year is officially the year that I've actually done SOMETHING during Christmas. Like, literally. Coz, over the past few years, all I ever did were stay at home and just went through Christmas like any other normal days. But this year. WOW.

Well, let's talk about last night first.

It's the 24th December, Christmas Eve. It has got to be one of my busiest day in 2009!!! HAHAHA

The day before, on 23rd, I went to Elmer's house for an overnight stay, and at 9 something am I walked back to Swinburne in order to get the Malaysian Studies assignment done, coz the due date was on Christmas Eve, which was that day itself!

The library was sooooooooooooooooooooo empty that morning. Well, the newly renovated IT section of the library at least. Didn't manage to take pictures of it, but, oh well, there's nothing much difference anyway... It's just a new wall was constructed with plastic planes on it for students to see if the IT section is full or not. That's in my observation at least. =P

Spent about 1.5 hours fixing and editing the report and finally it was done. Something funny happened when we're about to print it ah!!!

I told Adeline that I don't want to print the appendices, since I've never done so since the first semester... XD

But Adeline said just print nia, "意思意思" woh she said... hahaha... So we went to the printer and printed some of the materials loh. Then, there's one page of the "Malaysian Studies" textbook that I wanted to print, and so I tried the traditional method of pressing on the page with the top of the printer but that didn't work. So I pulled the page out (the book was binded) and put it on the tray for printing.

And, after thinking that everything is set, I pressed "Start".

And, as usual, the page on the tray got sucked into the printer and came out about two seconds later. After that, the printed page appears soon after that.

What we didn't expect was after the single piece of paper got ejected, more came out, following it.

I was like, "What the heck?" and then I quickly pressed the "Stop" button after the printing didn't seem to stop.

When I looked, the printer says "111 copies".

Dayyum!!! HAHAHAHA

Poor Adeline wasted about RM1++ on unwanted material... T____T

haha...

After that me, Adeline, Aaron and Crystal went to Manna Zone to eat lunch. We hung out for quite sometime before going to the open lab to check on our Facebook and stuff. Then, Adeline received a call saying Jin is playing badminton in the MPH, and asked if I wanna go. Crystal, Adeline and Aaron went down first, and I was playing a Facebook game that time and would be a waste of time if I quitted in the middle of the game.

When I finished the game, I went to the MPH to find Aaron has gone home, and Crystal's car arrived just a minute after I've arrived at the MPH. Adeline was playing against Jin that time, and I joined in after watching them for about 2 minutes.

But due to the fact that I have just eaten, and Adeline hasn't, I felt my lunch trying to get themselves out of my stomach, and so I rested as soon as Andy has come to the MPH. haha.

They played for awhile before Jin and Andy had to go to class. And came Rocky and Jessie, who wanted to go shopping for Christmas gifts in Hock Lee Centre. Adeline drove the four of us there and Ahem.... Adeline said she saw something... interesting. =)

Adeline and I were supposed to have class at 4.30pm, but we only started to leave the place at around 4.35pm. O.o

HAHAHA!

After going back to Swinburne, Adeline went to buy and A4 envelope for our M'sian Studies' assignment, while Rocky went to Spring to buy his Christmas gift coz he couldn't find any. And Jessie went back home. Hehe...

We went to class at 5pm ah!! HAHAHA... 30 minutes late, but the lecturer didn't even care one... ==

He's just so boring... hahaha... =P

And finally we handed in our assignment~~ =)

I still can't believe that I finished the hardest assignment FIRST! HAHA... XD

Now only have Moral Studies and BM assignments to do... Moral will be handed in on Monday, and BM's deadline is on the 7th week~~ =)

Our BM lecturer is such a cool guy... =)

Then... that night, after our BM class, I went to Spring with Annie and two of her friends, and one of them said she's my classmate in Moral, but I didn't even recognize her at all! AHHAHA

Stayed there until 9.30pm (went there at around 8pm) before going back to Swinburne to fetch my sister, who's working at Iglool at King's Center. And so I walked to King's Center right after I arrived at Swinburne, after accompanying Annie back there.

After fetching my sis, have to go back to Swinburne again... ==

hahaha... Then, after stopping by Swinburne, have to go back to Spring again. Woo... so many walking! HAHAHA!!!

My Christmas present from my sis was a free treat to Iglool ice~~ Wee!!!

OMG. The ice... is SO FREAKING NICE!!! HAHAHA... Now I can totally see why it's so darn expensive for such a small bowl. Okay. Medium bowl. haha...

The ice is like Chicken Floss! HAHAHA... =P

Then, since I've grown so bored of Spring (try spending hours there without knowing what you should do... ==), I walked back to Swinburne to fetch my friend Elmer, who was supposed to be in Spring at that time... But we took different paths and so we couldn't meet. I walked back to Swinburne, but he was at King Center's bridge there... And so I'm basically walking in big circles. Hahaha...

After reaching Spring for the third time, it was just mere minutes before Christmas arrives.

The fireworks were really nice... But my phototaking skills sucked that moment, and the pictures I took were really suckish... ==

Plus, I'm not kinda used to my "new" phone's camera... Normally, when my 5300 snaps a picture, it'll preview immediately, enabling me to take another picture soon enough. But this one, after clicking the snap button, it'll take around 10 seconds before I can take another picture... and the quality ain't that good as well... =\

hahaha...

But, I'm really grateful that my phone is well and alive... hahaha

After the fireworks were over, Elmer and I chillaxed awhile before Vincent and Kelvin with his gang arrived at Spring. They've totally missed the awesome fireworks... hehehe... But Elmer has videoed the whole thing... hahaha

Kelvin and his gang were about to watch "Vampire's Assistant" in MBO at 12.45am. Wow.

Since me, Elmer and Vincent wanted to watch Avatar (such a spontaneous desire... =p), we quickly bought three tickets for "Avatar"~~ =D

We missed the first few minutes coz Elmer wanted to buy an overcharged Coke, and the movie.....

OMG!!! One of the best in 2009!!! Best of the three movies I've watched in 2009!!! HAHAHA

Gosh, I'm so totally in love with the world, Pandora...

Not gonna spoil anything for y'all... mwahahaha

Go watch the movie!!! =D

I don't care if you watch it in 3D or what... just go catch it. =)

The movie started at 12.45am, and ended at 3.30am... Gosh, I almost fell asleep during the movie! HAHAHA

But I managed to finish the movie. :)

Wee!!!

After coming out of the cinema, the three of us (Vincent, Elmer and I) were hungry and someone suggested we go King Center to eat, and then stay at Elmer's house. If I'm not mistaken, that person is me. =P

hahahahaha...

So, after eating, we went to his room and Vincent slept the earliest coz he had to attend a church activity that early morning. After him, was moi to hit the sack, coz I was too tired...

And that was for yesterday... hehehe

Damai Trip~~~

Wee~ On 19th December 2009, I went to one of the greatest places in Kuching. And most probably, my life as well... hehehe...

No exaggeration at all for someone who has never went out... =P

Waking up at around 10.15am, I got ready and only then did I start to pack my stuff that I need to bring over to Damai. And... basically I have brought about 80% of my room over to Damai. Right! Seriously! Coz I seriously have no idea what the heck I should be bringing... hehehe... =P

Sorry to Jin, whose car carried my heavy load... hehehe =P

Went to Open Lab at around 10.30am to meet with Jin and Crystal, who were Facebooking then. Well, nothing to do mah... Everyone's not ready yet... Am I glad that I could wake up early having slept at around 3 or 4am the previous night. "Night" to be exact. Teehee... =P

So... at around 11am or 12pm, after Mey Sien, Adeline, Jessie & Rocky have arrived at the Open Lab, we brought our things to the car and off we went~

We stopped midway in a supermarket, in which some of them bought some food/water/resources, while I pushed the trolly against everyone's will... hehehe... Long time didn't push liao mah... T__T

HAHAHA

After that, we continued our journey towards Damai. Played PSP for awhile, and then got tired and tried to sleep... Jessie & Elmer took lots of pictures in the car (BTW, Jin was driving, with Elmer at the passenger seat and Rocky, Jessie and I sitting at the back while Adeline drove May Sien and Crystal using her car)

The route to Damai was shorter than I have expected. WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY shorter. I thought we would be driving for one or two hours at least (yes. At least.) before we could reach there. But we got there in around 45 or 60 minutes. Maybe shorter, maybe longer... I don't know... coz I didn't check the watch... hehehe

The place, is BEAUTIFUL I tell you! Sure, there are mosquitoes and so on, but still... BEAUTIFUL scenery! Upon arriving, we took some pictures, and to tell the truth (which I think everyone knows), I don't like being snapped, but I like taking pictures of other people/stuff. I love it when no one is ready when I snapped the picture (to bring out the beauty of natural poses). hehe... So, if you guys don't look pretty/handsome when I take pictures of you, just forgive me lah... hahaha

The six of us, (Rocky, Elmer, Jin, Jessie, Crystal and I) waited at the sofa there while Adeline and Mey Sien went to check us in. Took more pictures and only 2 or 3 featured me. Weehee~ =D

After settling down in our room, we chillaxed for a while before going to the swimming pool to have some watery fun~ =D

Since I didn't have any swimsuit or whatsoever, I went to the pool with my clothes that I wore from Swinburne. hehe...

At first I hesitated on whether I should go swim/play water, but after seeing Jin, Rocky, Elmer & Mey Sien having so much fun in the pool, I decided to jump in as well. But I broke the rule by entering the pool with my shirt on. ==

The guard told me to take my shirt off (Damn that stalker... so horny... HAHAHA) before going into the pool. =D

In the pool, I was literally spending most of my time trying to 1) float, 2) swim away from Elmer (who is trying very hard to pull my pants... ==)

Playing in the pool is really fun!!! At first Crystal was reluctant to join in, but after I wet her towel (she dropped it after I kept splashing her with water... =P), she said she'd go change into her swimsuit. Jessie didn't swim with us coz she didn't bring her swimsuit (either that, or she doesn't have one. For guys, as long as you wear something from waist down and nothing from waist up, you can go into the pool. But for ladies, they NEED to wear Swimsuit. If not, they can't play. BOOOOOO!!!)

Adeline, on the other hand, was in the adult's pool (yea, we were in the children's pool where it was really shallow for us... hahaha) with her family. After a few good ten minutes or so, we transferred to the adult's pool and played around for 1 more hour I think.. hehehe... So fun lah!! Elmer keep splashing people with his "ulti", say got what area effect... ==

So KNS one him... keep splashing water into people's mouth, eyes and nose... ==

hahaha... But very fun oso... I mean, how often can you live like this, right? Playing around with your friends... =)

After that, someone whom I have forgotten suggested we go to the beach. Since the sun has kinda set a bit (but actually it's because it was about to rain... ==).

At the beach, we didn't get to play much coz, like I mentioned above, it was raining just after we set foot on the beach. ==

Managed to take some pictures while being there, on the beach, before the guard told everyone to come back... =(

hehe... Then after that, we all went back to our room to take shower. Adeline went in first, followed by Jessie & Mey Sien (one of them was first before the other), and then followed by Crystal. If I'm not mistaken, while Crystal was taking her (long) shower, a lot of craziness happened... Well, in the sense of taking pictures. hehe... I wasn't paying much attention because I was playing PSP in the balcony. ==

Lots of (crazy) pictures were taken, and some (literally some) can be found in Facebook. You can view it, but you have to be a friend of mine first... Hohoho... Coz I've set the privacy to "Friends Only". =)

After Crystal was Elmer's turn to shower. At first Elmer and Rocky said they were to take shower together (as in the two of them in one shower)... HAHAHA!!! In the end, Elmer went in first... HAHA!!! Funny eh... The two of them were really "yag" during the two days... HAHAHA

Rocky took his shower after Elmer, and finally me and Jin (being the last). hehe... Then Adeline said her parents (who were also in the same resort but different room) (Duh... our room already got 8 people... HAHAHA) would be eating seafood somewhere (I couldn't remember the name of the place but I saw it on the way back to Swinburne. =D)

And so, left with only 7 of us in the room. Being crazy. And waiting for dinner time to come. HAHA! Surfed the boring and cacat TV channels while waiting for time to go by. Some of them chatted outside, and some continued to take pictures.

I wanted to do my assignment there at Damai, but I don't know if it was just me, or there wasn't any internet access in the room. So... No internet = No way to do research. No research = Cannot do assignment. =\

So... hung around with them, chatted, played and took lots of pictures.

Then at one time all of them (all the other 6) went out the room to have a walk, but I volunteered to stay back because I wanted to guard our things and at the same time, be alone. =P

They came back and the routine began again. hahaha

We played around, laughed and chatted until around 12am...

Adeline watched the NTV7's Live concert while Jin & Crystal watched G Force (at around 10pm I think..)

Jessie talked to Rocky while Elmer played my PSP I think. I forgot what Mey Sien was doing... haha... I even forgot what I was doing... AHAHHAA... XD

And around 11pm, nearing midnight, Jessie & Rocky suggested they wanna go take a walk (aka 'gnitad') I teased the two of them like what that time... hahahaha... so funny... XD

Then the rest of us played cards. =D

Adeline's brother joined us until around 1 or 2am, before we decided to stop playing to find Jessie & Rocky. (It was still raining since the time when we came back from the beach... T__T)

We walked out of the room, and walked around, and found Jessie & Rocky to be safe (thank goodness...) Hung out at the place where the 6 of us were sitting when Adeline checked in for about 5 or 10 minutes before going back to our room and finally decided to call it off a day...

Their plan was to wake up at around 3am to watch the sunrise (which I find to be quite funny for the sun to rise at 3am), but by the time everyone went to bed it was already 2.30 plus I think... So, I didn't sleep loh... Me and Elmer stayed up in the dark. I was playing PSP and he played his FF10 songs. He tried to sleep for awhile before I decided to sleep at around 3am.

But I couldn't sleep at all even though I was sleepy. Probably coz I was sleeping on the floor. hehe... =P

I continued typing my fiction for awhile as Elmer played the PSP.

Finally I knew I have to sleep and so I went to the floor and laid down.

Soon, I heard alarms ringing, but no one woke up. ==

After that, Elmer went to wake them up, but to no avail. ==

hahaha...

Then I slept loh... But the floor was too solid and so I brought my bag (which was stuffed with clothes and so on) to the place where I laid down and slept. My head was resting on my bed, but still, it was uncomfortable. Rolled around for awhile then finally was able to sleep I think.

But then came another problem. The air conditioner was so freaking cold and I was literally shaking in my sleep. ==

Went out to get my towel (which was still wet since just now after I took my shower, which was hours ago... ==) because Rocky (who was awake at that time) suggested I use my towel as my blanket. The coldness of the towel managed to absorb the coldness of my body and I felt better, but after all, it was just a towel and so it is impossible for it to cover my whole body, right?

I could cover my body, but my feet were still exposed. Grr...

And... I have no idea why I woke up in the morning sleeping on the bed with a thick layer of blanket over me... Did I sleepwalk? O.o

hahahahaha...

Donno lah...

In my sleep I could hear Adeline they all saying want to brew some Milo. Blueks. I hate Milo. ==

Have been drinking it every single day ever since kindergarten and have grown sick of it. Blueks. I have never drank Milo in two years I think... =P

In the morning, when I woke up, Elmer was sleeping I think... And Jin was sleeping to my left. Everyone was already awake except for the three of us. hahaha...

After everyone was completely awake, Rocky and Elmer went to eat buffet~~ (Elmer being reluctant to go at first, but was 'forced' to go)

Took more pictures and more laughter surrounded us... =D

Then, before we know it, it was already nearing 12pm, the time when we should check out. Although it was nearing the time, we still didn't want to tidy the room up! HAHAHA!!! Took our sweet sweet time taking pictures gok!!! Sweat! HAHAHA...

Then, by the time we're leaving, everyone's camera was either full (memory) or dead (battery)...

Poor Adeline dropped her camera into the sea just now when she, Jessie and Mey Sien, together with Crystal and Evon were at the beach. Not only that, Adeline even scratched her ankle! =(

So... we checked out at around 12pm++, and Adeline said her father would want to have lunch with us. Rocky and Elmer have eaten already, but they still went (coz they have to right? If not, who's gonna send them back? HAHA)

Drove away from Damai (I miss that place already!!!) and went under the Santubong Bridge (if I'm not mistaken) to have our lunch there. Gosh! There are five large plates of dishes waiting for us to finish!

1) Prawns

2) Black-Sauced Chicken

3) Mani Vege

4) 古鲁(?)鱼肉 &

5) Tofu

wow... So full lah!! My peeps and I all thought they would have stopped serving at dish number 3, but who knew came again two more big plates of dishes! HAHA!!!

They are really nice lah, not that we are complaining... =)

Then, after that, Adeline "raced" Jin back to Swinburne! HAHAHA! So funny lah in the car, at the roundabout, when Jin drove off already on the left lane, but on the right lane (which is Adeline's car, with Mey Sien, Crystal and I in it), there was a stupid and timid car in front which refused to drive out even though the upcoming cars are like so far away... ==

Mey Sien, Adeline and I were literally shouting at the driver in front for him/her to drive out, but obviously he/she couldn't hear lah, and we were laughing in the car... hahahaha

In the end, we (as in Adeline's "team") finished first!! HAHAHA!!! We arrived before Jin, who arrived at Swinburne about 3 or 5 minutes later... hahaha...

Because of my heavy luggage, I told them I would put my things in the hostel first before meeting with them again in the Open Lab to continue transferring pictures which we didn't get to finish transferring (duh) just now in Damai.

But when I got to G Block, I saw the gang outside G Block (at the other side, heading the B Block, with me at the cafeteria side). Joined them on the way to B Block and asked Jin why we weren't going up, and he said it's closed. Strange... The Open Lab never closes... (except on public holidays...)

Then, another strange thing. The main doors of B Block are closed (locked). But Adeline managed to push one of the door in and we walked in... =P

Asked the guard if Open Lab was open, and he said no. Asked him why, he said donno... ==

So, May Sien suggested we just do it in the Student Lounge above MPH...

SO DAMN HOT lah that place! No aircon! HAHAHA!!!

Managed to transfer all of the pictures into my laptop (according to Jessie, the total pictures are 1.71GB... O.o)

One scary experience was that I accidentally inserted Crystal's camera's memory card wrongly into the card reader but luckily Jessie was able to get it out. Not too shabby for someone who's labelled as "Noob", right? hahaha

After that, went back to hostel... took shower... and dozed off...

hahaha...

alright, that sums up the two unforgettable days of my life here in Kuching... =)

Can't wait to hang out again!!!! =D

Damai Trip~~

Wee~ I'll be going to Damai for the very first time later~~ I mean, real later.... not... later, later. But later..... later.. Geddit? =p

Really excited about it~~ =))

Beaches... sands... Water... People... =)

I guess my self-consciousness has returned when I knew I could be going to the beach and play...

Don't ask me why... I'm just really self-conscious about it... =\

hahahahaha...

But I won't let that ruin my "holiday" mood... hehehe

=P

Gonna Enjoy~~ But then... Assignments as well... ==

BKA

Tonight, I have a lesson with my new (actually the original) BKA [short for Bahasa Kebangsaan (A)] lecturer...

He's better than my previous, temporary one... Not saying that the previous one is bad though... Just that this new one is better. hehehe

=)

He told us some "horror" stories during class, and... for the first time ever, I didn't feel any fear at all listening to the stories. Well, normally, when people tell me horror stories, I would have my hairs standing up.

But just now, not only did my hair lay flat on my skin, I was really calm as well... Like... I was... really calm... lolz... what the heck am I talking about... ==

hahaha

Well, hopefully my future classes will be interesting as well... =)

Lalalalala~~ =P

Sorry guys for the hiatus~~

3 reasons for my absence:

1) Exams for the past few days (Ended last night... phew~)

2) Too lazy to be blogging

3) Nothing to be blogged about... ==

Sigh... Assignments' due date is next week!!! On the same day again!!! ==

Grr... when I go Damai I don't think can enjoy that much lah... Got 2.5 Assignments to be completed!!!

Why 2.5? Coz my Moral assignment already done 50%... =)

Then there's Malaysian assignment in which I haven't started... ==

And finally there's an extra assignment (BKA... I Hate you... ==)

WTH is Struktur Mahkamah Malaysia?? ==

Grr... so sien lah... ==

你要我住进你的防空洞

Oh Me God~ I just love the song above... Well, I love that particular sentence the most lah... hahaha

To tell the truth, I don't even know what a 防空洞 is... =S

The first time (after so many years) I've heard this song was that day, during my outing with Adeline, Rocky, Alvin, Jin & Aaron. Adeline sang this song in the Karaoke room, and I liked her version~ (Coz her voice is really nice~ (: hehe)

And... the second time I heard this song was a couple of days ago, in Elmer's room, when he played the song. And I knew I HAD to download it... hehehe... Now I have it in my library~~ Woo hoo~~ =D

hahaha...

Btw, the name of the song is "防空洞" by Penny Tai~ =D

Reasons I Despise Smokers

This post that I'm going to type here would be offensive to some of the readers out there, especially the smokers, but heck, like I give a damn. I have a right to type. These hands, are mine. =)

Okay, so the story begins...

Just now as I was having my dinner in Da Light of King Center, I saw something... disturbing to me...

And that's the reason I'm typing this now, coz I really am annoyed by what I saw...

And the thing I saw was a 13 year old kid lighting a cigarette.

His age was just a guess of mine, and I can't be correct for sure. And I knew his age because of his voice. The "I-have-just-started-my-puberty-and-my-voice-sounds-like-a-drag-queen" voice of his seriously gave it away. What's more importantly sick was that beside him was a four/five-year old girl. Who was standing just a mere 5 metre away from him. Damn.

I may not like kids, but for crying out loud, they are too young to die! Don't you think?

People these days are seriously... out of their mind...

I wonder what these people are thinking before they smoke. What makes them smoke I wonder too...

Passive Smoking kills, and I don't think people are actually aware of this. It's okay if you wanna smoke, that's your own choice, but at least go somewhere remote where there wasn't anyone near you please?

Do you guys know that the chances of getting cancer is higher in a passive smoker? Do you guys even know what passive smoking is? Passive smoking, also known as second-hand smoking, happens when one person is smoking and you're inhaling (breathing in) the smoke that has been exhaled (breathed out) by a smoker.

And we don't have a choice you know? We can't choose to not breathe in the damn smoke that you've breathed out.

And what happens when we die from cancer because of the passive smoking we've gone through? You still go on with your life, completely unaware of your actions and still going on living the guiltless life of yours.

Smoking near a person makes no difference from murdering someone. You are contributing into a person's death, and that makes you a murderer. ==

OMFG!

Today... it's a very weird day... Started off... quite nicely... Then sank down very much, and then rose back up again. Don't get me? Well, you don't have to. Lolz.

Do you guys have dreams when you sleep? Quite recently, I'm kinda active in having dreams. A few days ago, I had a bad dream in which the dream was a kinda freaky and yet realistic one...

In the dream, I was in an argument. A friend of mine (a couple of them actually), her boyfriend and my respected teacher, Sir Ghazali, were in the dream... and the scene? A carpark that somehow resembles the one in Yayasan shopping complex in Brunei and a mixture of the carpark of Spring's.

In the dream, I've forgotten what it was, but something halted my progress on something. Then came my female friend, who asked me angrily, "Did you click the 'like' button in my album?" and I answered "yes" in a stammering way.

She then scolded me and I asked, "Walao, I just clicked the 'like' button nia, do you have to be so angry?"

And the next thing I knew, her boyfriend appeared in front of me, and out came a knife in his hands and wanted to attack me. Luckily, Sir Ghazali pulled me away and told me to run. I did, and my female friend began to chase me. But since I'm such a fast runner (Oh, I'm just so proud... =PP), I outran her and moments later, I was back in the scene with Sir and my other friend (the boyfriend). He was defeated by Sir Ghazali, since he's a pro in Taekwondo~~ =D

And then I just woke up. Didn't even get to say "thanks" to him... LOLZ~~

And today, I had a pleasant dream to compensate the bad dream... But too bad I couldn't remember a thing at all about the dream... The only thing I can remember is that it is sweet and relaxing...

Oh yea... Now that I've typed until here, it came back to me... Well, just a little bit lah~~

I was in two differently & weirdly linked world... One, is the Ruang Ligar of PJN, and the other is a theme park; a roller-coaster ride... Jerudong Park? IDK... XP

In the scene, I ran from Ruang Ligar to the roller coaster ride, and I was seated with A LOT of my friends~~ =D

The thing was, as the ride was about to go off, I realized I didn't buckled up!!! But when I wanted to buckle up it was too late, as the ride has started and soon I was already falling, and I quickly hang onto something...

And~ seconds later, we were already on the ground, and I remembered pulling something and a lot of candies dropped down~~ =D

I went to pick the candy out, and so did my friends... Although some of my friends are happy, I could see a very disconnected-but-very-once-close friend back in Chung Hua, she was shaking her head as she walked past me, her face was full of disgust... Hohoho~~ =P

Wah~~ after collecting the candy, I don't know why, as I walked out from the ride, I was taking the escalator down, and down was the supermarket!!! And then I have no more candy with me... awww.... =\

And... the dream just ended... I woke up, and it was already 10.08am... My extra class begins at 10am... O.o

hahahahaha... XD

Ah... I miss my Bruneian friends a lot... no. I miss them A LOT!!! Hahaha~ =D

Can't wait to go back home to meet/chat/play with them... =)

And that's for this morning... this afternoon, I went to eat Vegetarian food~~ =D

Went there using Jin's car, with Rocky sitting on the passenger seat and me sitting on "MY" seat... =D

Adeline brought three of her friends, Mey Sien, Yvonne and her "lil' bro", whom I've forgotten the name and is actually younger than me but looked Adeline's age... ==

We went to... I've forgotten the name of the restaurant, but it was a very nice restaurant just beside Pop Wave and nearby Absolute KTV... =D

I ordered Seaweed Fried Rice although I'm allergic to seaweed, coz the name is so unique and I wondered how the taste would be... DAMN! It tastes so nice!!! =D

I love vegetarian food~ But that doesn't mean I don't enjoy eating meat... I can live without eating meat... =)

hehehe

And, as we're going back, I noticed my phone's screen has died out. This time, even when I didn't slide it up... =\

I was so worried that I didn't speak the whole journey back to Swinburne!!! Gladly, Jin & Rocky didn't notice my silence, and so I just kept quiet... hahaha...

Restarted my phone, but still the same... I plucked the... front case out and tried "fixing" it by flicking the screen and pressing on it (did this with the phone switched off). The screen came back, but that was only temporary... By the time I got back to campus, the screen said "goodbye" to me again... ==

My mid-sem exams are coming next Monday, which is 2 days from now, and so I studied a bit of Malaysian Studies and Morals... but nothing can go into my mind... =\

Jin, Adeline, Rocky, Yvonne and Mey Sien joked a lot but I couldn't hear a thing as I was playing music to make me concentrate... but I couldn't concentrate!!! Facebooked a bit and then continued to study while worrying what happened to my screen... Mum texted me but I can't reply her!!! (I knew it's her and no one else because she's expected to message me at that time... And also, no one would even bother to message me, so... yea...)

LOLZ!

Then, when Adeline left, Jin suggested him and Rocky go play Dota in open lab... I said I wanted to join as well, since nothing can stick into my head... I managed to kill one or two "heroes", and I'm proud... hohoho... coz I'm just a beginner... =P

After Jin left (with victory with no thanks to me...), me and Rocky went to Chillipepper to have our dinner... Enjoyed a bit before going back to hostel.

And, after accidentally dropped my phone, the screen came back again... ==

SWEAT!!! ==|||

Then, the first thing I did was to check the overdue message... And guess what? My mum told me that my dad has bought a machine that allows me to play TEKKEN 6!!! OMGGG!!!! =DDD

So happy~~ But then... don't think I have a copy of Tekken 6 yet though... ==

Hehehe~~ SO happy~~ It's a second-hand model, and I wonder how much did he buy that for... Gosh! He just changed his phone last month, and now he bought a PS3... ==

So rich ho... If rich then buy me a new phone lah... ==

Or gimme more pocket money... hohoho... =P

Mum also told me that maybe I'll be getting my dad's ex phone as a substitution to my currently "cacat" phone... =)

Good lah... Kinda sick of my Nokia 5300 already... Sliding phones are a No-no... ==

HAHAHA...

Today is seriously a WEIRD DAY!!! XD

=\

Damn, I'm really tired. As in REALLY tired. =(

Exams are coming soon; it's just next week... But still... whatever I read... they just couldn't go into my brain and stick there for like, two weeks. Right. How greedy of me. ==

Grr... I don't wanna revise!!! But I can't procrastinate at all... I have no choice but to do so... Sucks... =\

Aiyo... These days I've been missing sleep. As in A LOT of them... My sleeping pattern is disturbed again... Not a good thing... =\

Sigh~~

Donate for Charity and get 3 Christmas Cards for FREE

Christmas is coming soon, and Lions Club of Kuching North is now selling nicely-designed Christmas Cards for a reasonable price of RM5 for 3 cards. This project is in the aid of the Charity and Community Projects, the Free Rural Water Supply Projects, the Sight Restoration Projects, the Diabetes Awareness Campaign and the Health Screening Campaign.

"Donate for Charity and you'll get 3 free Christmas Cards."

So, to all Christians who are looking for Christmas Cards, this is where you can buy them. You can come to Swinburne University of Technology, and you can look for Miss Joanne Lim, (+6014-996-6148) or Mister Kelvin Chong (+6016-857-1258). Please kindly state your name and your business beforehand.

A German proverb says "Charity sees the need, not the cause."

So help whoever you can. You can make a difference.

Peace, y'all~ =)

Music~

MCR!!! I'm currently addicted to their songs~~ =D

From their album "The Black Parade" only though... teehehehe...

The album might be old (it was released back in 2006), but the songs are just so nice... XD

In Chinese there is a saying which is, "百听不厌", which literally translates into "Doesn't get bored (of it) even after a hundred listens to it"... Yea. Silly translation. But true also... hehehe

However, I don't think I won't get sick of listening to them for a hundred times lah... Depend on how often I listen to them also... If I keep listening to them again and again, then surely I'll get sick easily... I don't know if it's only me or is this general to all of you out there.... hehehe

Wootz! Now I've downloaded some of the albums that I was SOOOO in love with back then... They're surely a good listen when you're sick of listening to the new songs again and again... No offence to the artists, but it's just because I have been listening to them for too many times...

Now that I have those older albums, I can at least reminisce how much I've enjoyed the past music instead of just banging my head into those catchy-but-easily-gotten-sick-of songs... =P

Wee~~ I wanna shout out to Ms. Tata Young (even though you can't hear me) for your three great English albums... :D

Hm... now I should go get myself Sugababes' "Taller In More Ways" album... One of the best as well... Go get it if you're curious. You WON'T be disappointed, I guarantee... Teehee~~ =PP

Check-List~

Remember this post?

Well, of the ten things being mentioned, until now, I've done 6 of it. Hehehe... Kinda proud of myself... Hohoho~~

=D

The six things that I have done are

2) Watch 2012 with my friends in MBO,

5) Relax

6) Play all day and all night long

7) Blog more frequently (I've done this the most... teehee~~)

9) Make more friends AND FINALLY

10) Learn more things... =D

For number 10 is an obvious one lah... Coz, I have Moral Studies, which has a lot of new words to memorize... teehee~~

Argh~~ Right now, I still haven't found a job, and I haven't edited a song yet, and I haven't drawn anything that I can proudly post in Deviantart. Lolz. (Not that I have drawn anything yet)

I'm still waiting for a chance and a time to cover a song. I really wanna sing!!! And record it down so I know how HORRIBLY I sing... HAHAHAHAHHA!!!

Sigh~~ I wanna do lots of stuff~~ But these stuffs that I do have NOTHING to do with my current Summer Semester at all... AT ALL!!! ==

Being able to let you go that easily.... I wonder if it's a good thing or not... =\

I'm Already Gone~

Just now, as I was walking back to my hostel room after going to King Center to have my real late dinner, the song that was played on my outdated phone's music player was Kelly Clarkson's "Already Gone".

And, linking the song title to my current situation, yea. I guess I've really gone away. Away from the silly and impossible love relationship.

In the song, Kelly sings that she left the guy even though he's a good guy and is "perfect", but me, I leave because it's for the better. Hohoho~

And no, I don't think I'm that 伟大, being the one walking away. I walk away because I know I'm wrong. If I don't walk away, there's no way I'm going to be happy... =)

Wee~ I'm really proud of myself for being able to walk away... =P

Hehehe... 2009 is ending... But I still haven't found the one who's for me... =\

Oh well, hopefully 2010 will be better~~ hahaha... XD

开心开心～～

今天，我很荣幸地向大家说声：“我已经进步很多了！”

我看昨晚应该是我太累的关系吧！所以才会胡思乱想。。。

读者们，如果我有让您们担心了的话，我在这里向您们说声 “对不起！！！”

今天的我，已经没有像昨晚一样的了~ 我想应该是没休息足够的关系吧，所以才没有足够的力量来应付这场无聊的　“战争”。。。　ｈｅｈｅｈｅ。。。

最好我能每一天都这样坚强。。。　如果是的话，那多不久，我就能把它给放下了～～

开心开心！！！　＝ＤＤ

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈～～

がんばって!!!

Okay, there are something better to do other than missing someone I shouldn't.

It's a brand new week already, and like I have promised, I will start on my assignments.

And, since next week will be the Mid-Sem Exam, it also means I'll use my time to revise the boring Malaysian Studies and the interesting Moral Studies... Plus. Bahasa Kebangasaan A... Damn... 3 exams in 3 days...

Hahaha... good oso... Will make myself busy... So that I won't think other unnecessary things... hohoho... XD

First, do my Malaysian Studies assignment, then, Moral. After Mid-Sem Exam baru do my BKA assignment... Hohoho~~ XD

Tata~ Surely will be a heck of a three weeks starting today... hehehe...

Will start listening to music all day and all night long to keep myself going on... hahaha

XD

Annoyed...

I don't believe this. I mean, I refuse to.

Someone's getting on my nerves, and... to tell the truth, that person didn't do anything to me. But it's the things that person does to himself and others that I'm pissed off at.

May I ask why? Why are you like this?

Why is it so hard for you to try as hard as we do? It's just a simple thing to do and you have to cheat in order to make yourself happy. What is wrong with you?

We've clicked our hearts out in order for us to get our high scores. And I dare say we were also annoyed when we didn't get good marks. And I also dare say we've never even thought of cheating. But you. I don't know what it is wrong with you that made you do it.

Is it because you wanna be number one in the list of players? If that is so, shouldn't you get to that position by using your own POTENTIAL? Why cheat? Do you feel glamorous being on the top spot but everyone knows that you're actually cheating?

Or is it because you wanna show off your ability to cheat? If that is so, I suggest you go somewhere else and cheat. It freaking annoys me to see your name on top of the list knowing that you didn't do much to earn it.

What is it that lead you to do this? I'm freaking curious. And damn pissed off as well... ==

伤啊！！！

Sigh~~~~

我以为我有那种勇气来抵抗它的魅力。。。

但我知道，现在的我，根本没有哪一种力量来应付他。。。

我很生气我自己没有足量的纪律来应付这场“战争”。。。

我很想把它给放下，但每一次它被提起时，我的心就会无意中的暂停一下；我无法呼吸；我很想大声尖叫，但我知道，无论我做什么，他还是会回来地　“诱惑”　我。。。仿佛叫着我，叫我不要轻易的放弃。。。

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！

为何你要这样残酷？为何你要这样的来折磨我呢？难道要把你放下真的有这么难吗？

“不行了。。。　你不能在这样的痛苦下去了”　我告诉我自己。但我这样做又如何呢？只要我一天还留在　Swinburne　我知道要把你放下是一件很难的事。只要我有看到你的名字，我就会不知不觉的想念你。。。

眼看手不动；能看不能碰。这种感觉真的是非常的残酷。。。

我现在就仿佛生不如死；没看见你就好像世界末日一样。但一看到你我就无法呼吸，整个灵魂根本都不再属于我的了。。。

我发觉到，每一次我被某某人吸引到时，每当我想把他给忘了，他就会无时无刻地出现在我面前。但我很想见他时，他就无影无终；根本连影子都看不到。。。

天啊！！！您能给我一种能把他给忘掉的力量吗？

如果待在这里是我无法把你忘掉的理由的话，那我现在很想捡了包袱；一走了之。。。

T__T

我现在真的真的很想念你。。。很想马上都能见到你。。。但如果见了你我又会很想你。。。

Sigh~~~

100th post

Ain't it funny? *thinking of the Jennifer Lopez's song by the same title*

Last night, as I was updating my blog with sadness in which some of my friends could feel me, I was all but happy and joyful. And now, I'm all joyful and happy but everything else.

I guess you can call me... changeable. A chameleon. Maybe that's what I am. But hey, I have told you guys --at least tried-- that I change my mind/thoughts really easily. I have MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder). Yea, sucks. ==

Last night, I missed someone a lot. And to an extend that it hurt me... After seeking guidance from Joanne, who kept on telling me to let that person go, and Syaza, who told me more or less the same thing, I've made a decision, and that is I will let that person go. I don't wanna be the reason a sweet couple breaks up, nor do I wanna live a life where I'm not who I am.

It's stupid of me thinking that it's alright to be the third party in a relationship. I mean. Sure, it'll bring me happiness, but how long will it last right? It's about time I start thinking about the prolonged consequences instead of the ones that are right in front of me. Meaning, I should think about the future instead. Will I really be happy in the end?? I don't think so too...

Although this person has come to my mind several times today, the feeling is different from how it was last night. Last night, as I thought about that person, I was sad and desperate... But now, I'm cool and calm. No longer did I have the lust to own this person anymore.

Today, I've listened to a lot of great tracks... From My Chemical Romance to Tata Young, I'm really happy that my library is finally updated with songs that I might enjoy for now. Seriously. I'm already sick of hearing the same Beyonce, Britney & Lady Gaga songs. Today, as I listen to Tata Young and MCR, I was happy.

One of the most memorable songs was MCR's "I Don't Love You"...

One sentence from its lyrics said, "I don't love you, like I did, yesterday."

Yea, that is so true. I love that sentence to death. Literally! HAHAHA!!!

I think this phrase was the reason I downloaded the whole album today, because, I've heard the whole album before, back in Form 4, which is 2007. But because I've forgotten about the song until today, I have never thought of downloading this fabulous album for myself...

People, if you're into great music, MCR's "The Black Parade" is a must-own. There aren't shouting like Linkin Park's, nor are they disturbing lyrics + music such as Metallica/other rock bands... The lyrics are well-written; witty and awesome, and some songs will definitely touch you in some way...

Then, it's Tata Young. Before I reformatted my laptop, I have had her albums in my library, in which I'd skip some of the songs when they are being played. But now, as I listened to all three of her English albums (I don't do Thai, sorry), I remembered that I was deeply in love with her songs before...

And two of the most touching songs I've ever heard from her are both in her second English album, "Temperature Rising", and the songs are "I Guess I Never Knew My Baby" and "For You I Will".

The lyrics to "I Guess I Never Knew My Baby" is really sad... It's about a couple breaking up, and she sang, "I'm saying I never trusted you the way I should; I guess I never knew my baby; I guess my baby never knew me. And tell me why, we never did the things we could; I guess I never knew my baby; I guess my baby never knew me, at all~"

It's such a sad song, you know? But it's okay if you don't get it. lolz.

And the second one, "For You I Will", it talks about friendship. Well, at least in my point of view. Check out the lyrics. I HAVE to post it here... I've been wanting to share this song for AGES! And now I finally have the chance... Wee~~

Tata Young - For You I Will (Temperature Rising) [2006]

When you're feeling lost in the night

When you feel your world just ain't right

Call on me, I will be waiting

Count on me, I will be there

Anytime the times get too tough

Anytime your best ain't enough

I'll be the one to make it better

I'll be there to protect you, see you through

I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

[Chorus]

I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero, your strength

Anything you need

I will be the sun in your sky

I will light your way for all time

Promise you, for you I will

I will shield your heart from the rain

I won't let no harm come your way

Oh these arms will be your shelter

No these arms won't let you down

If there is a mountain to move

I will move that mountain for you

I'm here for you, I'm here forever

I will be your fortress, tall and strong

I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

[Chorus]

For you I will, lay my life on the line

For you I will fight, hmmm, for you I will die

With every breath, with all my soul

I'll give my word, I'll give it all

Put your faith in me

And I'll do anything

[Chorus]

Promise you, for you I will

I've wanted to sing this song for some time now, but... nah... not a good idea... lolz... hahahhaa

As long as I have the heart then okay liao lah~ hahaah =D

Ahh~~ now downloading G Force, Blu Ray 720p the movie... I can't wait (for the download to finish)!!! XD

HAHAHA!!! I gotta feeling, that I'm gonna be really happy~~ Without you~~ =)

And, WOO HOO!!! This marks my 100th post!!! I can't believe it!!! XD

hehehe... can't wait for my 1000th post... mwahahahahhaah... XD

[Recovering & Happy Joey]

IMY

Have you ever been in a relationship where you seriously want to be with someone, but can't because of certain circumstances?

Be it exes, distance or whatever, there's bound to be something in the way.

I don't like it.

I don't like it at all.

Why couldn't a pair of couple just be in love with no other people/stuff interfering?

"Ik ben bereid om een derde partij te doen. . . Maar we hebben goede resultaten?"

I posted this in as my status today. It means... "I don't mind being the third party, but will this result in a good ending?"

More or less the same meaning. Coz I typed this in Chinese, and translated it to Dutch (I think; couldn't remember).

Grr... I feel like a bitch. So desperate for love, but knows deep down inside I can't have one.

I don't wanna be a third party, and spoil everything for them. They are a happy couple; a perfect match... I don't wanna separate them, nor do I have the strength or ability to do so.

But it hurts me every time I look at that person, knowing that we couldn't be together.

Grr... why is this happening? Things weren't like this! They weren't like this during the previous semester! Maybe we weren't supposed to have known each other... Maybe I shouldn't have joined SDC, then I wouldn't have met them. And then he'd still be hating me and she'd never have known me at all.

But what's the use of bull-ing right? What's past is past, and I can never turn back time to go back to the past and tell myself, "Don't do it. Don't join the freaking Dance Club."

=\

I hate it. I hate it whenever I'm in love or whether it's just a crush, the person MUST be the wrong one for me. Why? God is sadistic enough? ==

Sigh... I can't help but to miss you a lot... And damn how I wish I could resist you... I don't care if you know or not, I just wanna say, "I Miss You"......

=(