>:|

I'm a liar because I lied through my words.

You're a hypocrite because you lied through your actions.

I'd rather lie to myself by telling everyone that I'm okay with you, but you'd rather lie to pretend that you don't dislike me. Puh~ You suck. ==

Oh, and Happy December everyone! 2010 is ending! FINALLY! Yay~

let's just put an end to all the misery and unhappy events behind us, and welcome a new year with big, warm arms yeah? =D

Hm... you know what? I should just stop asking people to follow me in Twitter.

If they can't handle my nonstop updates in Facebook, how are they going to endure my ridiculously infinite updates in Twitter?

I've kind of figured it out... Before, I updated my Facebook status about once every three minutes. And my Twitter = Three times every one minute.

So... I won't blame you if you decide to unfollow me... It's a good choice too. =)

Another good thing is, I can just tweet about what's happening in campus without having to worry about if I would offend anyone. Coz, I don't give a damn and neither do you.

=)

I'm kind of loving my life right now...

But then... I'm having lots of things that I should be doing... And yet, I won't be doing them for now... Procrastinating yo! xD

Oh, had a random thought of cutting my hair last night. And I really did it today... And it's only RM12... I hear from my friends that they've gotten their hair cut for RM18 or more... :)

Hehehe... I feel very happy today... Although... I have run out of things that I want to do... lol~

Oh, I've thought of a new future...

I want to study Maths, major in it, and then maybe I'll be a teacher in the future... Hehe... That job has been out of my league ever since I can remember... And now I'm interested in teaching... Lol... =P

Well, let's see what I can do... Let's see what God has to offer me... =)

Oh yea, I want to eat my 菜... Although I'm very sure it's impossible... =)

Don't worry. I'll still be happy. =)

Family. What's the use of having them when none of them understands you?

Our heart. The stronger it is, the harder it is to maintain.

Once it's broken, it'll take a long time for a suitable "spare part" to replace what was broken.

That is how Joey "C"s it. =P

I seriously hate it when smart people say "I did bad for my paper." when they get their test papers back. When I asked "How much did you get then?", and I get the answer "15/20"...

==

Zzz... 15 out of 20 is considered bad? Nearly 90% of the class failed! When poor students get a 15 out of 20 they'd be thanking God already and you're there, "Oh, I did so badly..."

Such people annoy the hell out of me. But... it's their life. I shouldn't care so much about it.

Lalala~

Just some random post to clear my head off... =)

My New Motto

I don't know if it really can be called a "motto", coz it's really long... =P

Anyway, here goes:

"When life brings you down, get back up. When your Plan A fails, go for Plan B. When you've run out of alphabets to use, use numbers instead! If ever you've run out of numbers to use, then tell me. Coz that'll be the time I'll go to you and tell you, 'That's it, you can give up now'."

Really long right? lol...

Sien... seven early eight early already seek tiok them... zzz

My Greatest Mistakes in Kuching

1) Falling in love with those who I shouldn't have. But... if you ask me I'd say I'd do it again... Coz it's always a very pleasurable feeling to be in love... =)

2) Coming here... Seriously, I get my heart broken every single semester... Now my heart has been so scarred that it feels nothing already... lol~

3) Getting to know you all... Seriously, if I'd known, I'd never have joined Dance Club and nothing would have happened from then on... It all began after I knew and got close to you all...

Hm... I actually have thought of more, but... I just forgot what they are when I actually am typing... lol~ =P

3 more days...

3 more days to decide it all...

I'm really hoping for the worst, which is the best for me. =P

I don't know what will happen, I just hope that it will be in the way that I liked it... =P

New Wishlist!

Remember my post which was like, a hundred ages ago? This one.

Out of the 13 things that I wanted to do, I did 12 of them. :D

And so I'm coming up with a new wishlist that I hope am able to achieve. :)

1) Save money for contact lenses. Yes, I think I look better without my specs. =P
2) Save money for a new laptop. Yes, something that when I look at it, I won't have the urge to release my anger onto... Lol! =D
3) Go for body-building. Seriously, I'm too skinny... And, I think I'll look better (and attract more girls) if I'm somehow more fit. =P
4) Start working. There's this shop in The Spring, "Game Mania", and they're hiring... =) And, if I can get a post there, I will be able to one, play games, two, work, and three, earn money! =D

hahahahahahaha~ Well, that's what I have in mind right now... :)

It's true that we don't know a lot of things in this world.

Currently, I don't know how long my heart is going to continue beating. It's become more and more... how to say? Well, refer to my previous post.

There has been a lot of things happening recently... October just isn't the month for me I guess... It's not like I care... At least not anymore.

I don't know what to do anymore. People continue to live for their ambitions; for their dreams. But I don't even know what they are anymore. There was once in Twitter when #in10years was trending.

I wanted to type "#in10years I will be a successful man, where I earn lots of money and live with my family happily ever after". But... as I typed "#in10years", I stopped. I can't even see that far into the future yet...

I don't even know if I would wake up the next day, what more should I expect in 10 years time?

I'm currently very lost. I don't know what to do, and I have no motivation in doing anything anymore.

I've been selfishly thinking that if my loan doesn't get approved, I'll go back to Miri and I'll work there. So that I can be with my family again. Kuching is seriously more and more retarded than I can get used to. More and more rotten things have happened and I don't want to go through them anymore...

You can call me a coward. A wimp. A loser. I don't care. I couldn't care either.

If I have no reason to believe in myself, why should I believe in anything else, right? Right now, I'm just grateful that my heart is still beating... The furthest that I can see in the future is next year, January. When I go back home for good... I don't want to study anymore... I seriously don't feel like studying anymore...

Why waste money on me? There's someone else in the family who deserves more than me to study and I feel like I'm just standing in her way. If I've never existed, she would be studying now. She wouldn't have to suffer all the pain that she's going through. I feel like a monster, destroying people's future.

I really have tried my best. I've tried my best to impress everyone. But not only do my impressions failed, I now have lost the power to continue living.

Sigh... This should be the best time in my life to throw a 500mph car toward me as I'm crossing the road on my way back home...

I ♥ U

Ever wondered why ♥ is typed as < 3?

It's because you accept your other half's negativity, makes him/her feel like there is zero gravity, proofs to him/her that you're his/her one and only, so that the two of you can be together...

:)

It's October!

Gah, the dreadful September is finally over...

And I think my readers (especially those who are connected with me via FB and Twitter) must have been thinking, "Uh, again? Can't he just move on?"

Well, my answer to you guys: "I will. Right after this post."

And so October hasn't been very friendly to me yet, but I think things will turn out to be better... Unlike last month, it started so smoothly and by the final few days it began to rain shit all over me... ==

Okay, so here's to all the people wishing for a month better than September... "Happy October!"

My prayers will be heard. They will. Although I don't really know who will hear them, but I know they will not go unheard... I believe...

So here's what happen when you don't know who to believe in... They are so many religions, and they are all talking about the same thing... Hahaha... It's like a person not knowing whether he should choose DiGi, Celcom or Maxis... (Is Celcom and Maxis the same plan? O.o)

Whatever... You get what I mean... XD

Alright... Time to move on... Today's just the second day of October... I won't be wishing for too much yet... The best things are meant for us to wait and anticipate for, right? XD

Something is wrong...

...with my heart.

That thing happened yesterday, but my heart felt nothing... nothing at all.

No bitterness.

No sadness.

No anger.

No happiness.

No nothing...

None at all...

Normally, if things like that happened, my first reaction would be crying my heart out. But not this time... This time, I couldn't even make myself sympathetic enough to cry my heart out. This time, I am not the victim. They are. They just made (one of) their biggest mistakes in their lives.

Well... it's not like they care, right? If they stopped being friends with me, they could be cheering. But whatever their reaction is, I don't care anymore.

Starting today, I swear, that I will live for myself, and no longer my friends...

Seriously...

What's the use of putting them in front of me when they don't appreciate it?

What's the use of taking a bullet for them when they don't need to be saved?

What's the use of everything that I have ever done for them?

What's the use of calling each other "brother/sister" when none of them took it to the heart?

And by the way, to all of the people I have listed as my siblings in Facebook, I treat them wholeheartedly as if they're my family.

But yea... Sometimes it's the closest people to you that hurt you the most...

From today onwards, I won't waste my time thinking if my words will hurt others. I will put myself as the main priority... I won't let myself get hurt anymore.

To those that think I'm talking about you, yea. I am talking about you. Go figure how you've treated me recently. Think about how I have been treating you guys and how you guys have been treating me.

For times and times again, I suck everything in because I treasure our friendship. It seems like our Titanic has finally hit the iceberg. It is slowly sinking, and hell yea, it's sinking.

It's just a matter of time before the Titanic sinks completely. It's just a matter of time where I will not give a damn about you people anymore...

And here I would like to make it official: I quit Dance Club.

Happy Birthday MUM!!! =D

Okay, this should be a "Happy Belated Birthday" greeting instead... Coz I don't have any access to the internet yesterday... Well, I did have, but only for about 20 minutes... And for that 20 minutes I didn't even think of updating my blog... haha...

So, yesterday was a very eventful and unforgettable day for me... =)

I woke up at around 9 something, forcing myself to get up because I need to get to Swinburne by 12pm to listen to rules and regulations of a tournament that I participated in...

Since the previous night, on Friday, I have already have bad feelings for Saturday, and guess what? I am so right!

When I woke up to brush my teeth and to take a shower, there's no water for about 30 minutes!!! =(

And so I took my sweet sweet time to play my PSP... =P

At around 11am, I was ready for Swinburne. I went to the Swinburne Carnival to check out some stuff, and luckily my 大哥 Andy was there to show me around. He brought me to Dance Club's stall and there I bought a cup of sugarcane juice. =P

After that we went to the library. There we saw Jessie, Ah Jo, Alvin and Boon Han. After that, Duckie, Elmer and Rocky arrived at the library and they chatted for awhile while I continued to practice my Tekken... =P

And so, at around 12pm, impatiently I walked to the Auditorium to see how things go... I was casted as the 14th player, out of an initial 18, and finally 20. The tournament would only start at 2pm, and so I have 2 more hours to practice.

The thing that I was the most worried about was the assignment of the shoulder buttons (the L1/L2/R1/R2 buttons of the controller). Because I have been heavily spoiled by my shoulder buttons, I was worried if shoulder buttons are unassigned, I would be in deep trouble... You see, I have been developing some really cool (and not to mention very long and powerful) combos with the help of my shoulder buttons.

Initially, the shoulder buttons are assigned, but the settings are uneasy for me to adapt and hence I was once again, worried.

I tried to reassign the buttons on my PSP to force myself to adapt to the new button settings, but after about 3 or 4 matches later, the organizer, Mr. Robert, announced that shoulder buttons would not be used because some of the players have brought their own controller and it's very troublesome to reassign the shoulder buttons every time the controller is changed.

After hearing the news, I told myself to calm down, because without the shoulder buttons, I still have other combos to unleash... I'll just have to save them for other matches in the future... =)

Then, it was finally my turn to play. I used my dearest Lili, (pictured here) in her third costume (pictured here). The stage was Manji Valley (the snow place), against an opponent named "Space Monyet"... I have forgotten who he has used, but yea, I managed to "Perfect" him once... =P

After that, I waited for other players to play while I try to study every players' fighting patterns... But, yea, I didn't get to learn much... Hehe~ =)

When it was my turn to play again, I guess it was the controller's problem, where I couldn't execute my moves correctly. I think there should be some sort of a lag in the controller and so I panicked. I wanted to ask for a change of controllers but I didn't... (Another reason would be because I was intimidated by the opponent, who uses Paul. I'm SCARED of Paul!!! T___T)

And so I lost that match... I didn't give up actually, since it's a Double-Elimination, meaning you can lose in the tournament twice... Lose once, you go to the "Loser's Bracket". You lose again, you lost the tournament... So from the "Loser's Bracket", there's still a chance for me to win the tournament... =)

And finally, it came to Top 8, Top 4, and finally Top 2... The process was long enough, but I enjoyed it a lot... =)

In my final match between me and my opponent, Patrick, I have to beat him twice, actually, before I can be considered as the winner. Because I have lost once, but he hasn't. And so he needs to go through a Double-Elimination as well... O.o

The final match was between Lili & Asuka... Wow, what a coincidence... They are both rivals! hahaha... :D

Patrick won the first round, and since then I began to mercilessly kick his bottom... Sorry! =P

When he was eliminated once, I can see that he has been holding back his combos a lot. As if he was intimidated by me. =S

But still I kept my cool and continued bashing on Asuka until I finally won the tournament... To tell the truth, I actually didn't realize that I have won until I noticed that I was in the Top 2... XD

I was actually waiting for my next match when I discovered that... It was already my final match... XD

And here are some photos~ ;D

The battle formation (whatever it is being called...)

My first match against Mr. Space Monyet

My final match against Patrick...



Me, receiving the prize~~ :D



Me! =D

Yea, I've learned a lot through this competition... Hopefully I can train further to become a better Lili user... =)

And so, until next time, this has been The King of Iron Fist Tournament 6, Joey Chen. :)

倒霉!!!

Eeesh!!! So soi lah me...

Last night ho, when I got home I wanted to transfer the freshly downloaded Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep into my PSP and I realized my mouse is functionless now... Like, it won't run. ==

And then, after transferring the game into my PSP, I played it (of course... If not why I put inside leh...?) and suddenly, my earphones, which I had plugged into my PSP, suddenly have no sound coming out. And at first I thought maybe I have accidentally muted it or something and so I unplugged it and plugged it in again. Still, no sound...

I tried it on my phone and the same thing happens... ==

Eesh!!! So soi lar!!! =(

The earphones mean a lot to me... And is the longest-lasting ones that I have gotten in my whole terrible life... =(

And now, without my earphones, my life is suddenly so noisy... So dull... so uninteresting... =(

I WANT AND I NEED MUSIC!!! ==

Pain to the Full!!! =(

Have you ever been in such pain that you actually feel like vomiting? It feels really weird to be feeling like this this dawn...

I didn't really had a nice sleep last night... I was kinda excited about the English version of Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep, and I played the game until 12.30am before finally wanting to sleep...

I slept until around 4.14am, where I had the occasionally late-at-night-stomachaches, and I was awaken from the pain. At first I tried to ignore it by continuing to sleep, but then the pain was too great for me to bear and so I went to the toilet to get rid of it.

It was only when I sat on the toilet bowl that I felt like vomiting... The only thing I could feel at that time was the pain... It was so painful that I felt like vomiting... Strange huh? =|

Sigh~ But I guess I'm okay now... Just very tired because I couldn't sleep after that... And I had to wake up at 7am... =(

Sigh~~~

Blood Donation~

Yup! I've finally done it! My first ever blood donation! :D

I've always wanted to donate my blood, but because I was underage (and I was worried because I am underweight), I wasn't able to do so...

But, yea, today I did it... I feel so proud being able to donate~ :D

And yea, I guess the people around me are getting so sick of me showing off that I can donate my blood... hahahaha...

Anyway, gonna post up some pictures soon... :)

Wake Me Up, When September Ends~~

Happy September people! Birthdays coming soon... Lots of them... =P

FF... Friends Forever.

I was really unhappy yesterday evening... I kinda received one of the biggest shocks of my life...

But, luckily I have friends (and really good ones too) who I can (and did) talk to... It is only through this event that I realized I have lots of besties... =P

Sigh~ It took me a lot to do something, and in the end, it was nearly crushed by just one person's force... It's scary as hell, but it also made me understand that, in this world, having something good doesn't mean the world. You need to present it to the correct person in order for that "good" to be put into good use...

I think I have presented my work to the right and wrong hands... I'm now praying that the good hands will guide me through this... thing... Or else I will seriously lose the motivation to ever do that thing again...

What thing? Er... It's a secret... =P

Happy Independence Day~

53 years already... haha

My Video Uploads! :D

Remember that I've promised to upload at least one video by the end of this year? Well, turns out I now have TWO~ :D

The first one is a mash-up between Girls' Generation and Ke$ha's "Run Devil Run", and you can check the video out here. :)

The second one is just fresh off the oven; I just finished uploading it onto Youtube. It's a 4minute medley (Note: The name of the group is "4minute", it doesn't mean the medley is 4 minutes long... XD), and it features some of 4minute's songs (I basically just joined them together... hahaha). You can check it out here. :)

I'm the one who mixed those songs together, and so if you guys wanna use it anyhow, you must ask for my permission first yea? Although, yea, I don't own the artists and the songs, but still, I mixed them. Wakakakaka... :D

And so, sit back and enjoy~ :D

ANTIs...

Okay, so there's this one thing that I seriously don't get: "What the heck is wrong with Antis?"

I was browsing through some performances from Girls' Generation on Youtube, and I saw this video that says, "[Anti SNSD] - Gee". (Check out the video here.) Curiosity got the better of me and I clicked on it. The content was talking about how Girls' Generation were recycling their dance moves and how they suck and everything, and after watching the video I was like, "Er, why is it that you pay more attention to them than us fans? You seem to notice stuff that we fans don't even notice..." (Oh yea, and check this out.)

And then it got me thinking, what is wrong with those stupid antis... It's like, they spend so much of their time finding mistakes in their anti targets, and it got me wondering their purpose for doing so. Why waste time doing such silly things? ==

I don't personally anti any artists, the most I go is, "Okay, I don't like him/her." I will not spend most of my time picking up on their mistakes and make a big issue out of it. Come on, we're all human! It's okay to make mistakes! ==

If you antis like to pick on people's mistakes, does that mean you can dance/sing/perform better than them?

One word, in conclusion: JEALOUSY!!!

And also one thing. Why do people keep saying how Girls' Generation have gone through plastic surgery? Are they really that blind to see that they haven't changed much? So let's say you're thirteen years old, and I sent you to SM Entertainment for INTENSIVE TRAINING. Do you think you wouldn't be stressed? You wouldn't get tired? You wouldn't get mentally or emotionally injured? These stress can manipulate one's genes (I think I studied this before in Bio. If it isn't true, then forgive me. =P) and causes one to change a little bit.

Well, ask yourself. If they really had time to go for plastic surgery, then why do they only do it on their faces? Why not make their breasts and/or butts bigger? Why not just transform themselves to the "perfect" girls? Why only the face? ==

Well, it's just my personal thoughts... Until I get confirmation from the girls themselves that they have undergone plastic surgery, I will not believe it. :)

Let's be fair, people. Stop hurting people with your silly assumptions. ==

Besides, there's nothing wrong with plastic surgery. It's their money, not yours. So why stress so much about it? ==

Weird Dream.

I had a weird dream today...

There are four characters, and I think I was one of them. I'm not myself in the dream, but I get to see things as a first-person view. And there are some visions of myself as well...

Okay, what am I saying? ==

Anyway, there are two girls and two guys in the dream. I'm obviously one of the guys. I had black, spiky hair, and I was wearing a blue denim jacket with a white undershirt. I also wore matching blue denim jeans. I had some wristbands on and I was wearing a pair of brown boots.

The two girls were wearing the same exact dress. The dress was a red latex dress and it was kinda short. =P
Both of them even had the same hairstyle, but one freaky thing about one of them was she looked exactly like a mannequin. Her skin tone and everything... (I guess I watched too much "Gee" before I slept... ==) And her eyes were freaky as well... O.o

The other guy was a blond, and his hair was ruffly. He looked like a jack from the eighties, and he even had a red bandanna over his forehead. His dress code was similar to mine. I had no idea why. ==

And so the thing is, I was supposed to date this girl, the normal one, not the mannequin one, and she was waiting for me. Then came the mannequin girl and they were like, "OMG! You look exactly like me!"

And... I don't know what happened next, but I was suddenly captured and tied onto a wall. The other three people were sitting on a chair, facing me, and their expression was horrified and scared.

Then came a person who told them to select a way to torture me. There are a hundred thousand ways of torturing me, and if one of them didn't do it, we'll all die. If they chose to torture me until I die, they will be set free.

Okay, I know this is kinda like "Saw", but yea... =)

It was that moment when I received a text message from my mum, and I woke up from the dream... hehe...

I've actually continued to think of the ending when I woke up... =P

If you wanna know... you can ask me... XD

Blogger, I'm Back~

Okay Blogger, I have been away for a month and more, and here I am, back in Kuching, back with internet... hehehe

So what happened during my holidays? Nothing much, if you'll ask me...

I managed to finish playing Final Fantasy XIII (that's Thirteen, if you don't understand Roman letters...) and also inFamous. The latter is a rather old game, but still, it's worth the fun. :)

Final Fantasy XIII is very addictive!!! But the ending has really disappointed me much... == I just kinda wished for more, I guess... Sigh~~

The ending to inFamous, however, is much within my prediction... I guess great minds really do think alike... hahaha... :P

Besides playing games, I have been blending myself with lots of Korean songs... Mostly from Super Junior... :)

Remember my previous post regarding which Korean bands/groups are my favorite? Yea, Super Junior (SuJu for short) is still one of them... DongHae is my favorite! :D

I've watched two of their concerts, one being "Super Junior 1st Premium Live in Japan", and another is "Super Junior The 1st Asian Tour - Super Show". And I can more or less recognize the titles of the songs... I want to watch "Super Junior The 2nd Asian Tour - Super Show 2" so badly! More importantly, if I can go to Kuala Lumpur when they tour Malaysia in their 3rd Asian Tour, that would be even better!!! :D

Ah~ I shall say my holiday is quite fun... :) Just relaxing here and there... Nothing much to think about, nothing much to worry about... Now that I am back in Kuching, I am going to study hardcore like how I did for my last semester already... HDs here I come~~ :D

And yea, I now want to aim for HDs, instead of a Credit or just a P... I wanna make my family proud of me. :D

But, like they say, "It's useless to speak with your mouth. Speak with your actions." Yea, I think I will... :)

Alright, first of all, before I settle down for my studies, I still need to get some of my stuff done first... :)

So, I'll catch y'all later~~ :D

My Favorite Korean Groups.

Working in Speedy has greatly influenced me on my music taste, and I've been bitten by the Korean bug! :D

Below are 4 of my favorite Korean Groups, who I like a lot...

1) Girls' Generation (SNSD)

Their song "Gee" is the one that tied me up with them... It's a curse!!! HAHAHA

Promo Pictures from "Gee"

Album Cover for their Mini Album, "Gee".

Them as seen in the video.

Found this online. This is cute. :)

Btw, the guy in the video is cute as well... hehehe

And then I heard the songs "Run Devil Run", "Genie" and "Oh!"...

Promo Pictures for "Tell Me Your Wish (Genie)"


I just love girls in uniforms... :) (SHORT SKIRTS~~~ XD)

Promo Pictures for "Oh!"


This was taken from their website (not by me... I found this online.)


Promo Pictures for "Run Devil Run"


"Run Devil Run", in case you don't know, is one of the three new songs in their repackaged album of "Oh!". This is the official album cover for the repackaged album, and you can see from the tagline there above, "Girls' Generation The Second Album Repackage". :)
(Btw, in case you're wondering, that girl on the cover is Yoona.)


I have a fan with this picture on it! :D


Weetz!!! They're so hot!!! XD


7 out of 9 of the girls... Donno why the remaining two aren't featured... ==

Anyways, the members of SNSD are HyoYeon, Jessica, SooYoung, Sunny, SeoHyun, TaeYeon, Yoona, Tiffany and Yuri.


1. HyoYeon

HyoYeon is my favorite! :D

She so fine~~~

2. Jessica

3. SooYoung

I think she looks better with short hair, don't you think? :)

4. Sunny

I prefer her straight hair... XD

5. SeoHyun

She always have long, straight hair... she's my second favorite, after HyoYeon (I'm still trying to remember their names and faces). Whenever I look at her, she always has this *points upwards* face on her... In her videos, in her photoshoots... the same face over and over again... O.o

Psst. She makes me feel like she can be in a horror movie where she's the ghost with long, dark hair and with a little bit of makeup, she can really be a ghost... XD

6. TaeYeon

She's pretty, don't you think? :) And she's SNSD's leader... :)

7. Yuri

Wow... her hips... XD


Yuri, eh? That name is used in God(?) Save Our King! as a guy whose name is always made fun of... hehehe... Okay, that's out of topic... >.<

8. Yoona

My sister said a lot of people like Yoona a lot... Hm... donno why but she just ain't really my type... hahaha

9. Tiffany

Last but not least, Tiffany. :)

Sorry if I got any of the names wrong... I am just following what the image filenames are telling me... O.o

Can't wait for their latest single... I think it's going to be "Star! Star! Star!"... I hope it's the R&B version... That one is better... :) It's a ballad btw... :)



2) 4Minute


Seriously, I LOVE their songs! But I don't really like their style... They look like... they're from outer space... *cough Lady Gaga cough cough*

hehehe... I love each and every song that they have recorded in their albums "For Muzik" and "Hit Your Heart (HUH)"... They're AWESOME! :D

I used to (and I'm still making) make fun of 4Minute's style... in their first album, they keep teaching us how to count... (In their songs "Muzik", "Hot Issue" & "What A Girl Wants", you can hear a lot of "One, Two, Three, Four") and I joked with my colleague William, saying, "William, are they kindergarten teachers? Coz they keep teaching us listeners how to count..."

hahaha

This is the official album cover for their first album, "For Muzik". They look... weird, right? ==




In case you didn't read the link I gave you earlier, Hyun A was a member of Wonder Girls, and So Hyun is only 15 years old!!! YOUNGER THAN ME!!!


And this is the album cover for their latest album, "Hit Your Heart (HUH)"... Here they look like 妖精 hahaha... XD
And so I told William, "William, did they fail to become kindergarten teachers? That's why they become 妖精 now in their new album?" hahahahaha... (This is an inside joke coz in their song "Hot Issue", they counted, "One, Two, Three, Four, Four!" instead of "One, Two, Three, Four, Five!" and hence the "fail to become kindergarten teachers joke... It's okay if you don't get it...)

Anyway... again, I love each and every track from this album!!! Something surprising for a group so weird looking... hahahahahaha...

This is their latest song/music video... :)

Can't wait for them to release more songs~ :)

3. Wonder Girls

My favorite would be SoHee and YooBin... :D

It's been a long time since I've heard of the group Wonder Girls and I've always liked their songs... To tell the truth, Wonder Girls is the first Korean group that I liked! :) Ever since I heard of their song "Tell Me", and then when my friend introduced to me "So Hot" and until I heard "Nobody", those songs themselves made me fall in love with them... They can sing and dance so well! :)

4. Super Junior

SuJu! :D

I have never paid much attention to SuJu or SNSD or any other groups out there before, until the song "Sorry Sorry" is released. That song made me realize how catchy it is! I remember that I used to brag about how much I dislike SuJu or any of those Korean groups, but I guess I'm wrong... :)

And I also remember that I only began to like this song ONE YEAR after it was released... =P

hehehe

There are 13 members in SuJu, and I've spent about 2 hours trying to find (and select) good pictures of each of the members, but after all the effort I think it's better if I just post pictures of them all together... :)

~~Sorry Sorry, Sorry Sorry~~

Big shout out to Ryeowook and Donghae, my favorite... :P




hahaha... Didn't knew updating this will take me so long... :)

Anyway, guys, enjoy! :D

Lalalalala~

Yosha! I'm coming back tomorrow!!! But that also means I'm not going to go online for quite some time... =P

Woosh! Things that I will do when I go back:

1) Get my stupid laptop fixed... I hope I can upgrade it to Windows 7... :)
2) Get a new phone (N85, HERE I COME!!! XDDDD)
3) Erm.... hang out with friends... hopefully... :)
4) Spend lotsa mooch... T___T
5) Play my freaking PS3!!! :D (Okay, it's not mine, but... it will be... Ohohohohohoho~~~)
6) Sleep all night and day~~ :D
7) Practice dancing... :)
8) Mix some songs...
9) Watch some DVDs...
10) Hang out with my mum... :) (and dad)
11) Try to come up with something for my Youtube account... (The plan's there already, I just need my laptop to be working again... :P)
12) Type more fiction...?
13) Draw some fanfic... :)

Time To Say Goodbye...

Yea. Today is my final day of working in Speedy...

I guess I'm just so used to working there that it feels weird that today is my final day of working... I wish I could work there again (and earn those muh-nayyyy~~) =P

I am very blessed to be working with my dearest colleagues who have somehow managed to endure my endless talking and joking around... =P

To William, Ah Jong, Joanna, Ah Wei, Ah Qing, and my supervisor Lilian, thanks!!! :D

Thank you for giving me such a nice opportunity to learn and train myself... >.<

Hope to see you guys again soon~ :)

Food for thoughts. :)

Oh yea, I thought of something before I went to sleep last night...

"Lessons learned in our lives are meant to be applied onto our daily lives one day eventually. We don't learn our 1+1=2 for nothing. And God doesn't teach us things that are meaningless... Everything that we learn in our lives are bound to be applied at least once in our lives one day. So never ever forget about what you have learned before... They'll turn up to be useful when you least expected them to be. :)"

Blumbr?

Okay, so I have created a Tumblr account, and so I might not be able to blog the same contents to both blogs... And so... You guys might have to check out both of my blogs in order to get in touch with me~ :)

Feelings of the Day (LOL)

I had fun today working... :)

lots of laughter... that's a good thing... :)

*Empty*

Okay, I seriously donno what is there to blog about...

I feel like typing, but I don't know what I should be typing. But... I guess having nothing to type is considered as something to type about huh?

I'm starting to think about someone else recently... My gosh... I think I should continue in my private blog. >.<

Okay, so I have updated my private blog. hahahahahaha...

lalalalalala~

whatever lar...

S.I.G.H...

Something... happened last night as I was working... There was a customer who came to the cashier counter, where I was standing, and asked me in Malay whether the CD is... something-something or not. And I was like, "huh?"

Then his friend said, or rather muttered to herself, or just to her friends but too bad my sensitive ears were able to catch what she was saying, "Well, it's a little difficult if someone has no knowledge about music..." She said it in Malay as well...

And I was like, "Damn... That comment hurts a lot..."

Well, to whoever that might be concerned, especially to that woman, Not everyone is as fortunate as you are; not everyone has the financial support to learn music; to pick up the flute and start blowing into it; to pick up a grand piano and began doing the magical piano tricks...

So why do you speak in a way as if everyone is as privileged as you are? Do you think everyone deserves and is capable of learning music?

I donno... Maybe that, when added with the unsolved thieving incidents, totally spoilt my mood that night...

Sigh~

I feel a lot better today... :)

And there was a whole lot of new stock arriving today! Gosh! What a tiring afternoon! Haha~

And, I noticed that I have been faster in working... But still, when compared with William, my very experienced colleague, I'm still kinda slow... But it's okay... :)

Sigh~ I hope I can just abandon school for work... I seriously don't enjoy studying... Earning money is way more fun... :)

But... I'll just endure these next few (short) years to come, and after I got my degree, I can earn more money than the one I am earning now... And everyone will be happy... Right?

Wee~

I'm following some of the very talented Glee Cast members in Twitter! Go check them out!


@alittlelamb - Dianna Agron (Quinn Fabray)
@msleamichele - Lea Michele (Rachel Berry)
@frankenteen - Cory Monteith (Finn Hudson)
@druidDUDE - Kevin McHale (Artie Abrams)
@chriscolfer - Chris Colfer (Kurt Hummel)
@IJennaUsh - Jenna Ushkowitz (Tina Cohen-Chang)

I will go search for more twitter accounts when Twitter is not in its stupid "Over Capacity" mode again... >.<

Glee~

Just finished watching the season finale of Glee, season one. Damn, that show is really good!!! Too bad that it has to end... =(

According to my friend Gordon, who gave me the episodes of Glee, Season Two will premiere in September. Whoa... It's kinda long... 3 months from now! But it's alright... June's ending anyways... So it's like, two more months plus-plus to go... >.<

Okay, what am I saying? ==

I think I'll still be crazy about Glee for the rest of this week... :)

:)

I'm feeling a bit better today, thanks to... well, myself. haha...

I guess it's just all the stress coming from everything and everywhere that made me loosen a few wires in my complicated circuit...

After my long and dramatic post last night, and after thinking it through, I think I really was, and still am, desperate to be in a relationship. And yes, although I know it's kinda difficult for me, but still, I'm keeping my hopes above average height. Don't wanna put my hopes too high coz I know how disappointed I'll get when I don't get the things that I want. =P

Saw a lot of people today. They were all looking at me. Well, on normal occasions they'll just ignore my presence and walk away, but today, people tend to look at me for at least one second before looking away. I guess my prayers are heard? :)

But still, I don't think I wanna stress too much on this thing... If it is meant to happen, it will. I won't, and I can't force it to happen for me. And so I'll just wait. And continue to have wild imaginations about the people that I fancy looking at... mwahahahaha... XD

Emo..........? Well, kinda close...

Well, I don't think I need to put this in my private blog. People should know that I am not always happy, although I might appear to be. I am just a human being, after all.

Lately, I'm getting tired of putting up a smile for everyone to see... I want people to understand that I am not as happy as they see me as.

Strangely, I don't know why I am being sad. Perhaps, I have been too alone, I guess. But... it's not something new. I am always alone and I have always been alone. I'm seriously looking for someone to hold and love me. As in, yea, the romance type... I'm getting tired of being single... I wanna give my love to someone~ But who?

They say the best men in the world are either gay, or taken. So what does that make me? Am I not good enough? I think so.

Some of you might say, "Oh, the time just hasn't come, that's all!"

But, I still haven't had any experience in love at all. Some of my friends have had a boy/girlfriend since they're like, I donno, twelve? But me... no one wants me. No one will ever do, I think.

Gah... I may say I enjoy being single; yes, that is still a fact, but you know us humans... we always say things that we don't really mean... I enjoy being single, but I'm dying to know how it feels like to be in a relationship too, you know? I wanna be caressed by my lover and I wanna be touched. And I wanna have someone to hold onto in the middle of the night when I'm all lonely or when it's raining. I wanna have someone in my life who I can talk about anything to. But the more I ask for them, the less chance I'd be getting them. I really wonder why.

I lost my patience today in the shower. I growled aloud, stomped on the linoleum floor and banged my fist on the cement wall. What for, I ask. I usually can control my patience... But I guess I'm losing my self control.

I don't really know what to believe in anymore, and why would I believe in anything in particular, moreover.

Sometimes I wish I have some special abilities that allow me to be able to slightly manipulate what others might feel or do to me, you know? How I wish I can just make someone fall in love with me with a lift of my eyebrow or so. How I wish, how I wish, how I wish...

I don't always get what I wanted, coz I believe I'm designed to get what I needed. I don't just want a N85, I need it. And I know I'm getting it no matter what.

You see, whenever I want something, mostly things that have concern with money, I would, in one way or another, be granted a chance to get the money. For example, when I wanted to buy something really bad, and when at that time I was broke, I would automatically be led into situations where I will gain some money bit by bit until I'm able to buy the things that I want.

When it comes to love I guess I won't be getting it that easily coz... Money can't buy love. No matter how bad I want to be in love, I won't, coz I'm not built to be loved. I think.

Ha. How depressing... I guess I'll just have to live on a few more years of my life being single... gah... It's such a pain in the ass for being me... It sucks to be me, and I know it.

My First Pay!

Yay! Received my first pay today! All my hard work has finally paid off~ Whew~

I'm just a few months away from getting myself my new phone, N85. I love its design~ :D

Today I went to the Nokia shop in Spring, and there I learned four things.

1) N85 is RM1280.
2) N85 is out of stock.
3) N85 is no longer being manufactured. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! T____T
4) 5800 is cheaper than N85, by around RM300+, and it's touch screen with WiFi! O.o

Hm...

I might need someone to bring me to Saberkas to help check the price of a N85... :)

Scary Experience...

Okay, so some of you might know that the library closes at 3AM last... night (?) [And yes, it's 3AM. Reminds me of the unheard Eminem track by the same title...]

So, I was like, so damn tired and sleepy and so when the library closed I wanna get home ASAP...

And... the walk back to my home, that short 15 to 20 minutes worth of walking has finally injected the word "fear" down to my bones.

And so I was walking towards the junction (the Queen's Tower junction, not the Daily Joy junction...) and I saw a red Savvy driving past. At first I thought it was just another car driving past (although it's really uncommon for that hour a night) and so I kept walking. When I stopped at the junction, I looked to my left and right (even though I knew, and assumed, that there would be no cars around) and saw the red Savvy had stopped driving. The brake lights were on, and I started to have a bad feeling about what was going on but I put on my (Po-po-po-poker face-po-po-)poker face and continued walking.

As I walked around the corner, I saw the red Savvy, which was supposed to have it's end facing me, now has its headlights shining on me. It was then when I realized something is seriously not right with the car... There is something fishy going on, for sure.

But still, I continued walking, with my earphones blasting music into my ears, it appeared as if I had never noticed that car before. I have had my hoodie pulled down near to covering my eyes, as it was raining slightly.

Then, when I was near to a short opening in the road, the car drove forward and turned in into the opening, as if to stop me from continuing walking. But still, I maintained my coolness and speed, and continued walking as if I really am blind or something. I walked past the car and turned my head around for quite a few times to check on the car. It had never moved since, and I had a better feeling about the situation...

Then, comes those freaking annoying dogs. The black dog whom I have always thought of either poisoning it or striking it with my umbrella was barking at me. I turned my head to look at the red Savvy again as I continued walking, and it hadn't moved at all.

The black dog kept following me until it finally stopped, but the barking continued. I turned my head for the last time to see that the red Savvy had finally moved again, and it turned right, to the junction which we first "met".

The dogs all barked at me one after another as I walked down the street, but they didn't affect me because none of them were going to bite me. =S

Then, as I was approaching Gardenia Court a car past by me, and suddenly my heart was racing but it quickly went back to normal when the car that drove past me was a Proton Saga.

After I was in my room, I took my shower before sleeping and that's it... My first ever scary (as in literally scary) experience of walking home... =P

So, people, be aware of a red Savvy when you're walking home alone in the night... It might not be a good sign... :)

I Want A New Phone~ :)

Oh, I wanna look for a job when I'm back... I wanna earn some money!!! I didn't really know what I wanted to buy for myself using my hard-earned salary, but an idea came to me last night and I'm really excited about it as well!!!

*Drum rolls*

I wanna buy myself an iPhone!!! :D

Or just basically some touch screen phones that supports wifi... I seriously NEED to go online using something more mobile than my freaking laptop... == Besides, an iPhone is just like a mini laptop... :)

But the price. Oh, god. That's... costly... ==

So... I've done a little research before typing this sentence, and I've come to realize that a 16GB iPhone is going to cost me a freaking RM2490!!!

Man, that's crazy!!! T_____T

Gah... and here are some of the other WiFi enabled phones out there as well...

N79, N82, N85, N91 and N96...

The prices I malas want to check, but I know it'll be cheaper than that freaking iPhone... T___T

hahaha


N79:



N82:



N85:


N95:



N96:



And, my dearly beloved but cannot be owned, iPhone... T___T


I think an iPhone looks sleek, don't you think? ;)

Then, an N85 would be my second choice coz it looks cool and it's... like a Transformer... XD

Well, let fate decide what I would be using lar... hahaha... XD

Wow, I've never gotten this crazy over phones before... :)