Sigh...

Today I'm really soy loh...

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I've got extra class at 8.30am, but my mental clock told me that my "actual" class is at 10.30am, and so, I've slept (quite) late, and woke up at 9.30am instead... Righttttttttttttttt.... ==

And so, thinking that my lecturer wouldn't like it if her students came to the class late, I didn't go to the extra class and just waited for my EMA class, which was at 10.30am, instead. ==

On the way to EMA, it was quite smooth, until I reached the elevator. One of the lifts were at 4th floor, while the other has just reached the 1st floor. Thinking that, "Oh, well, maybe the one by the fourth floor will come down soon~" and so I waited patiently, without much moving, at the elevator by the ground floor and waited...

People began to accumulate near the elevator; something expected at a time like this (I reached there at around 10.40+am, coz I've forgotten the time... ==). The one which went up 1st floor has come down, but the people who came in late walked into the elevator first. "Oh, well, I'll just wait again."

Sheesh... And I waited for another 2 minutes I think. By the time I walked into the elevator, I saw Carlson coming out of the elevator. I didn't ask him where he was going; I just walked into the elevator coz I didn't want to miss it again.

After going to class, I did the exercises that Ms. Lee Lin gave us. It was quite easy, although the steps are one page long... ==

Lolz~

Finished EMA at around 12.15pm, and Sonia wanted to eat with me during lunch. Knowing that we haven't met in days, I agreed and ate with her in the cafeteria. She ordered a BBQ Honey Chicken Noodle, AND a bowl of Chicken Braised Noodle. She told me that she was really hungry, but somehow, deep inside, I wondered if she could really finish the two bowls of noodle... ==

She managed to finish her BBQ Honey Chicken Noodle, but she complained that the noodle was too oily and so she felt like vomiting. As she was about to finish her noodle, she told me that she wanted to eat rice instead! I was like, "WHAT THE?? You still have your Chicken Braised Noodle!!!"

And, as we talked, her boyfriend came and talked. She didn't touch on her Chicken Braised Noodle at all and so she let me have it instead. lol~

haha...

Well, after lunch, we (Me & Sonia) were supposed to sit down together to discuss about her IT assignment, but her boyfriend was there and so I didn't kacau their daun loh... =P

Wanted to book a room for later, at 2pm, for my Inno assignment, but there are no rooms available until 3pm. Sigh...

My team has already told me that we would meet at 2pm to discuss about the assignment, but until 3pm, neither Kelvin nor Michael were here in the library yet. ==

The other Kelvin, however, was in the library, but he was playing games instead... lolz~

So, just before Kelvin & Michael arrived at the library, as I was typing, something happened.

"Your Hard Disk has Failed. Please back up your system before...."

When I read that I was like, WHAT THE HELL????

And so, frantically I did what the laptop was telling me, and backed my laptop up. At first it went on smoothly, until suddenly even the back-up failed! OH NO!!!!!!

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Sigh... Thinking that maybe if I restart my laptop, everything that I have will be gone. And so I didn't even dare to turn off my laptop. I texted my sis, asking her if her external hard disk still got space inside. She told me lots of stuff which I wasn't in the mood of listening, and so I started to get a little mad.

But the she texted me, asking if I wanted to have some DVDs of hers, where I could transfer my important stuff inside first. I was a little joyed, but at the same time, so annoyed.

That time my English class was starting soon. I went to English with a serious down mood, and Damn! I was really mad that time! My laptop is just 7 months-old! And it has been problematic like a 7-year old kid! ==

Grr... Since English class I have been "busy" transferring my "important" documents into some CDs... The DVDs that my sister gave me malfunctioned, and I have to get back to my room, which is in the hostel, JUST to get my own copy of DVDs... Thanks, sis. You're oh-so-busy with your assignments and still u have to rush back to ur hostel in order to get the DVDs... =)

Sigh... right now, as long as my laptop can function, I will endure its problems for now... Can't wait to get it to the shop to reformat it... Hopefully it's free (coz my laptop's still on warranty~), and hopefully from then on, I won't be troubled by it any longer... ==

lolz~

(Click on the picture to find out what's going on with my laptop... ==)

And then one more problem. Whenever I call or people call me, the other party can't hear me although I can hear even a fly flying past the caller/receiver's phone. LOL~ Exaggerated, but true... I hear them loud and clear, but they can't hear me speaking... ==

Ugh!!! What a troublesome day! And DAMN! My luck for today, according to Facebook is 75%? HA! More like 75% UNLUCKY!!! ==

lolz~

Joey The Only Unlucky Dude, signing out... ==

~

Seriously, I'm not good in giving my posts names... ==

So, I'm just gonna put on whatever that is on my mind; the first thing that came to my mind after I clicked "New Post"...

Erm... Not much updates today... Just wanna say that my assignments are due soon, and nothing much progress has been done yet... ==

Drew "the girl" today... She's so totally NOT fit, and so I'm seeking Christine or whoever that is in designing/whatever that has NOTHING to do with Engineering/Science & Business to help me with my drawing...

As I drew her (the girl's) eyes, I was amazed at how beautiful her eyes turned out to be! Wow, I was jolted by my own drawing... Lol~ XD

hehehe...

Erm... nothing much liao I guess... wait till I finish drawing everything then I post my drawings here and in Deviantart lah... =)

I'm just trying to be... Happy~

Woo hoo! Forget about my sad and unhappy previous post! Well, not yet, at least... Lol~

If you've read it (my previous post), you'd know that I wasn't happy with who I am. But heck! I've totally forgotten! I'm Joey the Only! THE ONLY! F*ck y'all who made me think that I was and HAD to be a prototype of whoever you want your "perfect friends" should be. I am Me. Face it. I'm not gonna change myself just because you don't like me! It's your loss to be unable to appreciate me~ WAKAKAKA!!!

Well, there are some songs which I'd like to share with y'all...

When I was sad, this song reflected my status yesterday...

Rihanna's "Questions Existing" from Good Girl Gone Bad album (2007)

These lyrics touched me in a way:

"Take off my shirt, loosen the buttons and undo my skirt
Stare at myself in the mirror
Take me apart, piece by piece
Sorrow decrease, pressure release

I put in work
Did more than called upon, more than deserved
When it was over, did I wind up hurt?
Yes, but it taught me, before a decision, ask this question first

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit? Can I endure some more?
Chances are given, question existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit? Can I endure some more?
Chances are given, question existing

Take off my cool
Show them that under here, I'm just like you
Do the mistakes that may make me a fool
Or a human with flaws

And with them a loss, round of applause
Take the abuse, sometimes it feels like they want me to lose
It's entertainment, is that an excuse?
No, but the question that lingers, whether win or lose

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit? Can I endure some more?
Chances are given, question existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit? Can I endure some more?
Chances are given, question existing

Dear diary, It's Robyn
Entertaining is something I do for a living
It's not who I am, I'd like to think that I'm pretty normal
I laugh, I get mad, I hurt, I think guys suck sometimes

But when you're in the spotlight, everything seems good
Sometimes I feel like I have it worst
'Cause I have to always keep my guard up
I don't know who to trust
I don't know who wants to take me for who I am
Or who wants to be my friend for who I really am

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit? Can I endure some more?
Chances are given, question existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit? Can I endure some more?
Chances are given, question existing"

Wow. Amazing lyrics... Credits to Shaffer Smith, Shea Taylor, Shawn Carter for writing such a fabulous song... =)


Next, is a song that I think almost everyone in this world knows...

"Beautiful" by Christina Aguilera, taken from her Stripped album back in 2002

"Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly it's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain, feel so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Tryin' hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone
Left the puzzle undone, ain't that the way it is?

'Cause you are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
No matter what we do
(No matter what we say)
No matter what we say
(We're the song that's outta tune)
(Full of beautiful mistakes)

(And everywhere we go)
And everywhere we go
(The sun will always shine)
The sun will always, always shine!
(But tomorrow we might awake on the other side)

'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today"

Beautiful lyrics, don't you think? Lol~

And so, I'mma live to the lyrics to this song... I won't let nobody bring me down... =)

hahaha


And finally, a really nice song that I'd love to share with y'all...

It's a new one from Leona Lewis, and I donno if you guys have ever heard of it... If you haven't; you should.

Leona Lewis - Happy, taken from her yet-to-release "Echo" album... can't wait!!

"Someone once told me that 'You have to choose
What you win or lose, you can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain cause love won’t set you free'

I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy but safe as could be

So what if it hurts me, so what if I break down
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role slowly disappear, oh
But all these days, they feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different place, get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side, ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me, so what if I break down
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy, oh happy
Oh

So many turns that I can't see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim, don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me, so what if I break down
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy, oh happy
I just wanna be, oh
I just wanna be, ohhh
i just wanna be happy, now happy"

Well... this song doesn't really reflect my life, but like the lyrics have said, I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY!!! HAHAHA!!

Erm... ok lah... seems like this post has been quite long enough... hahaha~~

Once again, a gentle reminder to myself, I am JOEY THE ONLY, and no one can, and will ever, change me... =)

Tired~

Seriously... I mean I'm tired both physically and mentally...

I've finally understood why people... dislike me. Coz I'm not masculine enough. Lol~

Sad, but true... And I seriously can't find any proof to deny this fact. Browse through my pictures in Facebook or whatever, and tell me, of all the pictures, how many of those pictures can show me that I am "masculine"? LOL.

Sigh... Can't do anything about it as well...

Just now, in that room... You have no idea how intimidated I was... Being in a room filled with people who don't really appreciate your presence... They didn't say it out loud, but the aura of hatred is undeniably strong. Making up an excuse of "Erm, I go to library first, yea?", I quickly turned away and began walking.

I don't know why I was afraid of them in some ways. Can't really blame them for being controversial in a way, right? Not everyone in this world can accept people like me. And I used to think that I was "okay", but until I've seen those pictures... Those horrible pictures of a person who looked like neither a guy nor a woman, ugh...

Yea, I'm talking about myself actually... Starting to hate myself, but like I said, there's nothing I can do. What's done, is done.

I can only pray for a cure for this...

Can somebody please teach me how to walk like a normal human and not like a... "Model"? Sheesh... I know, during that day, when I taught the girls how to walk like a model, people are laughing at me, secretly calling me names and so on... It's hurtful, but I can't do anything to stop them... After all, they have the "right" to speak...

Argh! I'm in a desperate need for someone to smack some sense into me! Turn me into a human please? I'm really tired of people talking... I've been "tough" for so long... I don't know if I can still manage to keep going on...

Sometimes I just wished that I were someone else instead of me. Even my name suggests that I am girly. ==

Maybe I should just disappear... And have no one miss me at all... Maybe... Just maybe, by the time I was gone, people will actually cheer for me... Coz, for once in their life, a freako is gone... Once, and forever gone...

23rd October 2009

This date is surely a date to remember...

It's one heck of a crazy and busy day. Ever since I woke up and until the time when I fell asleep... I haven't been anymore tired than this before! Okay, so maybe I have, but not in Swinburne at least...

I woke up at around 9 something, thinking that I am already late for class but then I remembered my class starts at 1030hrs. ==

The first class was Physics, where I got my test paper back & a short quiz. The quiz was a little bit straightforward... Luckily I have tried to memorize the formulas and everything before I went to class... And that was why I was late that day... Oops...

After Physics ended at 11.30am, I went to the library to think about what am I supposed to do during that afternoon's Dance Party rehearsal at 2pm. I've never been a "runner" before, and I was thinking about if I would be able to do a great job. Sent a text to my English lecturer, telling that I might be late for his class later, which was at 2.30pm, although I have no intention whatsoever in wanting to go to his class... ==

That evening, I still have an Innovation & Change presentation, but that's on 4pm. I've already planned on doing my part of the presentation spontaneously; I don't like to memorize speeches coz they make me sound like a robot. ==

When I went to the MPH at 2pm, Ah Zoo told me that the sound system hasn't arrived yet and so I couldn't rehearse... At first I was a little bit pissed off at the people who're supposed to deliver the sound system in the MORNING, but then again, things happen and so I couldn't blame anyone... =P

It was nearing 2.30pm already but still the sound system hasn't arrived yet. Daymn, so that means that I still have no idea on what am I supposed to do. I asked around, but no one also knows what it was that I am supposed to do... ==

Went back to the library to check out on my teammates, double Kelvin & Michael, on their preparation for our presentation later. I knew Kelvin Chong & Michael would do well, based on their English presentation weeks ago, and I was only worried about Kelvin Chung's part. He didn't do as well as he should be last time, and I was worried that he might lose himself again this time.

And after being with them for about 10 minutes, I rushed back to the MPH. So yea, basically all that I am doing that day is to walk here, run there, sprint here, dash there... ==

When I went back to MPH, I forgot about the time, but Carlson told me to go to English for awhile, just to "tell him that we're not going to his class"... ==

But when I went to class, our lecturer acted like he hadn't seen us at all. Right. Not that I cared anyways. I really do wonder, of all of his students, who'd actually want to talk to him personally? ==

I stayed in the class for 5 minutes and couldn't stand being ignored anymore. I left the class although Carlson has asked me to wait for our lecturer to let us sign the Attendance List. But what's the use of signing it when you're basically not in the class at all? Right? ==

So, I just left the class, leaving Carlson there, and went back to MPH. Sigh... until then, which was I think 3 something already... and the sound system has finally arrived (I think), but I still have no idea what I am supposed to do. ==

I ended up sitting down on the floor, listening to the heart-pumping-through-the-vibrations-of-the-basses music, and Melissa suggested that we tie the balloons since I've got nothing to do. At first I didn't tie properly, but on second attempt I did better. =)

It was nearing 3.40pm when I finished tying the balloons, and damn! My presentation would start soon, (actually my Inno class starts at 4pm, but my lecturer insists that we come at 3.45pm. ==) and yet I haven't changed. (as in my clothes)

As I dashed out to my hostel, Aaron stopped me and asked if I have memorized the programs list, and I answered no. O.o He panicked for awhile and then asked me to go photostate a few copies of the programs just in case, and as I went to UBS, the stupid stationary shop in Building A, and that lady over the photocopy machine was working so damn slow man!!!

Frustrated that I am behind time, I took my bag and ran upstairs to go and photocopy copies of the programs list instead. Luckily there weren't anyone to "steal" my "place", and I quickly photocopied 6 copies and then dashed back to my hostel, changed to my formal clothes and ran back to the MPH, handed to copies --Minus one copy for myself-- to Jude, bought a Cola and dashed to my class. Whew! Have I ran this much before in my life? LOL!

And to think that, arriving at class at 3.46pm was already late, what about those others who have arrived later than that? ==

My friend Fatyn, who's supposed to be the first to present, was lost, and she has wanted to contact me through Facebook, but because I am appearing offline, she took more time to reach the class... Sorry... =(

Anyway, the presentation went from 4.15pm to 7-I-donno-what-time-pm, my team being the third team to present. Hm... I could say that it went quite alright... My slides are done nicely, our Q&A are done quite nicely as well... =)

So I asked permission from my lecturer to leave early, and I quickly ran back to my hostel (in my formal clothes... ==), changed and ran to MPH. By the time I reached MPH, the party hasn't started yet. Good. I went backstage to check out what I am supposed to do, but still the instructions aren't clear at all... ==

So, I just did what my intuitions told me to do, and at the end of the party, Ah Zoo said I did a great job. Wee hee! But seriously, I don't think I did good enough... ==

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And so, enough of crappy talk... Let's just go to the party already, shall we? Sorry, Your Majesty Queen Haryati, I have been crapping for the past few minutes... wakakaka

So, the party started at around 7.45pm, and woo! A great start by the Soulz Crew, and Ah Keong was inside the routine as well. They are great! I watched from the stage, behind the curtains, and I was amazed! XD (That's the advantage of being a "runner"; you get to watch all the performances from backstage! XD)

After the first performance, food came. Dang. Carlson & Elmer went to take food first and when I went to check, there was a person trying to enter without buying the ticket and that time I was angry because Carlson didn't do his job as a Bouncer. ==

After telling him the situation, I trusted him that he would begin to take his job seriously liao... =D

And so I went to backstage again, and asked Wilson, the MC for the night, when would the next performance be. Telling me that it would be 8.15pm, and it was only 8.00pm, I went to enjoy some food first. Damn! The food finished fast! And no one took the egg tarts... ==

Then something uncontrolled happened. The DJ himself started the next performance and I was scolded for not informing Jude and others that their performance was up. Dang... But it was my fault lah... Who ask me to walk around instead of just staying next to the DJ, right? I was, indeed, on a job, and not playing. This is some serious piece of ___! Lol!

Knowing that I cannot mess up again, I took my job very seriously. So serious to an extend that I got mad when people just can't stop opening the backstage door and didn't bother to close it. Dammit!

After Jude's 80s performance was Wilson's 90s performance. Livin' the Vida Loca! (Whatever the lyrics is... hahaha) Ivanna & Wilson really make a great couple lah... Ivanna looked totally hot that night... =)

Between each performances would be some songs being played by the DJ to heat things up. After Wilson's routine, The Swinburne Salsa Club heated things up with "Naughty Girl" by Beyonce, Salsa version. =D

Joak's routine followed. I played an "important" role here, telling the person to turn off the lights in one instant. I did that, and everything was perfect, until some bastard went to open the backstage door. The whole thing was meant to be done in DARKNESS, you dimwit! Suddenly, there was light due to the person opening the door. Angered, I ran to close the door, but tripped over an unseen cable and one second later, *SILENCE*......

Oops! I messed up big time! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Luckily the music came back automatically, and the bastard closed the door. Sheeat!!! ==

And the lucky thing is that, when the music stopped, it wasn't during the time when the singer is singing, you know? (The song being played is "Love, Sex, Magic", and only Justin was singing). And it has appeared as if the song was purposedly stopped for a second there. (When the music came back again, that was when Justin singing another line. So Lucky!!! If not ppl will definitely know that there was something wrong. Phew!!! What a close call! =D)

But damn lah... I messed up so many times in one night... (That explains the why I didn't do a good job earlier on)

After Joak's routine was Daniel's. Wow. B-boys are cool! HAHAHA!

And then Christine Jobita's routine, the sexy all-female dance, is up. Wow! Only two words can be used to describe the dance: "HOT" & "SEXY"!!!

Christine, Ivanna, Christine Tan, 丽君, Eileen, Anastacia, Melissa and some other girls whose names are unknown to me, performed. Wow... SEXINESS!!! XD

And the final routine is Ife's routine. Adeline is inside, and I'd like to specially mention her because she was learning the steps last minute, and was still able to dance greatly... I'm so proud of you, girl!!! XD

Ah... I seriously have forgotten when was it, but there was a session when the DJ played songs and I just danced my butt off, shook my hips off and jumped my feet off. Wow! I have never been this high before! HAHAHA! The atmosphere is seriously hot!! Everyone's dancing, jumping, shaking... It was such a crazy night! And I'm so glad that I've bought a ticket. =D

I seriously can't wait for next year's Dance Party... =D

Hopefully I can perform next time lah... I wanna dance! HAHAHA!!! XD

PS: Ladies of the night: Kat, Chris, Ivanna, you three kept me looking at you.. HAHAHA!!! Oops... gotta stop before Wilson come bash me up... hahaha

Alright, I think I have got to stop talking already... This post is long enough... XD

hahaha

Alrights, peoples, tills nexts times... This has beens Joeys Thes Onlys!! XDDD

Tired~~

My god, I'm so tired today. Or was it yesterday? Lol...

Anyway, I woke up to a rainy morning yesterday (22nd October 2009) [Right now as I am typing it's already 23rd, so yea...] and went to class early... Well, the teacher came in late... and so I went to play in the rain... hehehe... Not really play lah, just walk in the rain... Nice~ (thumbs up)

In the middle of the class, however, I suddenly got stomachache and I have to go to the toilet ASAP, or else I'll just poop my pants off. Lol... Explained that to my lecturer already... hehehe...

After that in EMA I was freezing... that class is just so freaking cold... hahaha

But everything didn't matter coz after that, I was going to have a haircut, which I have been anticipating for weeks... =')

Carlson brought me to Kenyalang to have my haircut, and after that he chia-ed me eat kolomee... Nice~~ (again, thumbs up)... =D

After that we walked around the shops for awhile before decided to go back to Swinburne. After getting my haircut, which I am okay with it eventhough it wasn't what I wanted, since I'm used to it.

The barber mistook my meaning when I told him that I want a flat-top haircut with a number 2 length, and he just shaved my head with number 2 length. ==

And so... yea, I'm a baldie... ==

Hehehe... oh yea... back to my story, before I went off the hook... After reaching Swinburne I went to the MPH to wash my head (coz there were hair on my forehead and I looked like an idiot... ==) and after coming out of the toilet Carlson was nowhere to be seen... When I looked to the opposite I saw Ah Zoo & Chris walking to the carpark and so I ran towards them and fell down on the base of the stairs, injuring my right knee... It was painful at first but... until I'm typing this, I have totally forgotten about my injury. @.@

yea... A dummy, I am... ==

I took a ride in Christine's car to drop Ah Zoo in The Spring, and at the roundabout, we saw Kat! =D

Lolz... And Kat was going to Spring as well! With Nimai, my Physics classmate...

When we were in the carpark just now, it was raining, and after coming back to Swinburne, it was still raining, and so that means that I have a walk in the rain again! Yay! hahaha...

But seriously... Yesterday was seriously a tiring day lah... Although I didn't do much, but I have been moving a lot... ==

After my final class I went to MPH to help out in Swinburne Dance Party... and have neglected my slides... ==

Stayed there until 10-ish pm, and went back to hostel to do my laundry... as I am typing this, I still have presentation slides to do, a quiz to study, and an English assignment waiting for me... ==

And my laundry as well... ==

Lolz... byez for nowz... .____________________.

Happiness~

Ignore my previous, emo post that was... well, Emo.

I guess things have turned out to be okay... He and I spoke again, and we even played "Family Feud 2010" together... LOL...

teehee...

Well, the Swinburne Dance Party's banner is finally done!!! It took two days to complete! And it is so beautiful~~ =)

Actually the banner brightened my day... To be able to participate for my club is a fulfilling thing for me... I feel like I am a part of the club instead of just being a member... Gah, I don't even know what the heck am I talking about... ==

Oh wells, all that I know is that I am happy now, and erm... is patiently waiting for my haircut tomorrow... =P

One bad news, however, is that I am broke again... ==

Sheesh~~

Sadness~

Sheets... Well, it's okay for you to think of this word as the dirty version, because that is my intention. Yea, that's just me. Dare to do stuff but doesn't dare to do it publicly. Always beating around the bush, trying to play around with people's minds.

Dang. Just after having a happy meal, (not a McD, please), after going back to class, thunder struck me when my friend was annoyed that I didn't invite him to come with us just now for lunch. Psst. I'm so angry at myself. Well, what he said was true; he did accompany me when I wanted him to, although he has been laggy and so on, he still accompanied me. But when I went to enjoy myself, I've totally forgotten about him.

It's my fault. I guess this is karma? For getting out of class earlier than I was supposed to? Hrgh... so pissed at myself... I've unintentionally hurt someone who I'm not supposed to... =(

Grr... what to do now? Well, let him cool down first loh... Donno when will he be able to forgive me, but I hope it doesn't take too long... =\

Sigh... enough complaints for now... Gonna go bury myself in my grave of emo-ness now... ==

Wassup~

Hey, it's been days since I last posted anything, and Woo-hoo! This month has been the month where I have been updating like crazy! Before this post, there are 14 other posts, beating other months, where I only have 12 posts maximum... Lolz... Yea, I'm a number freak. Lol...

So... If you ask me what is on my mind now, I'd have several answers...

First of all, I seriously hope that Swinburne Dance Party will go on perfectly... =)

Second, I am starting to get tangled up in my own web of "relationships"... well, I guess I am the only one who knows what this means... ;)

Third... A sentence that slipped into my mind last night... "It doesn't matter how many friends you have in your friends' list, but it's the number of REAL friends that counts..."

Yea, something emo-ish... Sheesh... hahahaa...

Seriously, I am not emo now... just... normal... tee-hee... I guess I've learned that, by a normal heart you can do things easier... There's no need to be Emo, sad, angry or whatever negative... It's also not really ok to be too happy or anything too positive, because when it hits you it will hit you really hard... Meaning, the higher the expectations, the bigger the disappointment... I guess everybody has heard of this quote before right? Whether or not it's in English, Malay, Chinese, whatever... It's a common saying...

Taha! I sound like a preacher sometimes... I can't control it... I guess I am one of those who can tell people what to do but I can't do the same to myself... Sometimes I just can't decide what to do, you know? Lolz... hahahaha

XD

Today

Sigh... today started quite terribly, and ended quite nicely, I shall say...

Today I woke up at 6am due to three consecutive sneezes, and I was like, "What the heck?"

My first class was at 10.30am, so I spent about 4 hours to go online, then went to class...

The first "important" thing I noticed from my lecturer was "I'm not in a good mood today so please don't blow my fuse."

O.O

Ok, so throughout the class I tried to keep silent unless when she's asking questions... Then I noticed that sometimes she'd be looking at the students on her right. Oops...

Then... I have got a few hours before my next class, and despite having a rough start, I told myself that I am happy that things haven't gotten worse.

But no. Things didn't go for the worse, it's turned rotten! In English class, there were only four people in the class at first! Being a few minutes late, I thought we were so gonna be the fourth/fifth/whatever people to arrive in class, but heck no. Me, Cheok & Lily were the first to arrive! LOL!

And you know what? By the end of the class, only the three of us were the ones who stayed back in class... Eileen came in the fourth, but left at about a quarter hour later or so, and then Sam the Frog also came in and left. Norman stayed the longest amongst the three of them, but me, Cheok & Lily were the only ones who stayed in class throughout the class...

The rotten part came when I showed my lecturer, Mr Carbon Potassium Hydrogen-Uranium-Iodine, my team's report outline, he began shooting us like we have no values at all... I mean, it's okay for him to get mad for not getting what he wants, but he shouldn't say horrible things like, "I don't even know what you are doing" and sorts... ==

So, my mood was trashed for the whole evening or so, and I told myself that being angry couldn't solve the problem and so I put all of my hopes and dreams into the performance that would come that evening.

AND BOY Oh Boy! The show started quite boringly with a trio trying to sing a song which was translated "horribly", in my opinion, hehehe...

Then Joanne sang! Yay! I've always loved to hear her sing! At first when she told me that she has something to do with the performance, I've actually thought that she would be in the drama! But no! She sang "Love Story" by Taylor Swift... Although the sound system kinda ruined a little bit of her performance, but overall, her performance was still amazing as always... =)

After her singing, it was Joak's turn! He sang "Mungkin Nanti" by Peterpan, and he didn't start off nicely, maybe he was nervous or what, but he managed to collect himself in the end and he rocked the performance... =D Yay, Jo! Love you singing... hahaha

After that, I was surprised when I heard "Swinburne Dance Club". At first I thought the MC was trying to promote "Swinburne Dance Party" next week, but when I looked at the program's list again, I was happy to see SDC performing! YAY! I'm really really proud to be one of the members... =)

To the dancers, Ah Zoo (Chloe), Daniel, Jude, Evan, Kat, Adeline, ZheYii, Clement, Ife and others... My gosh! I am SO AMAZED and Awed by your performance, guys!!! You guys are the best!!! (Nah, I'm not trying to kiss your butts... Just speaking the truth... =))

The dance routine started off with "Love is Gone" by David Guetta, one of my favorite songs, and I just began to shake my head and moved my body around... I clapped and shouted, shouted and clapped... It was crazy! I couldn't have been anymore happier!

WoO!!! Now I can't wait to see what's in store for Swinburne Dance Club.. =D

After the AWESOME performance by SDC, there was a short break and I went to congratulate the dancers for awhile, and went back to my seat to watch the Drama titled "Alice in Wonderland", presented by Drama Club...

The drama was okay, but most of the time I couldn't get what the actors are trying to say because of the sound system again, I guess... Three Cheers to Desmond & Joel, who were in the drama... Desmond was a card, and Joel was the Director/Co-Director, the Stage Manager, the Sound/Music & Narrator, AND the Script Writer! WOW! That's a whole lot of tasks!!! Kudos, guys!!! Your hardwork has paid out! =)

After the show, I went to eat with Cheok & Carlson (who wasn't eating but played his Dearly Beloved MGS (Metal Gear Solid) through his PS1 Emulator using his lappie)... Ah... I'm so full even now! hahaha...

Alrights... It's a Saturday tomorrow!!! And that means....... DANCE CLUB!!! YAY!!! Can't wait!!! =D

Movies!

Gosh! I think I'm starting to turn into a Movie Fanatic! lolz! hahaha

These few days I have been watching two movies, Transformers 2: The Revenge of The Fallen & Resident Evil: Degeneration. Posters of the respective movies are below... X')



Transformers 2: The Revenge of The Fallen (2009)

I think this is cool... Don't you think? =P

I guess this is the official movie poster... (I only watched the movie, I don't notice the posters)



I remember seeing this in cinemas... Have wanted to watch then, but no tickets... And my sis actually went to watch this movie without inviting me... T____T (lolz)



When I first saw this, I was like, "Who's this?" Then when I looked reaaaaaaaaaally reaaaaaaaally carefully, I see him as Optimus... Sigh... He looks so different lah, I thought he was some other Autobot... ==



"More Alien Robots, Bigger Explosions, and Much More Megan Fox"... Right! Exactly! In the movie, there are more robots, bigger explosions, and most importantly, more Megan Fox! The movie should be named as "Megan Fox ft. Transformers - Revenge of The Fallen" (Just like The Pussycat Dolls ft. Nicole Scherzinger - Hush Hush; Hush Hush... [Stupid song title, and why do you have to name the lead singer of the group? ==]) [This is a Fan-Art, by the way]



This is SO Cool! Optimus looks like himself here! Lolz. Hahaha...



Another Optimus. Look at how damaged he is... Poor thing... =(



This... is Starscream, right? Coz I seriously can't tell which is Starscream and which is Megatron... Like, literally... They look alike! == [Starscream is featured more in the movie (as the villain) than Megatron, and so he is featured instead of Megatron... I wonder how Megatron would feel...?]



Last, but never the least, my favorite robot in the whole universe, BUMBLEBEE!!! OMG! He's SO HOT! As in H-O-T!!! LOLZ! HAHAHAHAHA!!! (Ok, I'm starting to go crazy again...) [But to tell the truth, I rarely see him in the movie...]

The movie, overall, isn't bad... It's just the poor storyline and amazingly ridiculous errors that have contributed in the destruction of the movie. I remember reading a magazine or an article saying that Transformers 2 is only good for those Fanboys, but frankly speaking, I am not a fan of The Transformers comics or whatsoever; the reason I'm watching is because of Bumble-Hot-Bee... =P

[Spoilers!]

Some ridiculous scenes are as, Leo, Sam's freaking annoying roommate, who freaks out when Starscream began to shoot missiles at Sam & group, was amazingly able to wake up after being just zapped by the electric stunner (whatever-you-call-it). I don't think the time he has been in the "comatose" state was more than one minute screen time... Unless Bumblebee and the others (I don't get the annoying Twins' names) have driven a long way just to arrive in town...

One scene I don't get is, despite watching the movie twice already, why was Sam a fugitive? Perhaps I have missed the scene, but can somebody please tell me why? I was so surprised when he was suddenly hunted by the police. ==

Another error was the Wheelie, whose left eye was supposed to be damaged, was still able to project on a map the position of an elder Transformer with both his eyes. Rightttttttttttttt....

hahaha...

[Spoilers end!]


Sigh, enough of the errors... Let's talk about the goodness of the movie, shall we? I like the sound effect... Like, totally in love with the sounds of the explosions and so on... I like how the Decepticons arrive in the Egypt battlefield... The sound was... AMAZING!

Which brings me to wonder, does Michael Bay, the director, like deserts much? Coz in both the Transformers movies, deserts are involved... lol...

Another thing I liked about the movie is how the actors act... I find Megan Fox's acting to be... passable, and so, maybe the audience's expectations were too high or something, they said that her acting style was the same... lol... hahaha




Alright, alright... Enough of Transformers... There's another brilliant movie waiting for my review! LOL! HAHAHA!



Resident Evil: Degeneration (2008)

This movie is a Must-Watch, I tell you Resident Evil Fans! Experience it in Blu-Ray! hahaha...



A yucky version of the movie poster (a bad quality one I mean)



This poster is cool... =)



Another poster which I find quite cool... =P

No spoilers for this movie, coz, frankly speaking, I have no idea what the storyline is all about. ==

Sheesh... hahaha... Well, all I know is that Leon (the guy in the poster) and Claire (the redhead) wanted to stop someone evil from doing something evil. == And in the way they met and acquainted Angela (Ms. Angelina-Jolie-look-a-like)... and blah. The story went on... Lolz

Just look at how real these people are!

This is Claire... Not her best angle, though, but she's hawt! XD



Ms. Angela. From this angle, she doesn't look like Ms. Jolie, but in the movie you'll wonder from time to time if she was featured in the movie... hehehe



Leon & Claire (They look so hot together, but too bad, they ain't a couple... T___T)



I never noticed this, but as I watched this scene, I realized that Angela's breasts are... huge! LOL! HAHAHAHA!!! I mean, too unrealistically big.. =P

Well, like I said, no spoilers... (although I "accidentally" spoiled a little... =P)

All I can say is, read about the story before you watch this movie, or else you'd be as lost as I was when I was watching it... hahaha... It's not a bad movie, but it's not the greatest as well... hehe... I'd give it a 7/10 though... For being able to inspire me... =D


Something I find funny in this movie is how much the WilPharma building resembled a Final Fantasy building, and throughout the scenes where WilPharma are featured, I kept wondering, is this Shinra? LOL! HAHAHA!!! And, to top it all, the music played is almost like the music being played in Final Fantasy as well! LOL! hahaha...

Oh well... nothing much left to be said, I guess... Go watch these two movies (if you're bored and you seriously have nothing else to do...) and get entertained... Even though the movie(s) may suck, but at least you are entertained, right? =P

So, until then, this has been Joey the Only... =D

Hey

My strike ended last night... When I didn't update my blog... Well, I slept in before midnight last night, and woke up at 6.30am today... Wee...

hahaha...

Well, the reason I slept in early although I didn't really want to was because I was having a mild headache, and I wanted it to end before it worsens to haunt me the next day. A brilliant choice indeed... =)

I guess being a healthy person really does bring good benefits to them...

I slept in early, and for the first time in days, my Daily Luck meter in Facebook was 94%! Woo! Not that I really believe in those things, but seeing that my percentage is high will make me happier... hahaha...

And, after learning from Sis's friend, Jacky, that today all banned websites are "unbanned", I quickly went to forums to download the music videos that I have been wanting to download for days. Thank goodness... =)

I have finally gotten my collection of videos and so on, and Kelvin, "Wishes really do come true, if you want them to..." (Ariel, singing in Kingdom Hearts 2)

Remember me "spamming" in your status last time about not giving up and so on, well, I kept wishing and in the end, I got what I wanted... =)

You know, just a random, silly thought that I have, I sometimes (well, always, actually) think that the Sky and I are inter-related. Hehe...

Sometimes, when I feel down or something, the Sky will darken itself, and sometimes it might even rain, just to suit my mood. Yea, it does happen... (Perhaps I am Storm from the X-Men? Cool... =P)

And most of the time, when I don't wear my thick jacket to class, I will be frozen to death during classes, and when I do wear my jacket, I would be boiled to death. hahaha... Perhaps the Sky saw me wearing a jacket and so It thought that I was cold and so "arranged" the day to be warm to keep me warm? And when It saw me not wearing jacket, It'd think that I am feeling warm and so it wants to "cool me down"? hahaha...

Ahh... I love being imaginative... I mean, being imaginative isn't a bad thing... Nor is it too much of a good thing... Meaning, sometimes, I can't even differentiate if I am being in my own imagination or am I in reality. Sucks to be me huh? hahaha

Hm... today, as I brushed my teeth, a thought came into my mind. It was a dialogue actually, a fictional dialogue that suddenly came into my mind. As I brushed my teeth, I imagined myself arguing with people. Yea, I always have this thought. Arguing with people (with just about everyone; my friends, my family... so on)

Well, in the dialogue, I said something that interest me...

"Whatever we do, we have a choice; we can choose whether or not we should or should not do it. So why do you choose to hurt people with your words? Do you feel happy seeing someone suffering?"

Something like that... It's been more than half a day since I brushed my teeth... Lolz...

At first, seeing that it was around 7am, I went to take a shower before I brushed my teeth because yesterday, I have heard complaints of my fellow hostel friends that there isn't much water supply and so, to avoid the same thing from happening to me, I intended to take an early shower. But then, the room, "my" room, was already taken, and when I entered the bathroom, there was a guy who followed me to the door of "my" room, and waited with me as he continued to brush his teeth.

The guy inside "my" room came out in less than two minutes, and before I went in, the guy who was brushing his teeth stopped me and showed me his towel and soap which were in between the two doors. (Hostel people should know what I am talking about. If you don't, you don't have to worry coz it doesn't matter)

He went inside to take his shower. At first I was angry at him, but then my conscience told me that he came before me, and so I would be wrong to have forced myself into the room. When I "sulked", I jokingly told myself that I wasn't mad because I was in a good mood today.

=)

Good mood will bring a good day ahead of you, people, trust me... Today went on quick so well for me, and I was glad today went on smoothly without any "negativity" haunting me. Lolz.

hahaha...

Yea, today's post is a long one... And no pictures to top it all! How mean of me! hahaha...

Well, I'll compensate with a second post of the day... =)

Be sure to check it out! Tata~

[Joey the One & Forever Will Be]

==

Today's not really my day...

It started quite okay, and began to sink as the day progressed... ==

Damn... Ever since my earpiece broke down, things began to go downhill... What is going on?! ==

Sigh... enough lah... today's ending soon anyway... Gonna watch Resident Evil Degeneration now... Byez... ==

Beyoncé Knowles - Broken Hearted Girl (Album edit)

Nothing much today, just wanna post the first album cover that I've done here... =)

Sigh

Today is kinda a helluva day for me... Didn't sleep at all coz I woke up an hour before midnight, and then dozed off finally at around 3am or so... ==

Then had Physics class at 1030am, got quiz even... And, the thing is that I am the SECOND of all to arrive in class! XD

The quiz was okay okay lah... some say it's hard, but whatever, don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it... =)

Coz what's past is past... =)

Sigh... so sien... Spent days downloading Transformers 2 movie, but when I wanna extract the files, some of them are broken... ==

Grr... I wanna download "Transformers 2", "The Final Destination" & Christina Aguilera's videos... ==

T___________T

Wee! EMA test was over... No more tests/quizzes for now... =)

Gonna rest liao... So sleepy... ==

LOL!

8th in a row~

Wow... I can't believe it! It's been eight straight days! Either I've been too free or I've been too committed... Right...

Oh wells... today I have got no "life lessons" to share with y'all... Just some music business...

Lady Gaga's performance of "Paparazzi" during the 2009 VMAs still wow me... She can really sing! hahaha... Oh, did u know that she was one of the "contestants" in MTV's "Boiling Point" show before? OMG! She has had black hair before!!! And she looked TOTALLY different from now. Without all the makeup and stuff... =)

Britney's "3" is such an amazing song! It makes you wanna go dance around; shake your booty when you hear this wonderful track... Can't wait for the video! And can Britney please release more songs from her "Circus" album? She should release more! T___T

Hm... what else? Oh, I've downloaded "Battlefield" album by Jordin Sparks... and also "Memoirs of An Imperfect Angel" by Mariah Carey... Listened to only two songs from both of the albums, and "MOAIA" sounded kinda boring to me... while "Battlefield" sounds a little bit more catchy... =)

Gonna listen to it one day... Not now though coz my earpiece is damaged (the Right side's plastic thingy was gone... T_____T) and wearing headphones for too long will hurt my ears... (Not my eardrums but my ears... ==)

sigh... Well, I guess that's all... =)

hehehe... See if I can make it a Nine-Strike tomorrow... (Nothing is impossible without some dedication, people... =D)

...Continuation...

Continued from the previous post...

Actually, I have forgotten much of what I wanted to say already... ==

Well, what I do remember is that, no matter how wrong you are, there are only a few people in the world that can totally forgive whatever that you have done wrong... And these people, when come together, are therefore called "Family". You can always fight with your siblings or whoever in your family, but in a matter of time, you'd be together again, happy as one family. But if the same thing happened to your boyfriend/girlfriend/friends/whoever, your relationship can't be like before anymore. Sad but true.

Family are people who can understand you. And you only have them as your family for once in your life. So please do appreciate them... =)

Hehe...

Okay, after forgetting what I have wanted to say before, how about we just let the pass be in the pass and just focus on the "now" aka "Today", shall we? =)

hahaha...

So today. Woke up early again. Slept in quite late... (It's like I'm making a report now... Well, I need to do this to tell myself to not sleep late and suffer again... So forgive me if you readers think that I am boring or anything, okay? =) Hehehe...)

Oh, yesterday (I know, I know I have mentioned that I should just focus on today, but... =P), I got the PS1 emulator from Carlson and I myself downloaded the game Tekken 3 (PS1) so that I can play it in my emulator... Oh My God! The memories!!! HAHAHA!!! Nina's amazing death cry, the funny gameplay... Ah.. Can't believe that Tekken 6 will be SOOOOOOOOOO much different from Tekken 3! OMG! Hahaha!

Oh yea, for you Tekken fans out there, this is a must see... U MUST SEE THIS!!!

Tekken Demo

And also this one! UNBELIEVABLY AWESOME! XD

PS3 Opening trailer!!!

OMG I seriously can't wait for the game to arrive!!! XD

T___T I want a PS3... T___T

What if?

Hey, it's my sixth consecutive day of blogging... =3

Really hope this can go on forever... Lol... =P

Hehehe...

Alright back to something more serious...

Have you people ever wondered why you forgive somebody's mistakes? Is it because you understand the fact that everybody makes mistakes? Or is it because you are just plain forgiving? Could it be because you think by forgiving others people will forgive you easier when you do something wrong in the future?

Ladies and gentlemen (Switching to English Oral presentation mode... LOL), my topic today is "Forgiveness". Good evening to all my readers, and to those who are reading this in the morning, Good morning to you, and for those who are reading this in the afternoon, a pleasant afternoon to you as well...

To tell the truth, I am not really a forgiving person. The fact that I am being hurt by people who I care a lot about or people who I trust so much is an unforgiving thing to do, IMO. Nothing hurts more than to be hurt by the people that you adore, trust and believe in, right? It sucks even more when that person/group of people doesn't/don't even care about what you feel.

Ever since little, I have been betrayed, hated and hurt again and again. And so the "me" now, is someone who doesn't really believe in anyone at all... Whatever one might say or do must be doubted by me beforehand, and until my head tells me that it is okay to go along, I wouldn't even believe anything till that moment comes. But sometimes I'd ignore what my head tells me... Sometimes I'd do the right thing, and in other cases, not.

Remember my previous post where I said I was offended by that friend? Well, today, we were talking happily again, playing with each other and so on... He's my really good friend and so I don't want to lose him as a friend... =)

In other cases, however, I don't think that I can be that forgiving... I hate it when people believe what other people told them, unnecessary bitch lies about me... They believed whatever shit that they have heard, and then changed their opinion about me. They refused/rejected to be my friend just because of what they are ASSUMING! God! Isn't that a foolish and stupendous thing to do? It's okay to listen, but why must you all make assumptions about them? Who are you to not let the victims have a say or anything? Is it just because you don't believe in them or because you don't think positive of them that you find it hard to give the victim a chance to explain him/herself?

Do you think that is fair towards the victim? How about if the situation is reversed? Would you like it if someone comes to you and assumed whatever he/she has just heard five minutes ago to be true and begin hurting you the way that you shouldn't have been treated as? I hate people who assume EVERY single fucking thing they heard to be true. From their "friends" who, oh-they-trust-so-much.

In my opinion, however, I'd rather let that someone think whatever shit they wanna think about me, but sometimes I'd have to admit that I am not that strong to endure every single bullet that they are shooting at me. Sometimes I want to be human as well; I want to bleed as well! I can't just act strong every time, especially when I have no one around me to support me when I fall down. I am not a robot or anything. I am human too, just like you readers, you haters, you whatevers... Stop hurting other people like you think you won't be hurt. Coz, what goes around, comes around, and when that happens, the effect would be multiple times more gravely than what you are doing others.

Oh, where have I wandered to? I am supposed to talk about "forgiveness", right? Sheesh... Too much personal experience + thoughts... really shouldn't have... =P

There are types of people, catergorized by me, and these people are, one, people who forgive everyone else easily, two, people who wants to be forgiven but is so stingy about forgiving other people. The third type of people are people who will forgive others as time goes by, but will require time. The time could take days, weeks, hours, blah blah blah, it could be longer or shorter, that's all.

To be continued coz I'm tired... (Slept early last night, woke up early as well... =P)

Super Duper...

I once again woke up early today, at around 9am (considered early enough for me...)

The first thing I saw when I woke up pissed me off. My favorite* roommate left the room without locking the room. The reason that I was pissed was because before (I don't know how many favorite weeks ago), he was the one who asked me to lock the door whenever any of us are not around. And now, for some unknown favorite reasons, he's not doing what he wanted me to do, and he has been treating me like shield*, always showing me that favorite shieldy look... Ugh, like I have done something wrong and hurtful to him...

Why is it so favorite hard for people to just tell me face-to-face that they hate me?! Why do they have to put up a favorite fake face, trying to fake things off? Favorite my shield, beaches*!

Grr!!! I'm seriously angry! But I managed to just bring my anger and stuffed it in my bag as I went to class... Watching the videos that I have downloaded last night has helped a lot, and I went to class hoping to get cheered by Carlson. Class went quite smoothly... Managed to download some videos... ==

At lunch, another person pissed me off. I think he knew who he is. Whatever.

It's okay to insult/make fun of me, but it's not cool when you bring parents into the conversation. Not cool at all! :@

Grr... I don't know why... It's nothing actually... I know that he didn't mean it, but still, I'm offended. An offense is an offense... well, I'm trying my hardest now to forgive & forget... (After all, I have been forgiven a lot of times... ==)

sigh... I hate today! I want tomorrow to be different! As in BETTER! Grr...

Super duper hungry now... But have no more money to eat... ==

Sheesh... Eat biscuits lah, and cook some mee... After all, that's why I bought them, right? Lol...

Bah, now in the library... felt so much better after writing this down... ==

Hey hey hey!

Yo, I have been blogging frequently! Yay! Let's see how long this strike can go... hahaha

Last night I slept early! Can you believe it? Some people (perhaps all) might say "So what?" but to me it's a miracle! Why? Coz for the past few weeks I have been sleeping late, if I have slept at all... Lol...

And since I slept in early, I woke up early as well... After waking up, I brushed my teeth, but as I walked out of the room I noticed that there wasn't anyone at all in the corridor or anything... Even the toilet was silent... Kinda scared me, but whatever, I prefer to be alone than to be surrounded by strangers... Lol...

So... apart from waking up early, nothing much has happened... I guess it's my lack of working out that I then slept again at around 1.30pm... Gee, I have had my Windows Media Player & Windows Live Messenger on! About 3 or 4 people suddenly chatted with me, but I was sleeping and so I couldn't reply... So sorry... =(

Sorry to Yap, Fae & who else ah? 2 only I think... hahaha

It was a weird thing for Yap to voluntarily chat with me... Perhaps he has clicked the wrong contact and sent wrongly? hahahaha... Oh well, nice to know that he is doing fine... =)

Hey, let's countdown for the arrival of Tekken 6, shall we? It's coming to Japan on the 27th!!! I seriously can't wait!!! I've seen pictures of the much anticipated "Scenario Campaign" mode, and I gotta admit, the graphics can kill!!!! It's like seeing a real person in front of you! ==

I can't wait to play as Lili again... Since Tekken 5: Dark Resurrection for my PSP has broken down (for unknown reasons), I just hope that Tekken 6 for PSP doesn't disappoint me... =)

hehehe... And I just got to find out that Afiy has a PS3!!! OMG!!! I HAVE TO GO TO HER HOUSE AND PLAY!!! Lolz... hahahaha...

But all these are just mere dreams... until they come true, this has been Joey The Only... =3

hehehe... Love y'all... hopefully I can sleep early again... =P

Happy Mooncake Festival!!

It's Mooncake Festival today! Happy Mooncake Festival, y'all! Hope you guys enjoy today with your family and loved ones... =3

This mooncake festival is a memorable one for me coz this year is the first that I am not there with my parents to celebrate... Every year I'd just sit with them and eat mooncakes together... Plain, but still I enjoy it... =)

Sorry Ma, sorry Pa, can't be there with you guys... Hope you are happy today~

Don't eat too sweet ah, the mooncake!! Don't eat too much as well!!! =3

Lol... why am I typing this? It's not like they can see this.. == (They don't have internet access, that's why)

Oh well... got a headache which is killing me... ==

Gonna end this post early and go Zzz.... lol

So, here I'd like to take the opportunity to wish everyone, including my dearly beloved readers, a "Happy Mooncake Festival!", or in Chinese, "中秋节快乐！！"

Joey the Only signing off... (not really)

BTW, I dislike my blog's header... I know it's only been 3 days, but still... can't wait for November... I love my November's header! =D

Alright, goodbye, and goodnight... =)

Cham Liao...

Today's the second of October... Lol, I don't know for what am I mentioning the date today, perhaps a gentle reminder to me that time is running out? ==

Today is the eighth week of my second semester... Just a short 6 more weeks to go before I'll have to say goodbye to this sem, and move on to my MPWs... ==

Great. Just what I need: More time here in Kuching...

To all of my Kuching friends that I have befriended and loved, it's not that I am hating your city or what, it's just that I am missing home a lot... So much that I begin to get distracted from my studies... Can't really sleep well and am beginning to "skip" classes... Grr... I'm starting to loathe myself... ==

I am now currently awaiting the Swinburne Dance Party... I wanna go, but I still need permission from my mother... It's her money, afterall... I don't want to use her money to exchange with me entertainment... =\

Grr... My stomach is growling like crazy... Shut up! ==

I guess I should go heat up the hot dog bun that I have bought just now, after updating my blog... Gee, hunger is killing me... (FYI, until now, I haven't have a proper meal yet... Not wanting to gain your pitiness though, just telling.. ;0))

Oh well... I have a lot of thoughts recently... but the inconsistency of Blogger has made me forget whatever it is that I want to say... Is that a sign that I shouldn't speak them out? But those are just ordinary, general thoughts about how to be human. ==

Right... as if I'm human enough... I'm feeling Frankenstein-ish! Or was is Vampire-ish? Can't sleep, can't sleep and can't sleep...

My sis says that I look like... when I don't get enough sleep... well, I just think that I look like a freaking Frankenstein... == Minus the bolts, though... and the hideous scars... ==

hehehe... I love to entertain myself... =P

Oh yea, I've finished watching Moonlight Resonance... The overall drama was good, but the ending was... weird... I don't really like it... hahaha... No spoilers though! (As if I'd wanna spoil a great drama...)

I find many faults in the drama, being in plot or whatsoever, but hey, it's just a drama... Nothing is real, and no one is perfect...

One thing I find seriously annoying is that when I read people "reviewing/criticizing" the drama, I find their reviews/critics stupid and hilarious.

It's like they have no brains at all... Literally...

What "When I see Linda/Raymond/Bosco scenes, I'd Fast Forward into other scenes coz they are so annoying"... and what "I hate the fact that Hor Ma would always want to waste our time watching her giving those golden speeches at the end of the day"... ==

Stupid viewers... they just don't understand the power of a love tragedy (in Linda/Raymond/Bosco's case) and in Hor Ma's case, people are just so... annoying... everything Hor Ma says, her speeches/advices, everything, they are meaningful and are actually teaching us on what to do.

and I've also read people saying "Linda Chung's crying in almost every scene that she appears in is so annoying" really pissed me off... Being a Linda Chung fan, I've admired her skills to cry. Her acts are so real and believeable... unlike some other actors/actresses who gain fame because of their looks and not their acting skills! Ha!

Linda's just doing what the script is telling her, people! If you seriously wanna blame someone, blame the scriptwriters! ==

One thing I totally agree with what some people say about Bosco's character in the drama... His character is insignificant and could have been deleted in the first place... and be replaced with a better character... His love relationship with Linda is so confusing and horribly written...

haha...

Oh wells, before I go overboard with my personal experiences/thoughts, I shall let you decide on your own, whether I'm right or not... =)

My favorite character in the series is of course 阿秋 (aka Linda Chung) lah... The prettiest and most talented female artist in the TVB probably... =)

My least favorite character should be 阿圆 (aka Chris Lai), coz his character, like Bosco's, is insignificant... For most of the episodes, he wasn't even featured, and he was only featured at the near end of the series... which I think is unfair loh...

The series shouldn't be called 《家好月圆》，but should be called 《家好月秋》 instead, coz those four are featured the most... an alternative title should be 《荷祖红Sa》，coz those four are featured the most, in the older generation... LOL!

hahaha

alright alright... enough Bull for now... Shall go fill my tummy!!! Tomorrow's the Mooncake Festival!!! I miss my mum!!! T__________________________________________T

Happy October, People!

I think I should start politely... Happy October, people! hehehe...

Alright, time tah be "roode" (rude)...

DAMNIT! Why?!

I wanna update my blog on the last day of September! But NOOOOOOOOOO, when I wanna go to www.blogger.com, it says connection error or what the hell... Grr!

The reason I wanna update on the last day of September was coz I wanna re-wish my sis & mother a "Happy Birthday", and more or less describe my experience in September...

The thing is, my mother celebrates her birthday at exactly a week after my sister's, and since young, I have always find that fond... I like the fact that their birthdays are just exactly 7 days apart (minus the years, of course)... Coz I'm kinda a number freak... I like numbers... hehehe

Apart from that, I'd also wanna get my thought outta my mind at that moment, but heck, the disconnection of blogger has made me so angry that I have forgotten what it was that I was supposed to say... ==

Hm... I'm getting close to the ending of 家好月圆, now at episode 33 already, and in just 7 more episodes, I'll get to finish the series!!! I seriously can't wait for the ending... That Mushroom Bitch is getting bitchierandbitchier (purposely joined together), and... sigh, end of spoilers... =P

Well, I donno if you guys remember or not, in my first September post, I wrote there I hate September very much coz of assignments and tests... stuff like that right? Well, turns out I got along quite okay... There are still two more assignments for me, (One Inno and another English report, both teamwork-required projects)... and after that, I can just "focus" on the final exams...

Engineering Physics is getting more and more confusing... Hopefully I can get myself together and stop starting being lazy... (donno why, but I'm beginning to become lazy... at this moment... ==)

EMA is getting slightly... okay... and there's another test next week... hopefully I will get an easier paper than the one last time... ==

English is getting more and more annoying... My lecturer is starting to push us, and perhaps it's the fact that I'm not used to it (yet), I find him annoying... lol

Inno... sigh... is getting more and more boring without Mr. George Tan around... grr... The new lecturer is a really gentle guy... I wonder how long has he been teaching? =)

grr... Just a few more weeks.. then my current semester would be over... Then my future is a blur for me... I don't know if I should take my MPW this year or next year... My friends say it's better for me if I take it this year, coz MPW is hard... =\

Grr... But I wanna go home... T_________T

Lol... hahaha

sigh... we'll see how things go... So, before any confirmations, this has been Joey the Only, once again wishing you guys, my dearest readers, "Happy October"! =D